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Chapter 7
This is MINE Maura
Maura and Jane are laying and resting in Maura's bed . After just finishing a rather intensive and exhausting few rounds of sexual activities. Jane smirking asks Maura "Before we start on your evaluation for me . I want you to tell me your deepest darkest fantasy that you've never ever shared with anyone ever ?"
Maura jokes and says " I want you to give me the best , well how many times have we had sex?" Jane shrugs her shoulders not knowing . " I think 8 or 9 times so I want you to give me maybe the 9th or 10th best fucking sex I've ever had before."
Jane nods yes at the amount of times that they had sex. And smiles at Maura's cursing. " First language Maura what's gotten into you? You are cursing more than me lately." Maura giggles. " And second Maura I wanted to do something different. I know you like what we've done already. But don't you have a fantasy you've never done or even told anyone about ? ...Because believe me I will try my best to fulfill it for you I promise...I really want to do that for you...really I do. "
Maura looks at Jane wondering whether or not to tell Jane her deepest darkest fantasy. If she tells Jane and she laughs Maura will die of embarrassment.
Jane watched the emotions of fear and excitement playing across Maura's face and tells her " I promise I will not laugh or judge. I just want to make you as happy as you make me...I swear Baby tell me?"
Maura stares at Jane still contemplating says nothing.
Jane jokes and says the most outrageous and funny fantasy she could think of. " I will do anything. Even if it's us under the a big top circus tent having sex while a clown car door opens up and 16 clowns fall out and begin circling around us squirting us with water from their fake lapel flowers while pointing and honking their horns at us . Anything Maura. I will do it for you. C'mon tell me?"
Maura laughs loudly " Clown car Jane ..really? "
Jane grins " Well maybe not Clowns they creep me out. But any of the other Circus folk I will. Contortionist , lion tamer , bearded lady , guy who guesses your weight , although I can do that if you sit on my face , or even the belly dancer …..oooh belly dancer that would be really okay."
Maura puts her arms around Jane and pulls her in for a hug and kiss .
Maura says " Even though you're a little kinky , I love you Honey."
Jane clutches her hand up against her chest acting offended " A little kinky? ..You mean to tell me that you haven't found any pleasure at all in the sex we have had?"
Maura smiled and laughs and decides to tease Jane and play along to with her. " Nope not at all."
Jane smirks knowing Maura is just playing with her. " I guess we should just have plain straight sex...well not straight but normal sex? Okay that's what we will do from now on. We can from now on only have boring sex. So boring that we will not even bother having orgasms. Because that would be too exciting and kinky for you."
Maura hugs her tighter and Jane moans as it feels so good to her. " Jane that is definitely NOT what I want. And I have had nothing but the most extreme pleasure with our fuc...I mean our love making. I love what we do and it's far from plain. A little kink is a very very good thing . But no on the Clowns for me too though they scare me."
" Ha! So you admit you are kinky as much as I am?" Maura smiles and nods yes. " Good so tell me. You have never told me one of your fantasies. I've acted out a couple of mine so far. You owe me c'mon."
Maura is curious so asks " Which one was your favorite fantasy ? And do you have any more? "
" You tell me your fantasy then I might tell you my favorite. Plus I have sooo , soooo , sooooo many more fantasies where your participation is definitely required."
All traces of the smiles and laughter fell from Maura's face She looked seriously and deeply into Jane's eyes. She wanted Jane to know what she was going to say to her was serious. " Jane baby I will tell you but... if you laugh or make fun or say it's weird..I will ….well I don't know what."
Maura got the saddest pouty look on her face . Jane never had seen Maura look so fragile before. She knew that if she said the wrong thing . Maura would break down into tears. Jane was mad at herself for even asking her the question .
Jane held Maura in her arms and says . " I would never laugh or make fun . I'm sorry I brought this up. I never wanted to upset you. You don't have to tell me anything honey. I just so want to please you in any and every way I can."
Maura studied Jane's face once again thoroughly before beginning. " Okay ...I'll tell you...um well you know I went to boarding school right?" Jane nods " When I was I don't know 16 maybe 17 I'm not sure. Anyways there was a new Professor that arrived at the school...She was ..." Maura took in a deep breath . " Well she was ..at the time... the most beautiful person man or woman that I had ever seen in my life." Maura kissed Jane " You of course has since replaced her as the most beautiful." Jane proudly smirks ." She was a tall brunette with long hair. She was Greek I think she had this amazing olive skin and beautiful smoky eyes that just melted my...um well let's just say she was beautiful you get the idea." Jane nodded but was getting a little jealous but kept quiet.
Maura smiled thinking about " Professor Smithe umm... she awoke all the burgeoning sexual tendencies in my young body that I never knew existed before."
Jane made a joke before she could stop herself " She sounds hot you got her phone number?...Sorry I'll shut up."
Thankfully Maura smiled as she smacked Jane playfully for the remark. She then gave Jane a stern look and continued, " Anyways she was a strict teacher at the school. She would punish students harshly when they misbehaved in her classes . The school really didn't have any rules against corporate punishment. So most of the punishments were harsh. I didn't misbehave so that wasn't usually a concern for me."
Jane grinned " Of course not ."
Maura put her finger to her lips for Jane stop. " Shhh Jane let me finish. This is hard enough for me to say out loud." Jane nodded. " Okay so one day in class we had a exam. My friend who was in the desk next to me . She had broken the point off of her pencil. She asked me for my spare pencil. I said here when I handed it to her. Professor Smithe heard me. She was upset and was going to punish me for talking." Maura takes a deep breath and lets it out slowly.
Jane was completely confused. She was wondering how this story was possibly going to end up in a sexual fantasy. But she quietly waited for Maura to finish her little school tale.
Maura seen the confused look on Jane's face. And was touched at how she wasn't asking a million questions like she usually does. She was letting her take her time telling her story.
Maura leaned in and gave Jane a passionate kiss seemingly out of no where . Maura says " Thank you for being so patient baby. I promise I'm getting to the part I hope you'll like." Jane smiled.
" So um... I was to be punished for talking. Prof. Smithe yelled at me and took me by my arm to our little classroom coat room. It had one stool facing a wall in it, nothing else was in the room. She put her hands on my shoulders and pushed me to sit down on the stool facing the wall. She told me she would not tolerate talking during her exams. She told me to open my mouth and I did. She stuck a huge round piece of hard candy in my mouth. It had a sickly too sweet taste for me . She then took a piece of tape and put it over my mouth. She smiled and told me now I could talk as much as I wanted to...no never mind Jane let's just do something you want to do."
Jane sat up quickly took Maura in her arms and teases her and says " Maura honey c'mon tell me. You can't make me sit and listen to all that . Making me jealous by the way of that teacher who I don't know if I want to kick or kiss her. So You can't tell me all this without telling me your fantasy. It is sounding good so far hot teacher , candy and everything c'mon?"
Maura laughs and kisses Jane " Okay so she put in the candy and tape. So then she told me I was not to get up from the chair unless it was absolutely an emergency. So there I was with a sickly sweet candy taped in my mouth facing a wall. She turned and left shutting the door leaving me in there all alone. There was a light bulb that hung from a chain on the ceiling. The bulb flickered and eventually went out. I was in total darkness. I was so scared and was afraid to get up. I didn't think a light going out would be considered an emergency. So I sat in there in the dark until the exam was over. It seemed like forever sitting there . At least the candy had all melted away in my mouth. I then heard the door open and saw light from the classroom.
Prof. Smithe shocked . She said " Oh my have you been sitting in the dark all this time? Why didn't you open the door?"
"She stood behind me she reached around and took off the tape. I told her I didn't think it would qualify as a emergency."
She leaned down over my back and gave me a hug . She said " I'm sorry you should have come out of the room."
"When she leaned on me I felt it. I wasn't sure what it was at first."
Jane's eyes got big and she raised her hand like asking for permission to talk. Maura grabbed Jane's hand and pulled it down laughing " What Jane? What do you want ?"
Jane smiled then shyly asks " Was your teacher packing?" Maura nodded " Holy Shit! What did you say?"
" I didn't know what to say. I blushed then she blushed when she knew I had felt it . And then my panties were definitely wet and ruined. I was so aroused I just ran out of the classroom and went back to my dorm room. That was the first time I ….."
Maura grabbed a pillow and buried her head in it embarrassed.
Jane rubbed Maura's head with her hand. " What baby first time you what? Tell me c'mon?"
Maura turned her head away from Jane and says " First time I masturbated." Maura then buried her head in the pillow again.
Jane held back her laughter. Because she remembered Maura told her not to laugh.
" Maura honey that is nothing to be embarrassed about...it's actually kinda really hot."
Maura lifted her head and looked at Jane like she was crazy.
" Hot you think that was hot?"
Jane nodded " Yeah I do."
Maura says " Well it wasn't when I found that Prof. Smithe had followed me and then walked in right when I was coming...which I had never done before. So it was just .."
Jane smiles " Hot even hotter."
Maura sat up and laughed " You are incorrigible. Anyways she sat and talked to me after. She told me everything I was feeling was perfectly natural. Which believe it or not made me feel better about everything. She told me everything about why she was wearing a strap on. And how she was transitioning to become a male and had to wear it . And she was sorry if she had made me uncomfortable in anyway. I promised to keep her secret. Because she would surely have been fired if the school had found out...well that's it."
Totally confused Jane says " What the hell do mean that's it? What? How from all of that I am supposed to figure out what your fantasy is?"
Maura laughed " Oh sorry forgot that part."
" Seriously Maura I swear I think you are just trying to drive me crazy on purpose."
Maura laughed and kissed her " No baby I'm not...Okay the fantasy ….okay um... I want to be.." Maura starts to get shy and hangs her head and rubs the back of her neck with her hand. " My fantasy is for you to well for me to ..."
Jane rubs her hand on Maura's back comforting her. " Take your time honey it's okay."
Maura put her head on Jane's chest and wrapped her arms around Jane. " I would maybe like if ….okay I'm just going to say it." Jane nods " Well I want you to blind fold me put a ball gag on me . Then bend me over a stool and use a strap on on me." Maura buried her head further into Jane.
Jane smiles and kisses the top of Maura's head and says " And? "
Maura lifts her head to look at Jane " What do mean and?"
Smiling Jane says " And what is so weird about that, it sounds hot. When can we do it?"
Maura smiled a huge smile and kissed and hugged Jane.
A/N – I hate to have big long chapters. So Maura's fantasy will be in the next chapter ...sorry...I won't keep you waiting long I'll update it in a day or two.
