Author's note: Hello people of the world!!!
I'm really, really sorry that I couldn't upload my stories for a while, but I didn't have time at all! You know, classes on Saturday :( , tests and other things!! But now I'm back!! Don't worry, I'll never abandon any fic!! ;)
And did anyone see iSpeed Date?! I felt so bad for Sam!!! She was so sad!!! :( But you could see the jealous on her facewhen she saw Freddie and Carly dancing! Enjoy your moment creddiers, 'cuz it won't last for too long... muahahaha (no offence)
Okay, I think I've already talked too much, so let's go for what really matters!
Disclaimer: My lawyer is trying to talk to Dan, but he's not being really successful! I think I should have hired a human lawyer to do it and not my chinchilla... :p And for the slow ones, I don't own iCarly!
And now, enjoy!
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Chapter 7: Answer
Sam's POV
Am I falling for Freddie?
I can't be falling for him! I mean, he's smart, funny, hot… AND THERE I GO AGAIN! This is so confusing! I know that I can't stop thinking about him but it doesn't mean I like him in this way, right? I laid down on the couch for a while, and many scenes came in my head.
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We were sitting on Shay's couch, watching the dance videos for iCarly, and I rested my head of Freddie's shoulder. It was so comfortable, and I don't know why, but I wanted to stay like that. But then he moved his shoulder and I had to pull away from him, but I didn't want to.
The scene flipped, and now we were at the lobby, Carly was near the door, Freddie and I in the middle of the lobby, and Lewbert was asleep. Freddie and I were betting that I couldn't stop insulting him for one week, and then he asked me:
"Do you wanna kiss me?"
"Kiss you? I'd rather…" I wonder what would have happened if I said yes…
Then, the scene flipped again, and now I was in the hallway of Bushwell Plaza, and Freddie was there too.
"I don't believe you" he said.
"Okay, one more time, Carly was my best friend first and I'm taking her back!" I tried to say it like Missy said.
"There's no way Missy said that!"
"She did!"
"You know, maybe Carly was right! Maybe you're just jealous of Missy!"
"Kay, just ..forget it… don't believe me" I said walking away, and I didn't know what to do. If even Freddie didn't believe, I didn't have nobody to ask for help, but then I heard Freddie saying.
"Tell me one reason why I should believe you!"
I turned back, maybe there was hope.
" 'cuz I came here"
He looked at me with a questionable look, like it was no big deal, then I continued.
"Have I ever came to you for help before? For anything?"
Then, I left. Well, at least it made him think, but I didn't believe he would help me. But I was wrong, 'cuz gave the six month cruise just to get rid of Missy and help me (yeah, Carly told me about it, but I never told him I knew about it).
And the scene flipped again, and now I could see Freddie on the fire escape, listening to his pearpod. I knocked on the window and he looked at me. He made me a gestured for me to come in, and I sat near the window.
"What's up?" I asked casually.
"Nothing" he said standing up to turn down the volume of the song which was playing on his pearpod, Running Away by AM.
"Meatball?" I offered. I took it one from the bowl when I let it in the hallway, but suddenly I felt like I should offer it to him.
"No… thanks…" I threw the meatball away and looked at him. Then, I said something I don't say very often.
"I'm sorry,... about telling people you've never kissed anyone" I looked at him and then continued "And about putting blue cheese dressing in your shampoo bottle...and about sending your cell phone to Cambodia" He laughed at this one "Everything, okay?"
"So this means that you're not gonna mess with me anymore?"
"No, I'm still gonna mess with you, I'm just gonna apologize every few year so I can start fresh again" duh
"Good"
"Good?" Good? Did he just say good?
"Yeah, it'd be too weird if you didn't make my life miserable all the time" he said, and then he continued " But maybe you could pull back just a little bit…"
"I don't think so"
"Yeah, I didn't either"
I started to think about this thing about 'first kiss' and how people get so freaked out over it. I don't understand why people care so much about it.
"It's so dumb" I said.
"What do you mean?" He asked confused.
"You know, how people get all freaked out over their first kiss… stupid"
"So, you weren't lying, you've really never kissed anyone?"
"Nope" I looked to the Seattle lights and continued "Sometimes I just wish I just..could get it out of the way"
"Yeah, I know, me too"
"Right, like stopping worrying about it"
"Yeah" He said and then he laughed a little.
"What?"
"No, it's.. nothing"
"Tell me"
"No, ...it's dumb"
"Say it!"
"Okay, I was just gonna say…"
"That we, should kiss?" I completed his sentence.
"You're gonna break my arm now right?"
"No"
"Well, should we? Just then both of us can get it over with?"
I looked to my side and sighed, to think. I don't know why but I kinda wanted to kiss him.
"Just to get it over with" I stated
"Just to get it over with" He agreed
"And we swear we'll go straight back to hating each other as soon as it's over"
"Totally, and we won't tell anyone"
"Never"
We started at each other for a few seconds, and then I said:
"Well, lean"
And he leaned. When our lips touched, I felt sparks. Everything they say on those movies about how is it when you kiss somebody you really like made sense for me. It was magic, but it didn't least much, and he pulled away. There was an awkward silence, and neither of us knew what to say.
"That was…" he started
"Nice"
"Yeah, nice…uhm…"
"Good… work" I didn't have anything better to say.
"Thank you, you too"
I turned, but when I was about to leave, he called me.
"Hey!" I turned to face him, and then he continued "I hate you" I smiled and replied " Hate you too" and I left.
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Why is this so confusing? I always said and thought that I hated him! Why can't it continue like this? Then, I heard footsteps, so I pretended I was asleep. I could hear Spencer in the kitchen, but I didn't open my eyes. I heard the front door open and then close, and I heard Carly's voice, saying something about Freddie, but I couldn't pay attention, 'cuz I was too tired.
And now I know the answer to my question, yes, I'm falling for Freddie Benson!
But if you ask me I'll never admit it at loud!! And slowly, I fell asleep.
Author's Note: Soooooo, what do you think? Am I doing a good job with this fic? Please let me know!!
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