364 Days Left:
The sun was shining in through his window and it lit up the room. Puffy red eyes slowly opened before a soft sigh filled the room. Kise didn't have the faintest idea about what he should do. He could risk the treatment but the odds were slim….he could just not do it…but what would he do for the next year while he waited to die?
Wouldn't it be better to die sooner than later? He had the money for the treatment too, but wouldn't that just be a waste of it if he dies? What would it matter, though? If he died he wouldn't be bothered with the money.
Why did he have to die though? Why was his life the one that was cut short? He was a good person. He thought of others, he donated money to charity, he helped out the local soup kitchens, and he did everything he possibly could to give back.
Was it because he ran away from home when he was younger? Was it because he never made up with his mother? Maybe it was because he left his two younger sisters alone with her?
Sighing and allowing his eyes to fall closed, Kise nuzzles deeper into the sheets. There was so much that he wanted to do with his life. Sure modeling was a big part of it, but he didn't want to do it forever. He'd watched all of his friends go down their own separate paths, and the only one who actually stuck around was Kagami.
The taller teen was now in charge of the basketball team at the high school across town. Kise never did understand why he didn't just go with Aomine to America and make it big, but he wasn't complaining. Even if the two weren't very close in their younger years, they had grown closer as everyone else left.
Kise groaned lowly and sunk deeper into the sheets. How was he going to tell his best friend that he was going to be leaving now too? When Aomine left, Kagami was upset for a few days but quickly got over it. When Kuroko left it was more like a few weeks of an upset Kagami. Kuroko was the last one to leave, and after he did, Kagami made Kise promise that he wasn't going to leave too…but…
Promises are meant to be broken, right?
Even though the day was passing by, Kise wasn't moving. He wasn't going to move. He didn't know what to do. What if he just—
A buzzing noise pulled the blonde from his own thoughts. He reached over and grabbed his phone from the nightstand. He was getting a call from Kagami…probably an invite to meet him at the park and relive their younger years by playing a one-on-one match.
Sighing lightly Kise ignores the call before turning his phone off and deciding to just go back to bed..what's so bad about that? He'd just sleep for the rest of the year until he died. Yeah…that sounded good.
Kise allowed himself to drift off back to sleep, dreaming of his sisters, of all the things he has wanted to do with his life, and of a darkness that just crept closer and closer. A darkness the blonde wasn't sure he was ready for.
