Chapter 3: Party Time

A/N: Here's my next chapter. Hope you guys enjoy! Sorry for the wait!

Glancing at my clock at home, it read 5:30.

'Ran, said she was going to pick me up around 6, so I might as well get ready.' Agreeing with myself, I put on my short khaki booty shorts and a loose beige spaghetti strapped shirt. Finding my black short jacket, I slid that on as well as my brown heeled ankle boots.

Glancing towards the clock it was already 6. 'Where is Rangiku at? She's supposed to be here at 6…' I thought as I got my purse ready.

6:15 and she's still not here. Headed to the living room, I plopped down on the couch and decided to wait. Hearing my phone vibrate, I picked it up. There were 3 missed calls and 2 text messages, all from Uryuu…my ex. When high school started, I could tell that he liked me so I allowed him to ask me out, even though I had no feelings for him. After I couldn't take it anymore, I broke up with him, but he was still heartbroken. I felt really bad, but I promised to keep in touch, but I know that he still likes me. We still hang out as friends. I hope I don't regret some decisions I make in the future. Relaxing in the couch and ignoring the texts and calls, I waited for Rangiku.

More than half an hour later, I heard the doorbell ring. Opening it up, I met a cheery-faced Rangiku. "I thought you said you were going to pick me up at 6?" I asked curiously and a little angrily because I had to wait an extra hour.

"Who shows up at a party early, Orihime? Just relax we'll be there on time." Rangiku said, smiling, "I doubt it even started at 7." We left and headed for the party.

Rangiku was the first one to start a conversation. "You look cute, no more like sexy…planning on meeting any guy at this party?" she grinned.

I smiled, "Well the way you're dressed as well, I should've asked you the same question." Glancing over, I noticed she too was grinning. I glanced back down at her outfit. She wore a short black skirt with a spaghetti strapped red shirt, her boobs were dying to burst threw her shirt but seemed to stay. And to throw it all together, she wore some heels. She didn't care how she dressed or who thought about it. She dressed the way that pleased her and so did I, so we often joke about how we dress every now and then since some (which were a few) don't appreciate it. I so loved to hang out with Rangiku. She brought out the happiness in me…the fun happiness.

"So you know where the party is at, right?" I asked Rangiku as she headed towards our destination.

"Yea they are having it at some house that they rent out every now and then. Nel told me everything. No need to worry. When'll be there soon and I get to drink. You should at least get drunk, Orihime. By the way, I never saw you drunk ever before." Rangiku reassured me.

"No thank you. And I don't intend to anyways. You're the drinker and don't drink too much either, you're the designated driver."

Rangiku chuckled, "Okay, I'll keep it on a limited Orihime." She whispered, "About 25 drinks."

"Hey! I heard that." I said, and then we both started laughing. We two almost knew how to make each other laugh over stupid things. I guess she was one of my close friends…maybe even closer than Tatski and Rukia. But after she left for a while, I didn't have anyone to talk to but Tatski and Rukia and Rangiku just left. But now she's back and we can just have fun. 'I wonder why she left.' I thought. 'Maybe I'll ask her later or another time.'

Arriving at the party, a little before 8, we knocked at their door. Nel greeted us in and it sure was a party. But it was like a mini one. I guess because it was a Sunday and not many people partied on that day.

"Come in, you guys." She pulled us in as we looked around and soon she left to yell at some guy who was throwing up. There were people already dancing on each other and drinking. I noticed most of the Espada were sitting with girls in their lap and flirting, well except Starrk of course. But he was chatting with a female instead of the rest, who were touching on other females. But I did notice something missing. Ulquiorra was the one that was missing. 'Where could he be?'

As we walked in, we already had eyes on us. Guys were looking at our bodies as if they wanted something. As they gazed at us, we finally decided to go get a drink. I looked over at Rangiku and noticed she was staring off at someone. I looked over to where she was gazing off at and it was a guy with grey hair, but with this sly smile that made me feel uneasy.

"Ummm…Rangiku. Are you ok?" I asked, feeling the nervousness of my friend.

It took her a while to answer before she said, "That's him, Orihime."

"Who?" I asked, and that's when it clicked. She must've been talking about the guy who she told me about at Urahara's shop! Glancing back over at him, I noticed that he was sitting by himself, barely drinking the cup he had in his hand, apparently dazing off somewhere.

"Rangiku, this is your chance. Go talk to him."

"No you don't understand. He doesn't ev-"

"Just go talk to him. He's by himself and this could be your chance." I told her, "I thought you really like him?" I asked

"I do but it's just that…" she paused and slight confusement showed on her face until I saw the old Rangiku come back. "Huh…I really don't know what got a hold of me." She smiled, "I guess I was just nervous to ask him questions and stuff." She looked down but back at me worriedly.

"Don't worry about me." I reassured her, "Just go have fun." I smiled; at least one of us can have some fun.

As soon as Rangiku left, I was deciding on going back in where everyone else was and get stared at and probably get hit on (not literally!) or I could look around a bit. Of course, I chose the second choice. Walking around, away from the party, I ended up upstairs. I hope they don't mind if I look around. As I walked up stairs, I could hear a guitar playing and a nice, warm, lovely voice singing along with it. He sounded so amazing…sounds like Ulquiorra. Only one way to find out. Walking closer to the door, I listened until it ended and I finally got the nerve to knock on the door.

As he opened it, I took in his appearance. He wore a black shirt held tightly against his chest and upper body where I could see a few muscles form and he was in some dark jeans.

"Ummm…I just uhhh…" stuttering, I tried to find the right words to say.

"What are you doing here?" he asked curiously.

"I was ummmm…downstairs but I walked up here and I…I heard you singing and you sounded amazing." I smiled, nervously looking down.

"Aren't you supposed to be at the party?" he asked, now slightly annoyed.

"Yea but…" I paused and thought if I wanted to tell him if I felt left out. Nel was making out with some guy, Rangiku was catching up with that guy and the rest of the band were flirting with females.

Ignoring his question, I asked a question of my own and smiled, "Can you play one song for me please?"

"No." he said, monotonously.

"I didn't know rock stars could be so mean." I muttered, hoping he didn't hear me.

"I'm not. I am clearly annoyed right now." And by the look on his face, he was.

"Well I just wanted to he-".

"Fine.", he said, cutting me off. He grabbed my hand and I blushed at our contact. He led me to his bed and I sat down as he plopped himself across from me. And then he started singing.

"Your dancing and smiling

Takes away all my pain

Your smile brightens the day

Even when we're going through the toughest pains

Unlike anybody else you find a way

To make everything better

Let them hate

But I know that deep inside we will find our way

But we keep movin on and keep your head strong

That's the only way

Your long locks engulf me into a different life, a different haze.

I realize that you are my shining star.

I like you just the way you are.

The way you look at me like no other

I became a different person for you

My heart is in your hands so don't ever let go"

As he sang his song, I felt good. Ulquiorra was actually singing to me. His voice is amazing. Smiling as he finished singing with his eyes closed, I stared at him with awe. This man who was a super star was so mysterious and fascinating at the same time. He didn't sing like he did in the rock band. He sang really sincere, like he was letting his fears and worries spill out and it was soft and I felt like he was luring me in. He really is amazing.

As he opened his eyes, I noticed the same sadness in them…but why? As quickly as I questioned it, it was gone as if it was never there.

Realizing that he was staring at me for something to say, I finally said, "Wow…that was amazing." Finally speaking up again after the silence, I said, "Ummm…so have anyone else heard you play like that?"

He paused and looked at me, "Yea. Just the band. No one else." He looked back up at me and whispered, "Except you."

I heard that last whisper and smiled, "You know you're really amazing, Ulquiorra."

"Yea, whatever." He said as if he didn't care. After all, he is a rock band singer, he probably gets told that almost every day. But it's worth a try.

"No I'm serious. When you sing, it's like…I don't know." after no response I continued on, "I'm not explaining very good, am I?" after he shook his head, I tried explaining more, "It's like you lure people in with your music. It's a good feeling. It's beautiful." I smiled and quickly glanced at him. I noticed he was staring at me interestingly and I just blushed. "So tell me about yourself…"

"You know you ask a lot of questions."

"Yea. I know. But tell me….please." I begged, sticking out my bottom lip.

His eyes shone and then I saw him smile, more like half-smiled, but it still counted. "Oh my gosh, you smiled." I giggled.

"No, I did not." He argued, glaring at me to stop as the smile disappeared.

"Did too." I argued back, taking the challenge, as I leaned in.

"Did not." He repeated. Clearly, he was becoming annoyed with me right now, but I can't let him when just yet.

"Did too. And don't deny it because I saw it. I can't believe it. I thought you never smile." I assumed from all the rumors I heard.

"I don't." he glared at me and lowered his voice, "If you didn't listen to such rumors about me and knew me before assuming, then maybe you'll know if I do or not."

Shocked, I quickly apologized, "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have just assumed such things." An awkward silence was held between us as we shifted uncomfortably.

"So when did you learn to play the guitar?"

He eyed me as if to not ask any more questions, but I didn't care. I wanted to know as much as I could about him. So I held my gaze and surprisingly he spoke, "My parents wanted me to learn the piano and I did but I switched to guitar after wanting to learn more about music." He said as he held his guitar to his chest.

"Wow. I used to play piano but I didn't do too well at it. And I sing sometimes. But it's not a hobby of mine. That's pretty much all I can do. And the guitar, well I've never played it in my life."

Eyeing me curiously and deep in thought, he finally spoke up and motioned me towards him, "Come here."

"Why?" I asked, questioning his motive.

Looking away, seemingly uncomfortable with whatever he was asking and said, "Just come here." Still holding my confused look, he glimpsed back at me, "No questions asked." He said sternly.

Fiving in, I stood up off the bed and I walked to his side. He motioned me to sit near him and as I did, he set aside his guitar beside him and pulled me in his lap. Stunned, I felt very uncomfortable, but began to relax against him when he whispered "relax" in my ear and I did. Somehow his voice was so soothing to me and calm. Grabbing his guitar, he put it in front of me and wrapped his hands around mine. His hands were so thin and long but strong and, probably from playing the piano and guitar, but my hands were so fragile and small. Apparently waiting for me to respond, he held my hands gently to the guitar.

He guided my hands and we played the first note and soon I learned at least three new notes. I smiled as he held my hand in his as we played the notes over and over as he told me the notes and what to do. The longer we stayed in that position, the more relaxed I became with him and the more I felt comfortable and I guess so did he.

After he stopped, I noticed he let go of my right hand and as I turned around, noticed that he touched one of my hair. Gently touching it, he seemed to be thinking about something. Turning around, facing him fully in his lap, I looked him in his eyes as he did mine. His eyes were so green and beautiful. And that's the part about him that made him stand out. Trying to think of anything to say, I said the first thing I could, "Thank you for attempting to teach me." Trying to continue a conversation, I spoke again, "Ummmm…"

And before I could say anything else, he leaned in and kissed me. Returning the kiss, it felt mind-blowing. It was filled with so much emotion, showing how much we needed each other. It was sweet and real…my first kiss. Well my first real kiss that I wanted. My first kiss was stolen from Uryuu but that doesn't count right now. Right now, I like this kiss…I'm enjoying it. It felt good and I liked it. Clutching onto his shirt, I managed to follow his movement as he deepened the kiss. This ended up with me leaning back on the bed while he was on top as we continued to kiss. Feeling very shocked, I felt confused. 'Did he really feel this way or is it nothing? I thought that he didn't like me.' Releasing these thoughts as I focused on him only, I gasped as he began to caress my body and brought his body closer to mine. As I began to go along with it, I felt something wrong. His hands ceased their movement, making me feel empty. Where was his touch? Opening my eyes, I saw him pulling away. Ulquiorra gazed at my eyes. Looking into his eyes, I could tell they were remorseful but there was something else as well. 'Was it something I couldn't see?' I thought as I struggled to understand his actions as I leaned back up.

"I'm sorry." He said as he looked away from me as sat further away from me.

I watched him to get anything else other than a sorry but he didn't say anything else. 'Why? What did I do?' I thought as I slowly dismissed those thoughts.

Getting up from his bed, I looked back and noticed that he didn't even glance at me. Quickly saying I'm sorry too. I rushed out of his room and headed downstairs.

Spotting Rangiku, I walked slowly towards her. And with her was, of course, that guy who she was talking about.

"Oh, Orihime. This is Gin. Gin, this is Orihime." She smiled. And he flashed one of those creepy smiles he had. He held his arm around Rangiku's waist. 'So she did fix what happened between them.' I thought as I watched them. He held out his right hand. Smiling, I shook his hand. I guess he's not that creepy, plus he's Rangiku's guy-friend, so I guess it's okay.

"So are you ready to go Rangiku? 'Cause it's getting pretty late, you know. And no telling how much you've been drinking." I joked.

Laughing, Rangiku looked at me and grinned, "Yea you're right." Turning to Gin, and giving him a kiss, Rangiku told him, "Text me later, ok?" and he nodded and we left.

As Rangiku drove me home, she glanced at me, "Are you okay, Orihime?"

Breaking out of my trance, still thinking about Ulquiorra, I said, "Huh…oh nothing's wrong."

Rangiku looked worried, "Are you sure. You're awfully quiet."

"Yea…probably because it's like past 12. Plus I have school." I said, glancing at the glowing lights outside. I love the night sky and its lights. It's so beautiful out. Rangiku doesn't have to go to school because she was 18 or I think she was 19.

"Sure…You know if you need anything. You can talk to me." She said as she pulled up at my house.

"Thanks, Rangiku. And I know." I smiled as I got out of the car. After I went into my little apartment I had, she left. I lived in an apartment all by myself, well my brother used to live with me until he died, last year. The reason why we moved in an apartment was because of our parents. They abused us and didn't even care about us. So my brother took me away and took care of me ever since I was a little girl, until he died, last year. So I had to live by myself. Luckily, a long distant aunt supports me financially. I still think about him and miss him because he was the only family I had.

Getting ready for bed I felt exhausted when I hit my bed. Grabbing my phone first, I realized I had 5 missed calls and 6 texts. Oh I forgot Uryuu called and texted…guess I'll talk to him at school and read my messages in the morning.

Hopping in bed, I stayed in one position. Glancing at the ceiling, my eyes stared off in the very same spot for the past 15 minutes. That night, I couldn't sleep. So much was on my mind…school and, of course, Ulquiorra.

'I wonder what's going through your mind now. Does he regret it? Do I regret it?' I thought to myself, reminiscing about what happened at the party. His touch…that kiss…I don't know what to do. His name kept repeated in my head as if I couldn't get enough of him. I think I may have feelings for him even though I didn't know him that long, but I know that something's there. If I keep thinking about this, I know for sure that I'm gonna be late for school tomorrow morning or today actually since it is 1:38 a.m.

'Uhhh…my life is a mess' Screaming aloud to myself as I turned over and attempted to sleep.

A/N: I think I kind of rushed this…idk. And this chapter is pretty long too. But anyways…ok time to tell the truth. Ummm…well I might be discontinuing this story. It might be now or in at least a couple/few chapters later. I'm truly interested in my other stories that I may be working on and the one I'm currently working on. I'm so sorry…idk if I'll update this story again. : /

Oh and I made that song up too. : )