Listening to him it made me realise a person doesn't have to be perfect to be exactly what you need. As I watched him walk away and thought about it, I realised how important it is to have them people close to you that you can count on. Especially if that somebody is someone you only see once in a week. Sometimes you have to keep people closer then you like even if it's someone you hate in my case it was best to keep my distance and wonder if just maybe we'd end up in a happy place in the future. You see being in year 11 isn't the easiest you find true friends to back stabbing friends, you find romance where you never expected it and you have to let people go. Today I realised I was still holding on to an old love and in a month that love will all go, it was a first love, the one that always sets standards for your new love. But in the end with only less than a month of year 11 left I realised that I need to let it go so I can move on, so I can find new love, one much greater than the first, one worth risking all the pain from the old one for, in hope that you'll get new happiness.
xoxoxo
