Disclaimer: Don't own Castle boo! :(
A/N: Hey guys! Here's a new one thanks for the reviews too (BTW I'm still working on my fanfic That Kiss) just been getting really interested in this one ATM :)
After a while Kate soon calmed down Castle still soothing her by running one hand through her hair and the other cradling her from her back. "I'm so sorry Rick… I'm so sorry".
"Hey—hey shh, honey it's okay"
"No it's not I—I shouldn't, I lied to you"
"Kate sweetie, hey look at me" he tilted her head so she was looking in his eyes "we were both stupid okay but I still love you! So much it scares me too but I will always love you no matter what".
She bit down on the bottom of her lip "really? Even though I lied to you—you still love me… why?" she just didn't understand why? he loved her when she thought she was a mess.
"Always, Kate you are extraordinary you have been through so much more than what you should ever, ever go through that is why I love you because even though you have gone through so much more than you should have ever. Your heart is pure gold and I love you Kate you may have lied to me but I wasn't honest with you either but I refuse to give up on us not when I know we will be amazing together. We have something Kate something that will be amazing".
She pressed a kiss on the tip of his nose "you sweet, sweet man Richard Castle I want it all too with you only you Rick and I am so scared, because I don't know what would happen if something happened to you. God Rick" she breathed out heavily as a few tears trickled down her face.
"Hey, hey shh Kate darling" he pulled her tighter against his chest running his fingers through her hair. "Listen to me I will do everything I can to make sure nothing happens to anyone we love Kate I'm not going anywhere but please don't give up on us because of possibilities that most likely won't happen, please"
"Okay"
"Wait… Okay" he gleamed "really?" god he looked so adorable
He made her let out a small giggle "really" she looked him in the eyes she could see them water she gave him a small smile lightly stroking his cheek. "But we can't have anymore secrets no more lies just honesty because Rick if I lose you—If I lose you I won't be able to survive that because… I—I love you to Richard Castle so—so much and that scares me".
He pulled her in for a long kiss as she ran her fingers roughly through his hair moaning into his mouth then attacking his tongue with hers he started trailing down her neck until he got to the one spot that made her squirm. "Oh gooood Rick… so good" she scraped her nails down his shirt pulling him back in for a heavy kiss as she bucked her hips into his groin.
"Kaa—ate as wonderful as you are making me—me feel right now… we can't not—not yet has to be perfect" he panted.
She let out a soft huff "I—I know I just don't understand why we waited so long"
"We weren't ready Kate you know that but now no secrets or lies we are ready. We're gonna be amazing you know that right?"
She leaned forward brushing her nose lightly against his. "Yeah we will be wont we?"
He smiled and nodded at her "Come on why don't we get some sleep"
"You take my bed and I will sleep here" Castle offered to Kate but she just shook her head "Cas—Rick no this is your house look why don't we just go to bed together we both have clothes and we can be responsible hey?"
He smiled and nodded "Hmm does that mean I can snuggle up with my detective"
"Of course" she blatantly stated like it was the obvious thing to do she just smiled and lightly shook her head getting up out of his lap as he pulled her towards his bedroom she took the view in with great detail "wow Rick very masculine" she said with a grin, "but Mr. Castle you remember I sleep with a gun."
"That's hot!"
She playfully slapped his bottom making him turn around raising his eyebrows "detective!" he jokingly squealed making her laugh.
"I don't know why but I have just always wanted to do that" she said shyly biting down on her bottom lip making her way to the end of the bed as he went and rummage through his wardrobe getting some clothes for them both he couldn't wipe the smile away they both might have lied but they were here and they both loved each other. She loved him!
"Hey" he appeared in a pair of grey plaid pyjama bottoms and a tight V navy blue shirt she couldn't believe how handsome and toned he looked. She smiled at him as he came closer to her "hi, you've been hiding from me Mr." she simply stated raising an eyebrow at him.
He laughed at her response coming to a stop in front of her he leaned down so he was kneeling on the floor "so it's safe to say you like what you see?" he said with a cocky smile.
"Uh uh very" she smiled he wasn't expecting that but he wasn't complaining he liked the new Kate the one that wasn't afraid to show her love for him. She lightly thumbed the side of his cheek her thumb tingling from his small whiskers "very sexy" she simply said leaning down to kiss him softly on the lips letting out a small moan, pulling back teasingly.
He let out a grunt "tease" she just gently patted him on the cheek and picking up the pyjama bottoms and shirt and shimmied her way to the bathroom as he started to pull the blankets back he started getting comfortable on his side of the bed just waiting for her to come back. He still couldn't believe that he was with her.
She soon made her way back to his bed gently hoping in and pulling the blankets up she snuggled up to his side both of them facing each other he was looking deep into her eyes "what?" Kate asked shyly. He just kissed her on the tip of her nose "you're just so adorable have I ever told you and you look so sexy in my clothes".
She raised her eyebrows intertwining her leg between his "hmm really I always imagined wearing one of your shirts" she then leaned into his ear and whispered "I mean only your shirt" she quickly pulled down on the bottom of his earlobe causing him to groan.
"You're going to kill me Katherine Beckett" she just laughed "goodnight handsome man"
"Night beautiful woman, love you Kate"
"Love you too Rick" they leaned in for a quick kiss before Kate turned around and backed up into him as he wrapped his hand around her waist. Snuggling into her they fit like the last piece to a puzzle.
