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Chapter 3. Should I give him another chance?
Lillian Pov
Damon lead me into the living room of the Salvatore boarding house. He sat down and gestured me to sit down. I shook my head and looked at my nails pretending that I wasn't interested in what he had to say. " I would rather stand" I said.
"Suit yourself" He muttered. I rolled my eyes at him.
He stood up again and walked over to his liquor cabinet. " Want a glass of bourbon?" He asked.
"No ... thank you" I said the last part quietly. He poured some into a Glass for himself and sat down facing opposite me. I guess that he is one of those vampires who have alcohol to help with the blood cravings. My cravings don't get that bad so I hardly ever have alcohol because I'm a bit of a lightweight.
I watched as Damon's face went serious. " Lillian I'm so sorry for what I said to you when we where human" I rolled my eyes. Yeah. Like I believe him, I thought sarcastically.
" Save it Damon, we both know that you meant what you said" I said. He looked hurt and I felt bad. He drank some of his drink.
"Lillian Katherine compelled me to stop being your friend because of the time I was spending with you" He said in a rush.
It was Katherine who ruined mine and Damon's friendship? It does sound like something she would do. But what if Damon is lying? I can't take it if he hurts me again. I looked into his eyes to see if I can see if he was lying and a got butterflies in my stomach.
I sighed " How do I know if what you are saying is the truth?" I started to pace around the room.
"Please Lillian I wouldn't lie to you" He begged. I paced faster so if a human where to walk in all I would be is a blur.
"You could have changed" I whispered.
Suddenly he zoomed in front of me and grabbed my arm. I gasped because I felt an electric current run through my body. Why are my feelings for Damon a hundred times stronger than when I was a human? I looked at his expression and I think he felt it too? Shut up brain! I can't trust him!
"Lillian Please forgive me, I've never been so sorry about anything I have done in my life" He pleaded.
I want to forgive him and go back to being his friend again but I don't think I can trust him. Too many people have hurt me in the past and I don't want to get hurt again. First Damon then Klaus and then my mother got murdered by Klaus. It all hurts too much. I sometimes wonder why I don't just turn off my feelings.
"I'm sorry Damon but I don't think I can forgive you" I whispered. I held back my tears. I can't show any sign of weakness. Damon looked like he wanted to cry and I felt my heart ache. I hate making Damon upset. I had to resist the urge of giving him a hug.
"Lili pad, please! I miss you" His voice cracked. This time a few tears escaped.
"I miss you too Day, Day, but I can't be hurt again" I whispered and gently released my arm from Damon's iron hold on me.
I started to walk towards the front door but Damon was in front of me with his arms folded across his chest. " Your not going anywhere, Lillian please give me one more chance!" He shouted.
I froze. Should I give him one more chance? Or should I pack my belongings again and leave mystic falls and Damon behind forever?
I know that it's a really short chapter but I am going to update again today. The next chapter should be a little longer. Is Lillian going to forgive Damon? Review to find out :D xxxxxx
