A/n: I still own nothing only the plot

I was sitting in my room on Valentine's Day depressed. This should have been a happy day for me, I should be with Damon enjoying being in love with him. But no, he had to go and believe Stefan, when Stefan told him that my love for him was only part of the sire bond. I tried to tell Damon that it wasn't true but he wouldn't listen to me, he told me that he no longer wanted to be with me shattered my heart worst than when Stefan used similar words with me.

I wanted to turn off my humanity, to not feel anymore, I was tired of getting my heart broken by the two men that I loved. I was tired of seeing other happy couples being in love and together without any worried. I've thought about going to Klaus and asking him to show me how to turn off my humanity but I've yet to get my ass off this bed, I've just been sitting here writing in my diary.

I can't remember the last time that I wrote this much in my diary, I poured all of my emotions into the pages of my diary everything that I've felt since becoming a vampire. All my bloodlust, my love for Damon, my old love for Stefan, my anger, my confusion, everything.

I wanted to call Caroline and Bonnie and have a good old fashion girls night in where we watch movies, eat junk food and just complain, cry and laugh but that wasn't an option because Bonnie was currently out with Jeremy and Caroline was with Klaus; I will never figure out that relationship. So here I was all alone with no one to talk to; though on second thought Bonnie and Caroline probably wouldn't be much help anyways.

I was tired of writing, so I put my diary back in its hiding spot and was trying to decide what to do next when the doorbell rang, "Coming." I hollered out, I got off the bed and went downstairs. When I opened the door however, there was no one standing on the other side. I looked left and right but there was no one around. I shrugged and closed the door. When I reentered my bedroom, I was shocked by what was in my room, roses; twenty of them to be exact. I was confused it was definitely a vampire scent but it wasn't Damon or Stefan or even Klaus for that matter.

I noticed a note in the bunch of roses that were on my dresser, so I walked over to the dresser, picked up the note and read what was inside. There was no name and the handwriting was very elegant and I knew that I seen it before somewhere. I thought for a moment and then walked over to my closet where there was a loose floorboard. I sank to the floor crossed legged and pried up the floorboard.

I took out the carved wooden book that was nestled inside, I opened the lid and rifled through the papers that I had inside till I found what I was looking for. I moved the box to the side and unfolded the letter and compared the writing to that on the card that came with the roses. I couldn't believe that it was he who was sending me roses, what did it mean? I looked back at the card that came with the roses again and decided that I would go to the bridge in the cemetery.

I put his original note back into the box as well as the card, put the box back in its hiding spot and then stood up. I looked at my outfit and decided that it would do for meeting with him. I grabbed my cell, coat and keys and jogged down the stairs and out the door. After I locked the door, I walked over to my car, got in and drove to the cemetery.

A/n: So there we have it, we've now heard from Elena. Next up is the meeting in the cemetery.