YAY New chapter hope you enjoy

Snow's POV

"What"

I hear Red say from beside me,

"Red you can't expect me to leave you two here together, give us some time and then everything can go back to normal then you can see Snow again" Charming tells Red

"NO"

"Red" I try putting a hand on her shoulder to calm her,

"No you cannot come in here into our home and take her from me" I can see in Red's eyes that she's angry.

"She's my wife of course she coming with me"

"She's my wife too" I stare at the verbal battle their having too shocked to say anything myself

"You got married under the curse. Neither of you were yourselves it's practically a fake marriage, your whole relationship was fake" I feel anger bubbling inside me at his statement. But he's also my husband, my first love.

"If it was fake why am I still madly in love with her?" Red asks, I find myself wondering that too.

"You know what, it doesn't matter what you're feeling she's coming with me now…..SNOW" He shouts my name when I make no attempt to move. I take a small step towards him but I feel a soft hand wrap around my wrist, it pulls me back slightly.

"Fine she can go with you" I see a smile starting to form on Charming's face, I'm pulled back more so I'm face to face with Red, "IF you can look me in the eyes and tell me you no longer love me, that everything you felt when curse was still intact has just disappeared, if you can I'll let you go no arguments but if you can't I will fight for you" I'm looking directly into her eyes, they're watering, I feel mine starting too.

""I…I can't I still love you" I quickly turn to Charming, "But I still love you too." I look from Charming to Red both upset I need to go, "I have to go" I say voicing my thoughts. I pull away from Red and push past Charming. Once outside I take in deep breaths thinking. As soon as I gain my composure I head to the only person I can talk to, Emma.

Standing outside this mansion waiting for someone to answer the door, I try to think of things I can say to Emma 'Hi I'm your mom Snow White and I need help dealing with your father and step mom' that will go over well. My thoughts are interrupted by the door opening.

"Mary Margret, what are you doing here?" Emma asks confusion on her face.

"My name is Snow"

"Ah well so the curse did break, if you're here to yell at Regina can it wait until later she's sleeping"

All my plans to talk to Emma go out of the window when I wrap my arms around her neck and sob into it.

"Oh ok come on" I feel her wrap her arms around me and pull me into the house and then placed on the sofa still holding onto Emma. At some point during my uncontrollable crying I fall asleep I know this because when I open my eyes the sun is streaming through the window and Emma is gone. I look around for confused until I see her coming out of another room with two mugs.

"Hot chocolate with cinnamon" She says handing me one before sitting down next to me again, "Now tell me what's wrong because they were not happy tears yesterday"

"How are you being so calm about this you just found out that I'm your mom and your girlfriend is The Evil Queen" I ask her generally concerned to why she's acting so normal

"I'm freaking out on the inside trust me but you seem to need me more, so later be prepared for a very big freak out" she smiles, I laugh, "Now tell me"

I take before talking, "I love both Charming and Red and I don't know what to do" I stop letting that bit of information sink in. "I can't easily just pick one of them then and kick the other to the curb I made a commitment to both of them. Your girlfriend has now made my life hell; I know I can't be with both of them, but I can't stand the thought of breaking either of their hearts" I place my head in my hands trying not to cry again. I can feel Emma's hand on my back rubbing gentle circles.

"Okay this may be a stupid idea but it's something, list of some reasons to why you should be with either one and why you love them, just leave out some details they're both now my parents" I laugh at her face, scrunched up in disgust.

"Ah okay James well he's my first love, your father. He's strong, handsome, charming and he's always protected me his Mother died because she wanted us to have children. He also took an arrow just so I could remember him" I smile at the memory. "Red she's beautiful, she's always had my back, once her mother tried to kill me but Red stopped her ended up killing her by accident. She's amazing" I turn to see Emma smiling at my reasons. I push myself back into the sofa and rest my head on her shoulder "How can I pick between them two" I feel Emma's shoulders shrug,

"I don't know…Who's better in bed" I laugh,

"I thought you wanted to stay off this topic"

"Oh I do but sex is a very important thing in any relationship" I shake my head amused,

"I am not picking that way"

"Well then you have got a lot of thinking to do" I sigh deeply,

"I know"

Next chapter will probably be in Reds POV please review