[Somewhere]

Geez, I didn't thought that this journey would be tiring... I hate it... My butt is already killing me -.-

Tatara: We should take some rest now before it gets dark *stops his horse*

At last! Rest!

Tatara: we'll be reaching the enemy's camp tomorrow afternoon
Furyumi: O-kaaayyy... *went down the horse*
Tatara: priestess-
Furyumi: Furyumi!
Tatara: Well then, Furyumi, if you'd like to take some bath, there's a nearby hot spring here, I can take you there.
Furyumi: Yay! Then take me there! *smiles widely*

I should regain my strength after the bath!

[Hot Spring]

Furyumi: Thanks for bringing me here Shuuya—or I shall call you, Tatara, nee? *smiles*
Tatara: ...I shall leave you now, just call me when you need me... priestess *starts to walk away*
Furyumi: It's Furyumi! FU-RYU-MI!
Tatara: *smiles, leaves*

Ah geez, can't they just call me by my name? Always calling me 'priestess', 'priestess'! I have a name you know -_-

Furyumi: *takes off her clothes and went in the hot spring*

Ahhhhh... at last...

Furyumi: *looks up at the sky* it's getting dark... should I return?

No! I've just started here. Maybe after some minutes...

Furyumi: *sings:*

Why is my heart so exhausted from crying?
Why do I hate myself so much?

It's my fault that he died... if only I can go back...

{flashback- Italian}

Furyumi(kid): I hate you! Why did you do that?! Now my friends would run away from me!
Guy: Furyumi... please understand. I did it for you
Furyumi: for me?! Hah! Really?! Did you thought of my own reputation?! I hate you! Go away! *runs away*

When I look at the smile on the faces of people passing by
I can't help wondering if they're laughing at me

Why am I breathing?
I wish these pains would cease

Somebody, please save me
My heart is screaming out of loneliness

Even when I try to put up a tough front
Please find me soon

Girl: *walks toward Furyumi*
Boy1: *stops the girl1* hey stop
Girl: What?
Boy2: don't come near her, she's dangerous
Boy1: didn't you hear it yet? About her brother?

...I hate it...!

Boy3: He's a monster
Furyumi: *turns to them* My onii-san is not a monster! *turns around and runs away*
Boy2: Which makes her a monster too
Girl: So what? Like I care, I'm a monster too *follows Furyumi* Furyumi! Wait!

Why is it that I'm still rejecting people
Even though my heart is crying from loneliness?

Perhaps there won't be a single person who will cry for me
Even if I was to vanish from this world tomorrow

Another "me" is lamenting and screaming out
That she wants someone to cherish
Someone to laugh together and cry together

Girl: Furyumi...
Furyumi: Go away!
Girl: *holds Furyumi's hands* Furyumi
Furyumi: ...

How dare she pity herself to me? I'm not pitiable!

Furyumi: *pushes the girl* Don't touch me you bitch!
Girl: ...
Furyumi: Who do you think I am huh? I'm the sister of a yakuza leader.

I've made some friends through the help of electronic devices
Inside the dimly illuminated miniature garden

It's easy to grow distant but it's also easy to get close
If they become annoying I can simply push them away

But I've come to realize my unsatisfied existence
Don't you want to throw away this self to be reborn?

Girl: *smile* I don't care
Furyumi: w... what? Aren't you afraid?
Girl: I'm not *smiles gently*
Furyumi: Sei...
Sei: *smirks* besides that I'm a delinquent student... I'm the head of a gang, I'll protect you
Furyumi: you'll just hurt yourself...
Sei: You, you're pretty good in acting

H-how did she know?!

Sei: *smirks* I like it
Furyumi: I'm amazed that you noticed
Sei: But, you're still weak. Let me help you

Right now, I'm scared even of the small ripples
And I'm hesitating, unable to touch them

I cannot possibly become "my real self" that I've secretly yearned for
Get a grip and open your eyes

Do you see me smiling in the mirror of people's hearts?

Back then, before that happened...

Guy: Wait, Furyumi! *runs after her*
Furyumi: *stops in the middle of the road and turns to the guy* Stop following! I hate you! Just go die already!
Guy: Furyumi... *saws a truck* Furyumi! Look out! *runs toward her and pushes her away*
Furyumi: o-ouch... why did you pushed- *surprised* ... *cries* TOKIYAAA-ONII-SANNN!

Give your own back a little push
I'm going to fade away, but I will forever watch over you

(Song: My realself/ hontou no jibun by vocaloid)

Furyumi: *cries* ... *wipes her tears*

What now...?

Furyumi: *slaps her face with both hands* Ah! I should go back now! *stands up and turns*... *surprised*
Tatara: Is it... really-
Furyumi: KYAAA! *sat down in the spring and covers her chest* Tatara! *turns around* Go away! *blush*

What the heck?! I didn't know that he was there! Shocks! Did he just saw me naked?!