AN: So it's been awhile... I'm just going to leave this here.
Sam's POV
Soon after the boys had arrived they were whisked away for a last minute sound check. Kelly joins us in the boys green room for just a second to catch her breath before an angry voice on her head set orders her to the backstage area where Griffin was attempting to join the band for the night. She gives us an exasperated groan and a smile before making her exit. We're left alone in the room for all of two seconds before Kelly runs back in and tells us that the show was going to begin soon if we wanted to grab our seats.
"Thanks Kelly!" Anna says to her retreating figure.
"Good luck!" Elly yells competing to be heard over the echo of Kelly's heels click clacking down the tunnel. The three of us look at each other with excitement before grabbing our belongings and following Kelly's exit. We're met halfway down the tunnel by Freight Train who offers to escort us to our seats.
As we enter the stadium the fans' eyes all swivel around drawn in by Freight Train's looming presence as he makes his way towards our section of seats. It takes a while but someone spots Anna, Elly and I following the body guard and the sparks of recognition go off in their eyes. Some girls give us glares knowing us only as the girls who have stolen the boys of BTR from them, most smile at us normally, but a few shout our names along with sentiments of how much they love us.
We wave and smile at them as Freight Train continues to make a path for us. We take our seats up front as the lights begin to dim on stage signaling the first opening act.
Anna's POV
As the show came to a close Freight Train found us once again and escorted us back stage where the boys were preparing for their encore. The sold out crowd had been chanting for the past few minutes steadily getting louder with their impatience. By the time we arrived back stage the boys were huddled up with the band pumping themselves up for the last two songs of the night.
"Are you going to tell him?" I ask looking over at Sam who looked like she was going to run away any second now. Her hands were nervously holding her non existent baby bump and my heart went out to her.
"You can do it Sam, we'll be here for you no matter what." Elly added in a whisper pulling her into a side hug and leaning her head on her shoulder comfortingly.
"Thank you. I don't know what I would do without you both." She smiles at us as we wait for the guys to be free. "I think I'll tell him after their encore."
The small hallway leading to the stage we stood in began filling up with the guys traditional duck calls letting us know that they were ready to hit the stage once more. We wish them luck quickly as they run out to the stage causing the crowd to erupt in deafening applause.
As the stadium fills up with the instrumental of their first single we walked to the edge of the stage to wait with Kelly, Gustavo, and Griffin. I look out into the audience at the faces young and old and can't help but feel proud that it was all due to the efforts of the guys. I looked over at my two best friends and I could tell that they had been thinking the same as me, this never gets old.
Elly's POV
20 Minutes later the stage has been cleared of any evidence of BTR's presence there. We're again being escorted by Freight Train to the tour bus area where the fans have now relocated themselves. The familiar sensation from before the show returns and I can feel the eyes of hundreds of girls on us as we clamber onto the bus.
"Kendall said that they're on their way now." I tell Anna and Sam as we sit down in the living area of Kendall's and Logan's tour bus. Almost as if on cue we hear the fans outside crying out for the guys as they exit the stadium and begin signing autographs and posing for pictures.
"It's going to be a long night." Anna laughs watching as two young sisters pose for a picture with Carlos holding a sign that read "We Love Big Time Rush" in Spanish
"Okay so who wants to take bets on who gets jumped first." I laugh noticing one mom and daughter duo getting handsy with Kendall and James.
"I say James," Sam laughs as we watch security trying to calm the crowd. Anna nods her head in agreement as we watch out the tinted bus window
"I say Kendall." I laugh betting on my own boyfriend who at that very moment had lifted a young girl who couldn't have been older than 5 into his arms so her mother could snap a picture quickly on her camera phone.
After a while the crowd becomes less frenzied as it begins thinning out. We were still alone on the bus as we could see the bus drivers taking a smoke break on the other side of the bus away from the band and the fans. We could see Griffins entourage leaving the lot as a security vehicle for the stadium was coming towards us. A collective groan was heard from the remaining fans who were being told that the gates would be closing in 5 minutes time.
The door to the bus opened as Gustavo and Kelly walked inside to wait for the boys with us.
"It was a great show guys." I tell them knowing that they don't usually get the recognition they deserve after Griffin claims credit.
"Yeah the show was incredible. You totally outdid yourselves on this tour." Anna added nodding her head enthusiastically.
We're interrupted as the boys noisily run onto the bus. Carlos leading the way for them with Logan bringing up the rear. We look outside to see that all the fans had gone and security was waiting for us to leave. The bus driver had managed to get into his seat without us noticing.
"Alright everyone buckle up." He yells starting up the bus's cold engine.
Kendall sits down next to me and pulls me into his lap to make room for James to sit while Carlos and Anna sit at the eating area with Kelly and Gustavo. Logan and Sam are sitting across from us on the other side of the bus. I look at Sam and she seems withdrawn and weary but happy nonetheless. I frown slightly worried for her's and Logan's future. Kendall must have noticed because he squeezed my sides playfully tickling me.
"Hey what's on your mind?" He asks after having successfully getting me to smile. I want to tell him everything but I know it's not my story to tell so instead I just laugh it off and answer him as truthfully as I can.
"I've just missed you."
Anna's POV
We all must have fallen asleep because before we know it we've arrived at the hotel. I open my eyes to see that I fell asleep on Carlos's shoulder and had indents on my face from his shirt to prove it. The door to the bus open and Kelly and Gustavo enter holding room keys in their hands.
"DOGS! Call time in the morning is 8 AM so lights out in half an hour!" Gustavo warned the boys to which they responded with a childish whining. "Kelly will be checking up on you since I'm not allowed in this hotel anymore." he finished mumbling the end of his sentence embarrassed.
Us girls eye each other before getting the answer to our unasked questions.
"The 90's were a wild time girls." Gustavo says half proud half ashamed before leaving the bus.
Kelly rolls her eyes but hands us all key cards. The boys get their own rooms each but Elly, Sam and I get a suite all to ourselves courtesy of the record company. Kelly walked up with us to our rooms so that she could make sure that we went to our rooms only muttering something about not wanting to give anyone info to sell to the tabloids.
I pout at Carlos as he stands in front of his door hesitating before going inside. We're the only ones in the hallway at this point as the other guys have already gone into their rooms for the night and Sam and Elly have gone to our suite to change clothes.
Carlos and I are hugging each other goodnight but neither of us wants to let go. He starts to sway back and forth with me in his arms. I don't question it, soon he begins humming a song. The vibration hits my ears causing me to giggle loudly. He tries shushing me but someone else intervenes.
Kendall pops his head out of his room which is right next to Carlos's. He sees that it's us and rolls his eyes.
"It was just your brother and my sister." He says into the phone in his hand. I assumed he was speaking with Elly because I could hear her laughter in the background as she tells him to leave us alone.
"Goodnight Kendall." I say pointedly trying to ignore him.
"Goodnight Anna, sweet baby sister of mine." He says glaring at Carlos letting us know that he wasn't going to leave until we had separated. I roll my eyes at his protective big brother antics but say goodnight to Carlos anyway. Even though I'm not a fan of PDA I made an exception for my brother's sake by pulling Carlos down to my height and kissing him hard on the mouth.
"Goodnight." I smile slyly before walking away and leaving the two of them behind.
Elly's POV
We get to our suite and immediately both me and Sam decide to change out of our concert clothes. Anna excuses herself first to say goodnight to Carlos before she changes. Sam changes in the bathroom leaving me to use the main room for myself. When I'm done I jump onto the bed that I've claimed as my own for the night. I grab my phone from my bag and dial Kendall's number and listen to it ring twice before he answers.
At that exact moment Sam comes out of the bathroom once again clutching her stomach. She doesn't look my way as she busies herself getting some water.
"Hey Kendall hold on a second." I say muting my phone. "Sammy? Are you okay?"
She looks startled by my presence as if she'd forgotten that I was there. She looks up at me with tears in her eyes. She wipes them away furiously before coming over to my bed.
"I'm just nervous is all. I'm worried I shouldn't tell him tonight." She begins holding back her tears.
"Aww Sammy, Logan loves you. You have to let him know. This is something that affects you both. He has a right to know." I tell her rubbing her back gently to comfort her. She nods at me understandingly before getting up to get her phone. I watch as she goes to her bed and calls Logan asking to talk.
"Kendall?" I say taking my phone off mute.
Sam's POV
"Okay I'll be right over." I say getting up and walking over to the door. I'm about to open it when Anna appears on the other side giggling to herself. She sees my face and automatically knows everything. She gives me a quick hug before letting me go.
I pass Kendall and Carlos on my way to Logan's room. They're distracted but both wish me a goodnight before heading into their respective rooms. I get to the room I'm looking for and knock lightly on the door while simultaneously telling Logan that I was there on the phone.
His smiling face greets me instantly and it proves contagious as my face breaks out in an involuntary grin. He pulls me into a tight hug that lifts me off the ground for a moment. He puts me down but doesn't let me go as we linger in the doorway for a moment.
Wordlessly Logan leads me into his room and we sit on the edge of the bed. He's still holding my hand in his and it's distracting me from my goal in coming here. I glance at the alarm clock on the bedside table next to us and I know that we've got 15 minutes time before Kelly returns to check on us. The time clock makes it even harder for me to tell him but I know in the bottom of my heart that I have to.
"Did you enjoy the show?" He asks me again knowing that I'd had the time of my life watching him onstage.
"You were phenomenal tonight." I remind him causing him to break out into his signature dimpled smile.
"I'm so glad you could make it. To be honest I didn't think I could have made it another day without being able to see you." He begins getting sappy on me.
"After this we've got less than a month to go before you come home. Maybe you can get Griffin to give you guys a break after this tour is over?" I say unconsciously stalling the inevitable. He nods his head knowing that the chances of a genuine break after the tour was slim to none. We're left to sit in silence again and I'm 99.99% positive that my heart is trying to pound it's way out of my chest.
"Logan-" I begin only to be cute off by his lips. And at that point all reason in me is gone. My body takes over and my brain is drowning helplessly as 1 thing fills my mind. We fall onto the hotel bed with Logan rolling me over so that he was on top. His lips leave mine for a second as he whispers a declaration of his love for me.
"I love you too." I respond as he gently pushes my hair off my face and it cascades onto the down pillow. He places his lips sweetly on my forehead as his arms find their way to the skin where my shirt ends and my pants begin. Goosebumps form on my body while my stomach begins somersaulting.
"wait!" I say stopping his momentum before we went too far. "Logan we can't." I say wiggling out from underneath him.
"Oh." Is all he says and I can tell he's disappointed. "What's wrong?" He asks me and I know he's worried that I regret what we've done.
"Nothing it's just that I uh..." I stutter out getting ready to tell him the news. "...I'm not feeling well. I've had a bug these past few days and I don't want you to catch it." I manage to spit out. It's the truth just not THE truth. I can see Logan going into doctor mode but luckily I'm saved by Kelly knocking on the door furiously.
"Goodnight Logan." I say before running for the door. I'm greeted by an exhausted Kelly who looks like she's about to give us a lecture for not being asleep but decides against it as I dash down the hall to my room.
I barge into the room and head straight for my bed not bothering to give Anna or Elly a look as they stare at me from their beds. "Goodnight" I quickly say hoping to avoid an interrogation and it works for now because I hear them both crawling under the covers and turning out their lights for the night.
"Goodnight."
AN: You're still here? Bless you for making it this far. Let me know what you think of it please?
