Tegan
Theres nothing I want more than to spend the rest of my days with her on an island with a nice house just for the two of us. Until I realised, we both had girlfriends. Sara is my soulmate and I know this in my heart. I have no idea what I'm going to do about Lindsey, we've been going out for 5 years. I'm not going to say I didn't build feelings for her after all these years, because I really have. It's not the same now but it doesn't mean it's not going to be hard. I chased her for years before I finally had her, if I couldn't have Sara I'd have Lindsey.
"Sara, what about Stacy and Lindsey?"
Sara's eyes go wide and panic strikes her face fast.
" I have no idea. There's nothing I want more than this with you, but I don't know."
And so reality kicks in to our brains and we're reminded of our lives, everything we've achieved and worked for. Are we both ready to give it all up? My heart says yes but my brain says not yet. I've always been told to follow my heart. I love that advice.
My love is in her voice, the way she laughs, her eyes, and the way she holds me. Nothing is going to stop me from having that any longer. I will do whatever I have to, leave my life behind fake my death and create a new identity. But only for her.
Sara might have a harder time coming to that mindset.
"Sara I will do anything for you. I want you to consider what we can have together now." I say with hope.
"I know, I just can't imagine what I'm going to do about her. She's going to be so hurt." a half-hearted murmur from Sara.
I can see that Sara's mind is going a million miles a minute trying to figure all this out.
Sara
My life has been turned on its head in a matter of days. I have the love of my life, my mom has disowned me, I'm leaving my career and I have to break up with my girlfriend. I mean none of it matters if I have Tegan for the rest of my life, it's not going to be the easiest thing by far, but I think it will be worth it in the end. I can see that I'm going to be the worrier in our situations.
"Tegan, you know I'm going back to New york soon, and I'm going to get things over as soon as I can and come straight back here to be with you." Hints of conviction in my voice.
She looks over at me with a strong eyes, hoping I'm telling the truth.
a few days later…
I'm now on my flight back to New york, planning out everything I'm going to say. The scenarios are running endlessly in my head. I don't think there's any possible way that this will go well.
I get through customs and see Stacy waiting for me, she runs to give me a hug and I mildly accept. She doesn't see a difference and gives me a huge smile.
" Hey baby." She says cheerfully.
" Stacy, we need to talk."
