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"If you don't close your mouth, you'll get some flies caught in your trap, James," Kise mumbled lightly as he flipped through one of the magazines that laid on the table. He took a deep breath and let it out slowly before looking at his manager. "What?"

"You can't just leave! I have all these different opportunities for you and if you don't take them it could put a damper on your career by the time you get back! And to mention how long you're going to be gone; a year?! What in your right mind makes you think you can just walk in here and state that you are leaving for a year without at least sooner notice?!"

"James…"

"I mean I would understand a week or two because I know you're human and that you get stressed but a god damn fucking year?! We've put so much on the table for you over the past five years and this is how you thank us?"

"….James…"

"Just walking in and saying that you're leaving and that you're going to travel around the world and visit different land marks! Do you know how utterly and most defiantly stupid you sound right no—"

"James!"

Looking at the other, James frowned sourly. "…I'm just trying to get my point across, Kise."

"Do you even want to know why? You're telling me how wrong and crazy I am…but you haven't come forward and just asked me simply why I'm doing it…"

His manager took off his classes and pinched the bridge of his nose before shaking his head with a sigh. "Why do you want to do it?"

The blonde smiled sadly and shrugged. "I didn't want to tell you, but it seems that you won't let me go if I don't." He looked up at the other with a small smile and eyes that screamed out for any form of help there was to offer. "I'm sick James. I went to the doctor the other day because I've been feeling a bit odd, and he told me that I was sick. I'm not going to go into details, just know that I'm sick and that I don't have much time to do the things that I want to do."

"Can't he just get you some medicine to take care of it? Why do you have to go out on this year long absence because of a fucking cold?"

"James. It's not a cold. I'm dying. It's hard to explain and it's a pain in the butt to have to deal with but he gave me a time limit, and I want to live in that time limit. I don't just want to take pictures anymore, I want to go out and live a little. Is that so wrong?"

James blinked and looked at the other with wide eyes. "….wait…so…" he shook his head and looked at the other. "That's impossible! You've always been healthy and well how is it that out of nowhere that you can just get sick like this?!"

Kise just shrugged and cast his gaze down. "You really think that if I knew about this earlier, I wouldn't have been already working my butt off to prevent it from happening and developing to this point?"

"…I guess not.." he mumbled and sat down across from the other. "But I'm not sure if I can just cancle some of these shoots..a lot of money was put into them…"

Kise sighed lightly and looked at the other. "Where are they…?"

"Paris and Rome are the big ones. I could probably cancel the rest." James looked at the other. "Each would take a week at most..Paris is in two weeks, and Rome is in two months…What do you say?"

Kise smiled softly. "It sounds perfect. I wanted to visit there again anyway. I'll just add them to our list and get them out of the way when they are scheduled. Okay? They can kind of be like my goodbye pictures, yeah?" He smiled brightly at the other. "And this means that I can go…right?"

James looked at Kise for a moment before nodding his head. "Yeah…I'll arrange for everything for you…I'll tell them about you condition and-"

"No! No one is allowed to know. My mother doesn't know, nor do my friends. They can't know James….not yet…not now…not while I'm still healthy. I don't' want them treating me like some fragile piece of glass and tie me down. You can't tell anyone…understood?"

James sighed. "Yeah…count this as your last dying wish or something…" he mumbled scratching the back of his head.

Kise smiled and leaned over and kissed Jame's cheek. "You've been so good to me. I couldn't have asked for a better manager… and I'll be sure to visit one last time before…well you know."

James nodded and was about to say something before the door opened and Kagami walked over towards the blonde. "Hey." He looked at James and waved his hand lazily before looking back at Kise. "So, is it all taken care of, are you ready to get packing?"

Kise smiled brightly and hopped up. "Yep! Let's go! Bye James I'll message you later!" he chuckled and followed after the taller male with a bright smile on his face.

He was going to make this next year worth it….he wasn't' going to sit back and allow himself to die a death full of no adventure. He was going to make it count.


AN: Hey~ Okay so I haven't updated in a while so I'm hoping that this will kind of make up for it, it was updated on my blog for kagakise day and all that fun shit. Anyway, with school finally starting to slow down a bit i'm hoping to write two or three more chapters in the next few days and if not...well...don't hate me..sometimes school can be a bitch. Anyway I hope you guys enjoyed, remember that I don't have an editor for this, if you see mistakes just ignore them or if they are big, shoot me a pm.

I update more frequently on my Kise rp blog and so if you want here is the link to the latest chapter. Any questions shoot me a message on my rp account and i can answer it there, i'm on 24/7 even if it doesn't look like it!

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