Warnings: language and lemon at the end.

Chapter 4: Because some dreams do come true

Well shit, that was unexpected! Lavi thought as he was looking at Allen's face who, was still stubbornly looking on the pavement. Lavi noticed that his face had a surprised and shocked look even though he steadied himself and wasn't shaking anymore.

Lavi just wanted to hug him but he didn't know what that would earn him, a hug back or a punch in the face or both? Allen had now the same height as Lavi. Well he has grown up Lavi thought. I missed that didn't I? Lavi could also see that Allen's hair was back in a ponytail but he couldn't be sure where it ended since it was in the inside of the long black cape. And hell didn't he become a man. The young boy Lavi once knew now it was a man that could handle himself just fine in a fight without a weapon. But what about his hand? Lavi asked himself since he just noticed that Allen was wearing gloves and long sleeves hiding his hands completely.

Allen released him from his hold and he was now looking at him with a sad look on his face. "It's really you" Allen said and was still looking on Lavi's face like it would disappear in any moment. Allen then reached out his hand and gently touched Lavi's face. Lavi smiled and placed his hand above Allen's and that seemed to surprise a little the younger one. "I thought I would never see you again" Allen said and removed his hand fast like he regretted it.

"Allen I... I am sorry... I really missed you and I know you don't want to look at me right now but..." well great what do you say at such an hour? Lavi was still going on with his babbling when suddenly he felt Allen move and warmth spread over his body. Lavi blinked and into focus came Allen's face, really really close. Then it hit him, Allen was kissing him! Allen was kissing him! The kiss was rough, lingering, full in need and passion. Allen brought his one hand around his waist to pull him even closer and his other hand travelled up to his head and grabbed his hair almost painfully deepening the kiss further.

Lavi brought his hands up to Allen's shoulders feeling the same need and passion. He felt himself been pushed against the wall and Allen pressing harder against him while his hands were exploring his body. Lavi couldn't believe this. Did he really die back there and now that was just a dream? Then he felt Allen's hard on and no, that was certainly not a dream. Then they broke the kiss as the need for air kicked in. But as soon as Lavi took a breath and tried to say a word, Allen's mouth was again on him more aggressive and needier. Lavi placed his hands around Allen's shoulders and messed a little with his hair that were now awkwardly hanging around half in the ponytail and half free. Allen brought his hand under Lavi's leg and pushed it up around his waist, holding it there softly. Lavi snapped his eyes open when he realised where this was going. He tried to push Allen back but he succeeded only in breaking the kiss. Then Allen attacked his neck and he was placing kisses mixed with some licks all over it, making Lavi shiver with pleasure.

Lavi admitted to himself that yes Allen had grown up and he was more dominant than ever, and more aggressive, almost possessive. "Allen we can take this to a room you know" Lavi tried to reason but hell he was losing his reasoning due to Allen's soft lips on his neck. Allen's hand reached for his other leg and Lavi found enough in his will power to reach his hand and stop him. Allen leaned a little back still holding Lavi's leg up to his waist and his other hand was resting next to Lavi's head on the wall. He looked both confused and sad.

Lavi saw the sadness in his eyes and thought that Allen believed that he might have done something wrong or that maybe Lavi didn't want this after all. So Lavi to fix things he leaned a bit forward were Allen was and captured his lips in a slow passionate kiss that earned him a silent moan from Allen. Lavi smiled a little and placed his hands on either side of Allen's face.

"God I missed you. You have grown up so much. I regret missing this but..." Lavi said in a low voice but he stopped talking when Allen placed one of his fingers on Lavi's mouth and whispered slowly a shh and continued "I have so many questions so many whys so much pain and anger right now but I cannot help it, I really need you. I needed you for so long that I am willing to forget my anger for a while and do this. Do you really want to start a conversation right now?" Allen said looking into Lavi's eye, the other was still covered with the eye patch.

Lavi could only nod but couldn't help ask a last question "Yeah but we are still going to have that conversation later right?". Lavi really wished he could skip that part since it would only bring back bad memories and anger but he knew that Allen needed his explanations. Allen kissed him slowly and nodded simply as well. "You said something about a room?" and Lavi giggled happily and Allen set a sweet smile on his face.

"Yeah just up in the road. It's a crappy hotel, you cannot miss it" Lavi said as Allen let his leg finally down and took a step back. Lavi started walking and Allen followed him eagerly. He know he should be angry, he knew he must be demanding some explanations after whole five years but his craving for Lavi was bigger. The first year he left he was searching for him but damn the old Bookman knew how to disappear from the face of earth. Then Komui ordered him to stop doing that, they were gone and even if he found them they wouldn't come back. Well fuck that! He kept on searching on his own without telling anyone. At every mission he was sent he would try to see if Lavi or Bookman were around, to record the mission or whatever but he never saw none of them, he never found them. After a long time he gave up, but he still searched for Lavi's figure lingering in the background from the corner of his eyes as he was slashing through the Akumas but he always had the same result: nothing.

It was something like a miracle that he found Lavi now and under these circumstances. He was walking nonchalantly in the city to have a look around and he decided to take a shortcut to return to the hotel he was staying. The shortcut was the dark alley but he didn't care, his fighting ability was the best in the whole order now, even Kanda was impressed. He was training hard to get this result even though on the back of his mind he knew that he mostly trained to forget about his problems, and most of all Lavi's disappearance. It costed him greatly when his best friend disappeared, but he tried hard not to let it show. He couldn't stand their stares, their eyes full of pity, he just couldn't, they were only making things worst instead of comforting him.

When he was passing in the alley he saw that the thugs cornered someone. Without a second thought he attacked one of the thugs that was on the back. He hadn't fight combat in so long and he loved how his blood was rushing in his veins endorsed with the sweet feeling of adrenaline. He loved a good fight, heck he was always looking for one and he always won. It was one of the moments in his life that he wasn't getting criticize or getting questions like "why did you just do that?" or most importantly a pity look. No, when he was fighting he knew that he was emerging fear and respect in others. It was his way to release some of the constant pain in his heart.

He threw the first guy flying and then the second guy who thought too much of himself and attacked him. After he finished with the pathetic thugs he just turned around to leave. He heard the guy who just saved thanking him but really he didn't care. Even though something in his subconscious recognised the voice and it was begging him to just look up to the guy. But he didn't he just kept on walking, he just wanted to get to his room and have a long sleep. But heck this guy was persisting, he was following him around and trying to thank him. Yeah yeah I saved you whatever. He heard that so many times before. When he got himself into a fight there would be always someone following him around surprised and impressed by his skill and trying to thank him. With or without someone in danger he would still get into the fight, he did it for himself.

There were many occasions that the lady in danger would offer him a much more thank you gift. And in much more than one occasions he took the said "gift". He was a man after all. But something inside was always hollow, there was always something missing. He became popular with the girls and on many occasions with guys as well. So when one of them would gladly go to bed with him he wouldn't say no. He was always searching for that person that would make him feel whole again but his search was in vain.

Damn this guy is annoying... "Hi my name is Lavi!" he heard the stranger saying and for a brief moment he didn't even process the words then he stopped dead in his tracks. Could it be? Could it really be? He was frozen trying to bring back the figure of the man in the alley that he saved feeling too shocked and scared to just look up to the guy's face. He was scared, he felt his heart raising. Could this really be Lavi, his Lavi? But what if it wasn't and fate was playing games with him again?

He then pinned the guy to the wall, shaking and still scared to look. Just a pick, just a pick... then his hood was undone and he came across faced with Lavi. He felt like he was dreaming or having a nightmare he really didn't know because his brain couldn't be so harsh on him and give him such a dream right? No no no! It's him it must be him. And it was really him, his touch, his smile, everything was screaming Yes this is Lavi! He couldn't believe it! And that part inside him that always felt half and incomplete, it was suddenly rushed with emotions of happiness.

He knew it really, knew it all along, that Lavi wasn't another simple friend. Not a friend that cared about him like Lenalee, not a friend more like rival like Kanda, not a friend like the rest of the people in the Order. He knew that maybe in everyone's eyes Lavi was his best friend but for Allen he was so much more, much more than a simple friend, he was the love of his life, his other half and when he left he took half of his self with him. And now he had him in front of him, real, alive, warm under his touch. He threw every coherent thought aside and kissed him. He didn't know Lavi's reaction but he just knew that he had to do it. And when Lavi answered with the same passion and eagerness the fluttering feeling was back and his head was swimming in glee. He needed Lavi, now. Lavi didn't assume as a simple friend as well as it seems. All those years...

"Yeah just up in the road. It's a crappy hotel, you cannot miss it" and Allen was more than eager to follow Lavi in his hotel. For the first time he would go to a hotel eagerly and happy.


After some minutes that seemed to both of them like aeons, they had arrived just outside of Lavi's supposed to be hotel. Then they moved inside and they came first face with the old lady who was eyeing them weirdly and with her one eyebrow raised in surprise. "Oh I see you are back, with a friend" she gave a mistrusting tone to the word friend and watched Allen from the top of his head to the end of his feet not caring to hide her curiosity.

"Yeah I am back" Lavi plainly said not caring to add something else or to get with chit chat with the old woman. Yeah surprised to see me old crazy woman? Bet you didn't expect to see me alive! But who's laughing now! Lavi thought to his inner self and couldn't keep the smile off his face, something that Allen noticed while he was pulled by Lavi upstairs.

"Don't mind that old bitch" Lavi said and he really didn't care for the disapproving raising of Allen's eyebrow while he was pulled upstairs. "Here we are!" he exclaimed happily when they reached just outside of the door of his room. Lavi buried his hands in his pockets searching furiously for the keys. Why they always had to be so hard to find when he needed them? When he found them the face he pulled was the one of a small child coming across a candy store. Allen couldn't help but smile since Lavi was reflecting his own anticipation as well and seeing that his friend didn't change so much.

Lavi bend slightly to put the keys into the hall and Allen felt suddenly too arousing at the sight and circled Lavi's waist with his hands and proceeded to plant soft kisses on Lavi's neck. Lavi stopped for a second feeling the warm touch of Allen but then he fought with the keys to finally get them inside of the bedroom even harder. Just as the click of the door was heard Lavi widened his eyes in success and pushed it open, Allen followed him inside still attached to him. Allen kicked the door close and released Lavi as so to lock the door. He didn't want to be disturbed. If there was a label with the not disturbed sign Lavi would put it on the door but hell there wasn't something so luxurious in this horrible hotel. Plus he was sure that he would attract unwanted attention with that but heck they have already attracted enough attention.

Just as Lavi locked the door Allen was again on him. Hands around his waist, lips on his lips and Lavi brought his own hands up to Allen's back taking in Allen's kisses with pleasure. Lavi then moved his hands on the front, to Allen's torso and undid the cape. Allen let it fall on the floor with a silent thud, pooling around his legs and freeing his ponytail which Lavi noticed that it was ending around Allen's shoulder blades. Then he was undoing Lavi's buttons of his shirt as they were moving backwards towards the bed. As they reached it and Lavi's feet hit the mattress they both fell backwards still tangled up together. Allen removed Lavi's shirt and the typical scarf. As Allen broke the kiss, he steadied himself on his hands which were on either side of Lavi's shoulders. As they were breathing softly, Lavi was untying the laces of Allen's shirt all while Allen was looking down at him with a soft smile.

When Lavi finished undoing the shirt Allen pulled it off. Lavi was mesmerised at the sight of Allen's naked torso and run his hand on the lines of muscles that were there now. "Wow somebody has been working out" Lavi said with fascination lacing his voice. Allen shivered slightly at the feel of Lavi's hand running up and down his torso. Allen bended down and kissed Lavi again as his hand was pulling down his zipper. Allen was placing kisses on Lavi's neck while Lavi reached for the button on his black trousers. Then Allen stopped and for a second Lavi's heart stopped as well but then Allen motioned for Lavi to lie more properly on the bed. Lavi then gladly crawled back and lied his head down on the not so soft pillow with Allen following him closely.

When they reached their destination Allen pulled off his trouser and Lavi's. He settled between Lavi's legs and between kisses he felt right to ask "Lavi you are sure about where this is going right?" Lavi nodded since he was at loss of words and kissed Allen passionately to show him that he really wanted this. Allen then didn't lost any more time, he removed both of their underwears. Lavi blushed and Allen couldn't but laugh a little at the sight. "Um Allen... I" Lavi tried to say while Allen was nuzzling his nose on his neck taking all of Lavi's scent and keeping it in his memory. "I need to tell you something..." Lavi said and tilted his head to the side as to hide his face when Allen raised his head. Lavi was blushing and exhaled deeply, was he embarrassed? Allen tilted his head to one side half closing his eyes trying to understand what was wrong with Lavi. Did he regret it?

Allen grabbed Lavi's chin softly and turned his head to look at him "Lavi what's wrong?" "I... well... I have never been with a guy before" Lavi said as fast as he could and Allen almost didn't get it, almost. Allen then smiled and placed a kiss to Lavi's lips. "Don't worry Lavi I will not hurt you and that I am your first one is making me really happy" Allen said and felt Lavi relaxing underneath him. "It's not that I am worry that you will hurt me, I am worry that I won't..." Lavi said but Allen stopped him by kissing him again as gentle as he could "Don't worry for anything Lavi and let me take care of you" Allen said and Lavi nodded simply with a smile on his face.

Allen kissed him again and let their torsos touch earning a moan from Lavi. He reached between their bodies and touched Lavi, happily founding Lavi already hard. Lavi gasped at the touch of Allen's hand. He let his mouth slightly open signing softly when Allen's hand began slow movements around his shaft and he brought his own hands to Allen's arm feeling the movement of his muscles. Lavi opened his legs more and bended them upwards slightly to give better access to Allen. Allen's head rose up suddenly from the crook of Lavi's neck, but never stopping his hand from working up and down, asked "Um Lavi do you have lube?"

Lavi's eye snapped open as his brain was searching his memories for a potential answer, a positive answer preferably. "Um I am not sure!" Lavi said anxious. Allen then blinked a couple of times and then widened his eyes and a bright smile spread across his face. With one swift move he jumped out of the bed and kneeled on the floor searching furiously for his cape. "Allen what is it?" Lavi asked as he sat a little straight up leaning on his elbows. "I think I have with me" Allen said as he was searching the pockets of his cape with rapid moves. Then he came across the bottle he was looking for and he was holding it in his hands like a little child holding its teddy bear, showing it to Lavi triumphantly. It was a small bottle of lube, really small, like it was supposed to be used only once.

"Why on earth did you have that on you?" Lavi said moving an eyebrow upwards accusingly. Allen blushed a little and looked at the floor. The lines that were created on his forehead were more than enough to indicate that he was thinking hard. "Eh..." he said trying to fill the uncomfortable silence as Lavi was waiting for an answer. "Allen?" Lavi said with a voice somewhat angry making Allen finally to look at him. "Ok. I met a girl back in my hotel and we were supposed to meet tonight. I tried to refuse but then she put that in my cape and told me to bring it with me tonight..." Allen said and became a bright red as he looked again on the floor not able to face Lavi. Lavi was silent for a moment and then said as joyfully as he could "Well bet she didn't know you are not gonna use it with her" as Lavi said that, Allen turned to face him smiling happily. "So you are not angry?" Allen said and jumped back on the bed eagerly again. "No who cares! It's not like we set this up after all. Now shall we?" Lavi said and kissed Allen as he was taking again his place between his legs.

Allen popped open the small bottle and duck his fingers in. Lavi's heart rate increased feeling more and more anxious and eager at the same time. Then Allen got back to his previous task, working up and down on Lavi's shaft and running his thumb over the tip making Lavi squirming underneath him with pleasure. As he was working on Lavi's dick, he circled his entrance with one finger trying to warn Lavi for what is to come. Lavi felt the finger at his entrance and nodded to Allen. Allen pushed the first finger inside feeling the tightness. Lavi let his head fall back on the pillow feeling some discomfort. "I promise Lavi it gets better" Allen said feeling a little bad but he knew that he was going to make Lavi feel really good in some minutes.

Allen pushed a second finger in and to keep Lavi distracted increased his speed of his other hand and moved his fingers at the same time. Lavi moaned and Allen took it as a sign to go on. So he pushed a third finger in and moved them together making Lavi clench at the bed sheet. After some time of moving his fingers in and out and twisting them at some time, Allen decided that Lavi was ready so he removed them. He positioned himself better between Lavi's legs and he raised them a little. He felt Lavi stiffen a bit. "Lavi you need to relax ok?" Allen said and bended down to kiss Lavi. He aligned himself to Lavi's entrance and pushed slowly in. He felt Lavi stiffen again as he was kissing him and he broke the kiss to whisper "Relax..." Allen pushed all the way in and Lavi felt suddenly too full and pain. I promise Lavi it gets better...

Allen pushed all the way in and stayed like that for a while for Lavi to get used to him. He placed his one hand next to Lavi's head for support and the other he brought it under Lavi's leg to raise it higher for better access. Lavi's own hands were clenching Allen's shoulders tightly. Allen then pushed half way outside and pushed again in feeling Lavi tightening his hold. Lavi gulped and said breathlessly "You can move I am ok". Allen pushed all the way out and back in slowly as Lavi let out a breath he didn't know he was holding. It hurts but feels good at the same time... damn Allen what are you doing to me?

Allen started a slow pace not wanting to hurt Lavi but he knew that he would bring pleasure to the older one in a while. Lavi breathed hard feeling Allen moving in and out of his body. It was something that he only dreamt of and now it was reality. Both he and Allen wanted to savour this moment for ever. Allen was moving inside Lavi feeling the tightness engulfing him, it felt so good, Lavi felt so good around him, his muscles pulling him in, clenching around his cock as he was moving. Lavi was digging his nails into Allen's back but Allen didn't mind, he knew that it was for the pain Lavi was feeling.

Allen then increased the pace and now he was slamming into Lavi. The sound of flesh hitting flesh and Lavi's low moans were the only thing heart in the small room. Suddenly Lavi felt pleasure streaming in his body and moaned louder bringing his hands around Allen's neck. Allen whispered "Found it" and grinned to himself as he realised that he hit Lavi's prostate. He then thrusted into Lavi faster and Lavi wrapped his legs around Allen's waist pushing him to go deeper. With that Allen began moving faster hitting Lavi's prostate with force. Lavi moaned his name "Allen..." and he thought that he really was in heaven. In return he said his lover's name as well as he was thrusting faster inside him "Lavi..."

"Ahh Allen deeper!" Lavi almost screamed and he couldn't believe that it was actually him talking such things. Allen raised himself on his hands never losing his rapid rhythm. He looked at Lavi. Lavi's face was flushed and he was moaning and scrunching on the bed sheets and breathing heavy and blinking his beautiful green eye and... and Allen knew that this was more than he ever could ask, Lavi was writhing underneath him receiving pleasure from him.

Then Allen sensing that he was close, he leaned on his one elbow and with his other hand he touched Lavi's hardness again pumping him with the same rhythm as his hips. Lavi was moaning loud his name and really now who cared who might listen to them? After all tomorrow morning would be gone or at least in some days. Who cares about the opinion of others when you have the one you love in your arms?

As Lavi felt Allen's hand he gasped, feeling even more pleasure if that was possible for his current state. It was the first time he ever felt pleasure and love at the same time. Yes he had sex before, with women, but it was mostly out of need and not of love. Now being here with a guy and Allen of all people is more he could ever ask for. They weren't having sex, they were making love, and that was a first for both of them.

"Allen I am close" Lavi said breathlessly almost fighting to be heard coherent as Allen was thrusting in him harder and faster. "Yes Lavi me too" Allen said trying to focus on his speaking and doing the task at hand, literally, at the same time. He gave Lavi's hardness quicker strokes and in some seconds he felt Lavi coming all over his hand and his stomach. Lavi's muscles tighten around Allen's dick more and Allen gave two last thrusts as well and came deep inside Lavi. Then he fell on top of him and they were a mess of come, exhaustion and heavy breathing.

Allen gathered himself after a couple of minutes, pulled out of Lavi slowly not to hurt him and fall next to him on the bed still panting. Lavi felt Allen's semen drifting out of his ass and he didn't know if he should be disgusted or really happy. "Damn..." Lavi simply said and smiled happily. "Let's sleep" Allen said and kissed Lavi on the cheek before bringing his hand around his waist to hug him.

"Yeah let's get some rest" Lavi almost didn't finish his sentence and fell asleep in Allen's arms. And that night they didn't have need of dreams.


So sorry for being late but I don't really feel comfortable writing lemons but here it is! Thank you for all the reviews and please continue reviewing!