Nya! And I'm back after taking my break! As I said this chapter is dedicated to ….

XOiHeartMiloOX!! -huggles you-

Without her I would've not been able to do this story (seriously)!! Thank you so much! I hold you to my heart forever on.

On with the fic!

What do you mean underage?

They had been on the road for maybe eight hours. It was pouring outside. Ritsuka yawned and rubbed his eyes. Yuiko was sleeping on his shoulder. Without any notice to this he stood up. She fell onto the seat. He walked up to the front. Soubi glanced at him "Ritsuka you should be asleep" he kept his eyes on the road. Soubi had said it in a cold tone. Ritsuka flattened his ears on his head. He sat next to Soubi and blushed at what he was about to say. He touched Soubi's hand "Um Soubi why don't we stop at a hotel? That way you could rest and I" he mumbled the rest. Soubi stared but just for a moment "I didn't catch the last part" he stopped at a red light. Ritsuka's blush deepened "Uh…I said and that way I could keep you warm" he looked away. Soubi stared 'And I'm the one leading you on?' he kissed his cheek. Ritsuka blushed "And then the other's could have their own rooms" he smiled. Soubi raised an eyebrow "And what about you? Where would you sleep?"he was looking forward to the answer. Ritsuka looked at him "With you of course! Where else would I sleep!?" he covered his mouth when he realized what he said.

Youji glared toward the front of the RV "Hey! Shuddup people are tryin ta sleep damn it!" he put his head back on Natsuo's. Ritsuka looked away "But only if you wouldn't mind that is" he looked back hopefully. Soubi crawled on top of him "No not at all" he kissed him softly. Ritsuka shut his eyes and kissed back gingerly. Soubi pulled away and graced Ritsuka with one of his rare smiles. Ritsuka smiled back and put his forehead against Soubi's. Ritsuka hesitantly licked Soubi's neck 'I don't care what happens anymore. I just want Soubi to love me' he shivered. Soubi wrapped his arms around him "Better?" he kissed his head. Ritsuka blushed "Yes thank you" he looked away. But of course fates a bitch and before anyone knew it there was a horrid crashing noise. The RV flipped in the air and landed upside down. A car flew through the side of the RV. Screams all around. People were panicking and running around.

Natsuo was screaming "Youji! Youji! Wake up!" he was shaking him. Soubi kneeled next to Ritsuka "Ritsuka!" he shook him. No response. Yuiko was looking around not quite taking in what had happened. Kio's arm was bleeding. Soubi picked Ritsuka up and found a way out. Natsuo's tears were mixing with Youji's blood. Natsuo shook him again "Please Youji don't leave me!" he laid on him. Yuiko helped Kio out. Soubi looked at her "Where are Natsuo and Youji?" he asked hastily. She blinked "I don't know!" she was crying. An explosion went off behind them. Ritsuka jolted up and instantly held his head. Soubi looked over and hugged him. Ritsuka felt the tears slip out "Soubi!" he held onto him tightly. Soubi kissed him on the head "Calm down" he began rubbing his back. Ritsuka looked him in the eyes "What happened?!" he had to scream over the noise. Soubi held him tightly "I don't know! It all happened to fast to see!" he kissed his cheek. Ritsuka smiled but then another explosion went off. Everyone flew into the air. More screaming could be heard. The cries of a baby were loud and clear.

Natsuo held onto Youji as the RV flipped over again. Youji sat up "Natsuo? What's going on?" he held onto Natsuo. Natsuo smiled "Some bitch decided to hit us…Thank god your all right" he held him tighter. Youji nodded and kissed him. Natsuo helped Youji walk out of the RV. Youji had broken his left leg. They walked over to Kio. Natsuo set Youji down easy. Flames were everywhere making the calm night sky look like a sea of hell. Soubi and Ritsuka ran over to them. Another explosion went off in front of them. Ritsuka coughed and looked around. Soubi was trapped under the piece of the truck. Ritsuka ran over "Soubi! Hold on I'll get you out!" he pushed on it. Soubi touched his cheek "Ritsuka…I lo…" his hand fell to the ground. Ritsuka's eyes filled with tears "Soubi! Soubi!? Damn it you can't leave me! You bastard!" he was pounding on Soubi's chest. Tears fell to the ground below them. Ritsuka held Soubi's hand "You liar…You said you loved me. Soubi!" he laid on him. Tears fell onto Soubi's chest "Now who's gonna take my ears?" he kissed his cheek. Then it all went black.

Natsuo and Youji were leaning over Ritsuka giggling. Youji leaned on Natsuo "Little Ritz-chan is quite the pervert ne?" he looked at Natsuo. Natsuo laughed "Yeah or he's a bitch" they started laughing. Ritsuka sat up when he heard his name. Youji and Natsuo backed up so he wouldn't hit them with his head. Soubi stopped the RV and stood up. Ritsuka blinked a few times and saw Soubi. He jolted up and ran over to Soubi, Ritsuka knocked Soubi to the ground by jumping on him. Soubi was shocked "Ritsuka is something wrong?" he patted his back. Ritsuka hid his face in his chest "Your okay…" he whispered. He clutched onto Soubi's shirt tightly. Soubi blinked not sure what was going on "Of course I am" he sat up. Ritsuka flatted his ears down "Then it was just a dream" he blushed and let go of Soubi. Natsuo and Youji were snickering while Kio was getting a little peeved. Ritsuka blushes even more when he realized he was still on Soubi's lap. He frowned 'But I don't wanna leave' he leaned on Soubi. Kio was scowling 'Why the hell does he love this kid there's nothing important about him' he glared.

Ritsuka looked up at Soubi "Soubi um…I want to tell you-" he was interrupted by Kio. Kio had broke a glass cup. Natsuo glared at him "Oh my god why are you such a fucking bitch!" he threw a shard of glass at him. Kio didn't move fast enough and got cut across his cheek. Soubi set Ritsuka down softly and walked over to Kio. Soubi wiped off Kio's cheek "You really shouldn't be so careless its annoying" he continued to wipe off his cheek. Kio was shocked he blushed slightly "R-right" he smiled. Natsuo looked shocked and Youji was trying to stop from laughing. Ritsuka stared his face covered in shock and grief. Soubi placed a bandage over Kio's cheek and kissed it. Natsuo covered his mouth "Ohmigawd, ohmigawd, ohmigawd" he was shaking his head. Youji blinked "Dude it feels like a fucking soap opera" he smirked. Natsuo hit him "Shut it!" he glared. Youji pouted "What it does" he crossed his arms.

Ritsuka's eyes were wide and filled with shock and hate. Soubi walked past him "We're at the hotel. Everyone get your stuff and lets go" he walked out. Yuiko sat up and yawned "Good morning everyone" she smiled. Kio smiled "Good morning" he got off and followed Soubi. Natsuo bit his lip "Ritsuka do you wa-" he was cut off as Ritsuka glared at him. He nodded and grabbed Youji. Ritsuka looked down so his bangs covered his face. Natsuo pulled Youji off the RV. Yuiko smiled and sat next to Ritsuka. She poked him "Ne Ritsuka-kun what's-" she felt lips on hers. Ritsuka pushed her to the ground 'Ugh this doesn't feel right…But if Soubi's forgotten about me then I'll just return the favor. Besides I knew he didn't really love me…' he pulled away from Yuiko. He smiled down at her "Yuiko how would you like to be my girlfriend?" he touched her cheek. She blushed "Of course Ritsuka-kun!" she hugged him. He tried to smile but he just couldn't.

Ritsuka walked into the hotel with his arm around Yuiko's shoulder. Soubi stared Ritsuka looked away. Kio latched onto Soubi's arm "Sou-chan can we share a room?" he smiled. Soubi patted his head "Sure" he got their key. Youji smirked "I get to share a room with Natsuo!" he wrapped his arms around him. Natsuo smiled "No shit" he kissed his cheek. Youji smirked and got their key. Ritsuka smiled down at Yuiko "Guess that leaves you and me" he got their key. Yuiko blushed 'I get to sleep in a bed with Ritsuka-kun!' she giggled. The three couples walked up the stairs to their rooms. Ritsuka and Kio glared at each other before entering their rooms. Around ten everyone decided they would go to a pub and eat.

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They all walked into the pub. Ritsuka and Kio glared at each other thinking the same thing,

'Gah the stupid little bastard'

Youji smiled widely "DRINKS ALL AROUND!!" he pumped his fist in the air. Natsuo smiled "HELL YEAH!!" he jumped on Youji knocking him to the ground. And there on the ground is where they started their make out session. The bartender's eye twitched "And just how old are you all?" he crossed his arms. Before anyone could say anything Youji piped up "We're all over the age of nineteen!" he smirked. The bartender shrugged and poured the drinks. In say about thirty minutes everyone was drunk except Soubi. I mean come on some one has to be responsible. (A/N EWWW!! Responsibility suckz XD) Soubi stared annoyed "Could this get any worse?" he shook his head. Youji jumped on the table "HEY!! Lisshin teh meh! Natsuo ish meh lovmer! And we maked shex!" he smiled. Natsuo stared and started laughing uncontrollable. He climbed on the table next to Youji "And Kipo ish a blotch!" he hugged Youji's leg. Youji laughed and threw his hands above his head.

Soubi stared "Never mind" he sighed embarrassed to know them. Ritsuka poked the bartender "Eh you

-hic- does gettin paid much?" he giggled. The bartender blinked "Excuse me?" he stared at him. Ritsuka sighed "You know-" he looked at his name tag "You know Al I ish the bested" he smiled. Al stared for a minute "Yeah…Good luck with that. Oh but how old are you?" he smiled. Ritsuka stared "I'ms fifteens" he stared at his hand. Al froze "I sold drinks to minors…I'm so fired" he began to cry. Ritsuka's eyes widened "Oh my god! My hand has ish lines on pits!!" he screamed. Soubi looked over mildly interested. Natsuo looked at his hand "Oh my gawd! Mine doeish too!" he screamed as well. Youji didn't look at his hand he just started screaming.

Yuiko was passed out on a table. Men were leering at her. Kio was off flirting with other drunk people. Soubi paid for the drinks with Kio's money. He was surprised when he got glomped to the ground. Ritsuka cuddled into his chest "Soubi!" he wrapped his legs around his waist. Soubi patted Ritsuka's head "Hello Ritsuka" he smiled. Ritsuka stared in awe "Soubi you look so sexy when you smile" he kissed his neck. Soubi was stunned "Ritsuka?" he looked at him. Ritsuka's cheeks were red from drinking. Ritsuka looked Soubi in the eyes "Soubi do you love -hic- the Kio?" he looked down and giggled. Soubi sighed 'What the hell he's drunk won't remember any way' "No Ritsuka I don't" he sat up. Ritsuka looked up "But joo always being nish to em" he looked into his eyes. Soubi stared "Yes because I finally realized that you just don't love me and it was time to move on. So maybe I can grow to love him" he smiled. Ritsuka shut his eyes and out came the tears. Soubi gasped softly and kissed away his tears.

Ritsuka sobbed on Soubi's chest. Natsuo stared at Youji "Why ish Ritzpa cryin?" he poked him. Youji shrugged and giggled for some reason unknown to us. Ritsuka began hitting Soubi's chest "But ish not -hic- fair!" he screamed. Soubi held him to his chest "What's not fair?" he kissed his head. Ritsuka sniffled "Joo said joo loved meh…" he snuggled into him. Soubi blinked "I do love you Ritsuka" he sighed. Ritsuka looked up those amethyst eyes looking so hurt "Then why do joo wanna forget bout meh?" he hiccupped. Soubi kissed his forehead "Not all of you, just the romantic part of you" he sighed. Ritsuka blinked "But why woulds you wanna does that?" he touched Soubi's face. Soubi looked into those eyes he had grown to love. Ritsuka leaned up "Sou..bi…" he shut his eyes. Soubi stared 'I shouldn't do this, I'll just get pushed away later…' he pushed Ritsuka away softly. Ritsuka blinked "But Soubi-" a finger was placed against his lips.

Ritsuka felt the tears prick the back of his eyes. Soubi sighed "Ritsuka listen-" he got smacked across the face. Soubi blinked a few times. Ritsuka stood and glared down at him "Why am I never goods enough for you!?" he ran out. Natsuo and Youji stared then looked at each other. Kio ran over and stared at Soubi. Kio sat down next to him "Soubi…" he touched his cheek. Soubi stood up and walked out. Soubi leaned against the wall of the pub 'What does he mean 'never good enough' ?' he frowned. He looked into the midnight sky. Its dark appearance giving no reply. He sighed 'Why the hell am I so screwed up?' he glared at the ground. Kio walked out and stood next to him. He smiled weakly at Soubi "Well now we know he doesn't love you" he looked at Soubi. Soubi froze 'He really doesn't does he?' he looked at Kio "Maybe, maybe your right" he smiled at Kio.But it was forced he knew him and Kio could never truly love each other.

Ritsuka tripped and fell on the ground. He hissed when his knee got split open. Blood slowly poured out of the wound. He rolled onto his back tears slowly falling onto the ground. He stared at the ground where his tears had stained it. Three men came over and smirked down at him. The second man spoke "Heh he still has his ears. Cute" he kneeled next to him. The other two kneeled down as well. Ritsuka shot up and ran down an ally. The men chased him laughing. Ritsuka jumped over some trashed cans cutting his leg. He hissed and he tripped over his own feet. When he fell a piece of glass slammed into his leg. He yelped out in pain. The men ran over to him and rolled him onto his stomach. He shivered and tears came pouring down. The man who spoke before tore off his shirt. Ritsuka closed his eyes tightly 'Here it comes. So long Soubi…'

Soubi opened his eyes he was just about to kiss Kio. Soubi ran off and waved to Kio over his shoulder. Kio glared "What the hell!? You fucking TEASE!!" he huffed and crossed his arms.

Ritsuka was pushing on their dirty hands "No! Don't touch me!" he felt his pants get torn off. They laughed one spoke "Don't worry we'll be nice" he rubbed Ritsuka's manhood. Ritsuka's eyes grew wide "No! Stop! Please!" he felt them touch his chest. The men just laughed even more. Ritsuka whimpered "Please…" he hid his face. The laughing stopped and so did all the touching. Ritsuka blinked he looked up his face streaked with tears. Soubi threw the last one into a pile of garbage. (A/N OMG his house O-) Ritsuka blinked tears still falling slowly. Soubi kneeled next to him and hugged him tightly. Ritsuka just sat there beyond shocked at the moment. Soubi looked him in the eyes harshly "You never run away like that again understood?" he softened his stare. Ritsuka nodded and hugged him back. Soubi kissed his head "Its okay now Ritsuka. Your safe" he kissed his tears away.

Ritsuka pulled away "Soubi -hic- I'm-I'm-I'm" Soubi kissed him. Ritsuka eyes grew in shock. Soubi pulled away "You have nothing to be sorry for Ritsuka" he once again graced Ritsuka with on of his smiles. Ritsuka smiled back "Soubi…I'm glad you're here" he laid his head on his chest. Soubi chuckled "Yes and I'm glad you're here My little Ritsuka" he kissed his cheek. Ritsuka shut his eyes "Soubi will you carry me back?" he knew it was a selfish thing to ask but he was just so tired. Soubi rubbed his back "Is that an order?" he smirked playfully. Ritsuka smiled "No. it's a request" he snuggled into him. Soubi chuckled "Request granted" he stood up and held Ritsuka bridal style. Ritsuka smiled "Thank you…For everything" he yawned. Soubi smiled down at him "Your welcome, Ritsuka" he kissed his forehead.

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Soubi opened the door to his and Kio's room. He shut it with his foot. Ritsuka woke up when he heard the door shut. He yawned and rubbed his eyes. Soubi set him down on the bed. Ritsuka curled up and smiled at Soubi. He smiled back and took of his shirt. Ritsuka blushed "Soubi! What are you doing!?" he looked away. Soubi chuckled (A/N he does that a lot lately OwO) "Ritsuka I'm just taking it off to go to sleep" he got in the bed. Ritsuka flushed more "Wait! Your sleeping here!?" he moved away. Soubi wrapped his arms around his waist "Of course I need to protect you" he kissed his head. Ritsuka blushed even more "Pervert you just want to-" he got cut off when lips were softly pressed against his.

Ritsuka kissed back shyly. Soubi pinned him onto the bed "Ritsuka, I love you" he pushed hair out of his face. Ritsuka blushed "Yes and maybe just maybe I love you too" he smiled. Soubi's eyes softened he put their foreheads together. Ritsuka looked at him 'Yes I could really possible love you' he touched his cheek. Soubi rolled off so they were laying next to each other. Ritsuka tangled their legs up and giggled when Soubi kissed his neck. Soubi hugged him tighter "Good night Ritsuka" he kissed his cheek. Ritsuka smiled "Good night Soubi" he kissed his lips gingerly. Soubi smiled and shut his eyes. Ritsuka shut his eyes 'Yes love…I want to stay like this if only for a moment' he smiled. The stars shined brightly in the sky.

O.O Well I'm not sure I could write this fluffy…So yeah sorry I didn't write what happened to the others in the pub, but I'm fucking tired!! -cries in corner- I worked so hard on this chapter! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH!! Review or I'll find you and burn your hands off w

Sorry it's the coffee talking…Yeah pwease review -grumbles sees you looking at me- O-O…