A/N: I'm back with a new chapter of Shadow's Revenge, you know since it was like saved up in my computer. So now you'll hear Lovino's view on this, so enjoy. Canada, the disclaimer if you may.
Canada: Chibi does not own Hetalia or the characters.
Yup, oh yeah and it's rated T for Lovino's colorful language.
Lovino Vargas.
A guy most people knew but disregarded. He was that loudmouth Italian who'd yell at his friend, Antonio. He seemed like an angry young man who hated the world and everyone in it for no reason.
But that was only half the truth.
The reason Lovino acted like this was because of his brother, Feliciano Vargas. Lovino envied him ever since they were kids. His brother was always favored more because he was more talented and had a wonderful personality. He could play virtually any instrument, paint beautiful masterpieces, keeps an eye on his money, clean, cook delicious meals and make anyone smile or laugh.
He, on the other hand, was known as the flawed child. He couldn't play any instrument or draw, let alone paint. He often spent money a lot. When he tried to clean, it often resulted in disaster as was the same with cooking. And no matter how much he tried, it was impossible to make friends due to his off-putting attitude.
"Why does he get all of the attention?" he asked himself.
He glared at his brother who was chatting animatedly with Kiku, Ludwig, Gilbert, Francis and Antonio. He felt a bit betrayed when he saw Antonio speaking with his brother as the Spaniard would always cling to him. He wished he was a social butterfly like Feliciano so that he'd gain their attention, but that would never happen.
So here he was sitting alone and far away from the others who were laughing at the younger Italian's over exaggerated gestures and cute faces. But Feli being Feli noticed his older brother sulking and looking in deep thought so he ran up to him.
"Fratello?" A voice interrupted Lovino's thoughts.
He looked up to see his brother regarding at him with that ditzy smile he'd grown to hate.
"Ve~ what are you doing? You look so lonely and sad…you should come chat with us~!" he announced, grabbing his hand and dragging him over to the group.
"Feliciano let me go! I do not want to chat with anyone so unhand me!" Lovino shouted trying to tear his arm from his bubbly brother's grip.
"Lovi, please come over here and stop being so sour~!" Antonio commented playfully.
The Italian frowned at the nickname his friend had loved to call him.
"I'm not sour, dammit! I just don't want to get near my idiot brother, potato bastards or that wine bastard…"
Feliciano pouted at the snarky remark.
"But big brother…it's so lonely being away from everyone. Aren't you?" he asked.
Lovino glared at his brother with an intensity that made the younger and everyone behind him wince.
"F-Fratello?" he questioned.
The man narrowed his eyes at the teen.
"Am I lonely? Am I fucking lonely? Did you just notice that, you damn brat?" he snapped, wrenching his arm from the clingy brother quite harshly.
Said brother stumbled back, staring at the other with shock and curiosity clear in his eyes.
"Of course you don't," Lovino retorted, "who the hell ever understands?"
Feliciano was beginning to grow worried and a bit scared.
"But…but Fratello, I just-"
"Shut up, you imbecile!" The older brother bit back, raising fist to hit the younger teen.
Antonio and the others decided to stop the argument before it escalated any further.
The Spaniard grabbed Lovino's arm to prevent him from causing any damage to the frightened Feliciano.
"Feli! Lovi! What's going on? Why are you two arguing?" Antonio asked.
The auburn haired man merely looked at his feet, clearly showing no sign of explaining what's wrong. So Antonio settled on staring at Lovino instead who was glaring at the ground.
"Lovi, what's wrong with you? Why'd you try to hit Feli?" He tried to touch the man's shoulder only for his hand to be slapped away.
"Don't touch me." The Italian said.
"Lovi, what's gotten over you? Why are you acting like this? I've never seen this upset."
Lovino just shook his head in disbelief.
"Are you that oblivious? That you didn't notice how depressed and upset I've been over the past few days?"
Antonio raised his eyebrows in surprise. He hadn't noticed that because he'd been spending most of his time either with Francis and Gilbert or Feliciano when he was cooking. He'd never taken the time to sit with Lovino and talk to him. Now he felt guilty for this and it was starting to show.
"I…I didn't…I mean…"
Lovino just frowned and returned his hateful gaze back to Feliciano.
"It's all your fault." he said bitterly.
The younger brother wanted to hug him, but it was obvious that it wouldn't solve anything.
"Whatever I did, I'm sorry…"
"Lovino, you need to calm down." Ludwig stated.
"Oui, you need to take a walk and clear your head. You're obviously not in your right mind." Francis said in agreement.
Kiku and Gilbert nodded their heads, not wanting to cause any further trouble.
A scowl crossed Lovino's face as he gazed at everyone before him.
'Always protecting my brother…' he thought.
"Fine, I'll leave. I'm tired of all of you anyways."
He began to walk away when Feliciano ran up and grabbed his arm.
"Fratello, I know you're mad. I'm sorry for whatever I did. But Lovino, please don't go." he begged.
Lovino hesitated for a bit, looking at his younger brother. He then proceeded to yank his arm out of Feliciano's hold once again.
"You'll never understand…"
He finally walked away from them.
Away from Feli and Toni.
And away from the loneliness of being neglected.
A/N: And here it is~! Hopefully it's as good as the first chapter. I had to fix up some stuff due to the typo's being atrocious and me being my own beta reader *grins*
Romano: So I'm beyond pissed in this?
Yes you are. And you almost hit Feli, you jerk!
Romano: I-It's not my fault! You made me!
I know, I just wanted to frame you for a second *laughs*
Romano: You are evil…
And you love it~! Anyways everybody, these two guys will meet in the next chapter and you'll find out their scheme…maybe. I may need some help with that so suggestions are very much welcome~!
