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It's the dead truth.

Show me, You can fight for…Us.

Ritsuka was walking back to Seimei and his apartment with the items he had brought. Soubi turned the corner and gasped when he saw him. Ritsuka looked at him, "Can I help you?" He turned to face him. Soubi frowned, "Ritsuka?" His bangs covered his ice blue eyes. Ritsuka cocked his head to the side, "Yes?" He took a step back. Soubi growled, "Do you know me?" He didn't move. Ritsuka furrowed his eyes brows, "No. Should I?" He stepped back again.

Soubi grit his teeth, "No." He turned and walked back the way he came. Ritsuka shrugged it off, but for some reason it felt like he had done something worse then terrible. He opened the door to Seimei's apartment. Arms immediately encircled him. Ritsuka giggled, "Hello to you to, Beloved." He spun around in his arms. Seimei smiled at him, "Call me Seimei." He kissed his neck.

Ritsuka flinched 'Only Soubi can kiss there.' Something in the back of his mind told him. A purple mist in his mind instantly pushed that thought away. Seimei licked right behind his ear. Ritsuka shivered, "Ah. Seimei let me put the groceries away first." He looked over at him. Seimei whined, but let him go. Ritsuka giggled and walked into the kitchen.

He opened the fridge and put them away. As soon as they were away Seimei embraced him again. Ritsuka giggled and hugged him back. Seimei tilted up his chin, "Ritsuka…" He leaned down. Ritsuka blushed, "Seimei…" He pulled him down by his head. Their lips met lightly, then passion began to seep into the kiss.

Seimei pressed Ritsuka's back against the kitchen wall. Ritsuka pulled away, "Nnn…Se-Seimei wait a minute." He felt fear creep up into his mind. Seimei growled against his neck, "What is it?" He pushed his knee between Ritsuka's legs. Ritsuka felt the fear increase, "Wa-wait. Maybe tomorrow night. I-I'm tired." He closed his legs. Seimei looked at him 'Like hell tomorrow night. I've waited too long for this. But we don't want to scare him, we can wait one more day, for him. That's true.' He sighed.

Seimei took his leg out from between Ritsuka's legs, "Yes of course. A lot has happened today." He smiled and pressed his forehead against Ritsuka's. Ritsuka smiled and pecked him on his lips. The fear disappeared from his body. He knew Seimei would never hurt him. Didn't he? He followed Seimei into the bedroom.

Warning: Okay for those of you who don't like incest then skip this next part. For you who just like smut please read darlings.

Seimei stripped off his shirt and walked into the connected bathroom. Ritsuka watched, "Seimei a man seemed to know me outside but then he said he didn't. Is he a friend of your's?" He laid down on the bed. Seimei laid over him, "No probably not. None of my friends live around here." Water dripped off his face onto Ritsuka's. The younger of the two shivered, he could feel his body heating up. Seimei smirked inwardly as he felt the heat from Ritsuka radiate.

Ritsuka blushed, "I guess we should be getting to bed, huh?" He squirmed which only succeeded in rubbing his bottom half against Seimei. Seimei smiled, "Yes we should, unless…" He grinded himself on Ritsuka. The smaller boy arched his back, "Ung…Yeah we should." Ritsuka didn't even believe his own words. Seimei kissed the pale column below him, "Hmm." He stripped Ritsuka of his shirt. Ritsuka blushed furiously 'This is wrong. Only Soubi. Only Soubi can.' His eyes glazed over.

Seimei lifted him by his sides and pushed him up the bed. Ritsuka blinked, "What are you-" A finger was placed on his lips. Seimei smiled at Ritsuka, "Don't worry we can make it your first time again." He placed one of his hands on Ritsuka's head and one on his lower back. Two black ears and a tail made their way out. Ritsuka gasped, "How did you-" Lips connected with his. He thoroughly nipped and licked at Ritsuka's lips.

Ritsuka flatted his ears and hesitantly opened his mouth. Seimei's tongue flew inside and wrapped around his own. Ritsuka sighed contently but the kiss only lasted for a short time. Seimei pulled around, "My, my your ready aren't you?" He chuckled. Ritsuka nodded, "Yes…" He pushed his chest against Seimei's creating delicious friction.

Seimei groaned it was as if he was already at his limit. How could this boy do this him? He had no idea nor did he care. Seimei trailed his tongue down Ritsuka's chest. Ritsuka shuddered, the man from earlier flashed before his eyes. Ritsuka's body sparked with immense heat. He arched up a silent moan never leaving his open lips.

Seimei smirked at the reaction and continued his way down. His hand found the hem of Ritsuka's pants and began undoing the zipper. Ritsuka's bangs shadowed his eyes, "No…" 'Only Soubi. Only Soubi.' It was hardly audible. Seimei undid the zipper and moved onto the button. The younger of the two froze, "No. Stop." 'That's right. Make him stop. Because only Soubi can see.' He felt so weak. Why?

Seimei placed butterfly kisses right below Ritsuka's navel. Ritsuka growled, "I said stop." 'No one else! Just Soubi! Only Soubi!' His nails grew in considerable size, along with his fangs. Seimei slipped his hand in Ritsuka's underwear. Something in the young boy snapped. Only Soubi must see. Only Soubi can touch. We can only love Soubi. Ritsuka snarled, Seimei stopped and glanced up. The young eared boy slashed his cheek open with his claws.

Seimei hissed, his hand flew to his cheek. Ritsuka snarled again, "Only Soubi may have this body." His once soft amethyst eyes were now a sharp and definite amethyst-rouge. Seimei stared in shock only one name came to his mind, "Loveless?" He feared this might happen. Loveless smirked at him, "Who the hell else?" He stood and began to put on his disregarded clothes. Seimei glared, "What are you doing? Your not supposed to take control of Ritsuka's body." He stood, fully healing his cheek.

Loveless growled at him, "You don't tell me what I can and cannot do, you sick bastard. I took control because that little punk doesn't know how to take care of himself. Not to mention the person he trusts most in this world is out to jump his bones." He directed a glare in Seimei's direction. Seimei smiled, "I'm just claiming what's mine." He crossed his arms. Loveless snarled and jumped at him. He sliced four claws down Seimei's left eye. Loveless sneered above him, "Don't you dare call this body yours Beloved." He spit into Seimei's hurt eye. The elder man clenched his teeth in pain.

Loveless stood, "I can't make that idiot boy come to his senses. He'll have to do it on his own. But if you ever try something sick like this again you won't get off with just a hurt eye. Even if he approach's you, by the way this spell you got on him won't last for long. Then what will you do?" The demonic like boy jumped onto the bed and laid down. He rolled onto his side and smirked at Seimei, "You can't win Beloved, no matter how hard you try." Cruel laughter rang from his throat, slowly it seemed to fade away. Seimei eyed the now resting body. He growled, "I will win just you wait Loveless. I'll prove you wrong and finally I can hurt Soubi in the greatest way." He smirked and walked into the sitting room. He sat down and rubbed his aching shoulder muscles. He sighed, "I could go for some tea." He smiled.

Some hours later Ritsuka awoke from his very odd dream. He stretched and yawned smiling. He glanced around the room, Seimei was nowhere in sight. He pouted but then smiled and hugged his tail. He was really starting to miss his ears and tail it was nice that Seimei gave them back.

Ritsuka climbed out the bed. I say climb because it was rather large. The young boy walked into the kitchen and began to make himself some breakfast. When he was done he took the food and sat down. His eyes looked to the window, "I wonder where Seimei could be?" He twitched his ears. Ritsuka was still too tired to go looking for Seimei just yet so the elder man would have to wait.

-Placement Switch-

Natsuo cuddled into Yoji's(AN: Okay since I started writing this I've been spelling Yoji's name wrong. So from this point on I will be spelling it correctly "Yoji") warm chest and breathed him in. Yoji put his hands in Natsuo's hair, "G'morning." He yawned. Natsuo smiled, "Yeah good-Holy shit!" He backed away from Yoji. Yoji opened his eyes, "Now wha-HOLY SHIT!" He jumped out the bed. Yoji ran to the other side and yanked Natsuo out from the bed.

They held onto each other, they stared at the bed, then at each other. Natsuo looked back at the bed, "Yoji…What the hell is going on?" He shuddered at the sight. Yoji shuddered next, "I dunno Natsuo. Maybe it's the sign of Jesus' second coming." He slid his hand down Natsuo's back. Natsuo gave him a lopsided smile, "Stupid you're not Christian or catholic." He shivered at the hand trailing up and down his back. Yoji put their foreheads together, "Yeah but I could join and stuff. Only if you join with me." He smiled. Natsuo smiled back, "No way in hell. But we can join Hitler's religion. It looked fun." He wrapped his fingers in Yoji's hair.

The sight that the were so concerned about was Soubi lying face down in their bed. Shirtless. And Drooling. Yes it is a sign of the Apocalypse. You should all pack your things and tell your families you love them. I am serious.( is bluffing)

Yoji yawned again, "Why is he in our bed? Its more than just creepy." He moved to lean on Natsuo. The eye patch clad boy shrugged, "Maybe he's dead." He leaned on Yoji. They stood there for quite some time before Yoji talked, "No way. He couldn't be, could he?" He looked at Natsuo with a frightened stare. Natsuo looked at Soubi, "Oh my god he could be couldn't he?" He smiled. His fetish for dead things roaring in the back of his mind. Yoji frowned, "Natsuo that's a bad thing. If he's dead how will we get back? And when we get back how will we get into his apartment? AND how will we explain him not being there if we do get into the apartment?" He stopped leaning on him and crossed his arms.

Natsuo shot a glare in his direction, "What's with you today Mom? God, just relax." He hopped onto the bed. Yoji flattened his ears, why on earth was Natsuo so stupid? Natsuo slowly began to crawl toward the motionless body. Yoji clenched his tail, "Natsuo get off before he wakes up!" He whispered hoarsely. Natsuo glared back, "Oh shove it. He's not dead. And why the hell are we whispering?" He continues in his journey to the middle of the bed. Yoji danced from one foot to another anxiety and paranoia getting to him.

If Soubi was dead, that meant he died of something. What if that something was virus or contagious disease? That would mean he gave it to him and Natsuo before he died. Yoji fell to his knees, "Oh God! We're gonna die! Take us to the happy place Hitler! Please!" He began to dry sob in hid hands. Natsuo looked back, "Idiot." He rolled his eyes.

Leisurely he lifted his hand to shake the body. When a sudden grumble slash growl made him jump off the bed and crouch next to Yoji. They both stared, the hair on their necks raised. Yoji swallowed the lump in his throat, making Natsuo jump. Natsuo glared, "Stop it!" He whispered harshly. Soubi's body sat up and held its head.

The two crouching boys let out the breaths of air they were holding. Soubi sighed, "What time is it?" His voice was crackly. Natsuo frowned, "What the fu-hell happened to you?" He decided to tone down his language it was too early to shout fuck everywhere. Soubi looked at them, "What time is it?" He repeated. They stayed quiet and crossed their arms.

Soubi sighed again, "I got a little wasted at that bar. Then came back to crash. I must've thought this was my room. What time is it?" He laid back down with his arm over his face. Yoji raised an eyebrow, "A little? Dude I can smell the alcohol on you from here." He stood up. Natsuo nodded, "It's 11:43 by the way." He stood up and cracked his back and shoulders. Yoji shuddered and glared at the burgundy haired boy. Natsuo smirked and walked out the room. Yoji skipped after the boy who held his heart.

Soubi watched them for a fleeting second, he sat up and got out the bed. Laying around was fun and all but he had more important things to do. The ice-blue eyed man put on his jacket, shoes, and walked out the room. Natsuo watched him leave, "Ne Yoji?" He trotted into the room the green haired boy was. Yoji looked up from his cereal, "Mmm?" He went back to eating. Natsuo leaned on the wall, "Do you- No never mind, its nothing." He turned and walked back into the bedroom.

Yoji lifted up his bowl and swallowed the rest of his cereal and jogged into the bedroom. Natsuo was leaning on the wall looking out the window. Yoji stood next to him, "We sure do lean a lot." He stated in a quiet voice. They both laughed and then it got silent again. Yoji sighed, "Listen Natsuo I'm your mate not a mind reader. So if somethin's bothering ya I can't help if you don't tell me. Sorry that sounded like something off of Lifetime." He offered a smile. Natsuo looked at him, "Yeah your right it did." A smile graced his porcelain face.

The smile faded, "Yoji its just, something doesn't feel right ya know?" He looked into the golden eyes that captivated him. Yoji's smile grew, "That's it? Well Natsuo a lot of things don't feel right in this world. Like child birth." He nuzzled Natsuo's neck lovingly. Natsuo pouted, "I'm serious. Something is definitely off." He pushed the head away from his neck. He crossed his arms and turned away from Yoji all together. Yoji groaned, "Natsuo I was being serious too. And I really do care about what you think. You not just some boy that I like to fuck and stuff. I mean I think our relationship is more than that." He was rubbing the back of his neck with a slight blush on his cheeks.

Natsuo turned to him slowly with shock evident on his face, "Yoji…" He hugged him around the neck. Yoji's blush worsened, "Yeah, yeah." He hugged him around the waist. Natsuo smiled into Yoji's shoulder, "Thanks Yoji. That's what I needed to hear. Oh, and sorry that this sounds like something off of Lifetime." He kissed the shoulder his face was buried in. Youji chuckled, "Its okay. Now we're even kay?" He kissed the soft hair in front of him. Natsuo smile softened 'Yeah we're even. Don't ever stop loving me, okay Yoji?' He held tighter onto the green haired boy.

The two stayed like that for some time before letting go. They walked into the kitchen and sat down. Silence fell over them like an awkward shroud. Yoji frowned, "What should we do now? And where the hell is Kio?" He laid his head on the table. Natsuo sighed and put his head in his palm, "I dunno. And I dunno, he's probably off being a whore or if we're lucky dead." He smiled. Yoji grinned, "If we're lucky." They both laughed and then it fell silent again.

Natsuo tapped his nails on his cheek 'What the fuck? Why are we acting like a couple virgins?' He glanced at Yoji. Yoji licked his lips 'Why are we acting like virgins? And why the hell is it so quiet?' He glanced up at Natsuo. Their eyes met briefly before they turned away, both boys blushing. Natsuo swallowed, "Hey Yoji?" He sat up straight. Yoji propped his head up on his arms, "Yeah?" He felt nervousness creep into him just a bit.

Natsuo blushed, "Is all we have in common sex?" He looked away from him. Yoji sat straight up, "No! We have our love!" He grabbed Natsuo by the shoulder's and kissed him forcefully. Natsuo's eye(AN I need to get that under control too, because you can only see one of his eyes, so "eye" not "eyes" Sorry about that) flew open and then fluttered closed. Natsuo climbed up onto the table and held both sides of Yoji's head. Yoji ran his tongue along Natsuo's bottom lip. Yoji smirked as he pulled away, "See what I mean?" He slid a hand up Natsuo's shirt.

Natsuo felt shiver's run down his spine, "Yeah I got it." He leaned in to kiss him again. Yoji's smirk grew as he pulled back, "No, no, no, Natsuo. We have to find Kio, remember?" He took his hands out Natsuo's shirt. Natsuo growled, "The hell with Kio! Let's doooo it!" He was whining now. Yoji's eye twitched, "Don't whine Natsuo its so…Whorish." He put on his jacket and tossed Natsuo his. Natsuo whimpered, "Screw whore's and Kio. Yoji its not right to tease and leave you douche bag." He reluctantly put on his jacket and got off the table.

Yoji rolled his eyes and walked out leaving the door open. Natsuo pouted as Yoji left, "Wait for me!" He zipped up his jacket. Natsuo slipped his shoes on and caught up to Yoji. Leaving the door open.

-Placement Switch-

Soubi leaned on the wall smoking his cigarette, "Any minute now." He checked his watch. Yuiko was with him and she was shivering. Soubi smiled, "Sorry Yuiko-chan. Do you want my coat?" He waited for her reaction. Yuiko blinked, "Hm? Oh no! That's okay, I'm not that cold." She continued to look forward. She bit her lip 'Where are you Ritsuka-kun? And will we ever be able to go on our date?' Her ears flattened against her head.

As if on cue Ritsuka walked out of the apartment building they were standing in front of. Yuiko immediately smiled, "Ritsuka-kun!" She ran over to him and hugged the boy. Ritsuka jumped, "AH! Yuiko you scared me!" He said laughing and hugged her. Soubi growled and walked over. Ritsuka looked up, "Soubi…" He loosened his grip on Yuiko. Soubi stared, "You remember me, Ritsuka?" His heart skipped a beat. Ritsuka smiled, "Oh so that's your name. I thought it might be. Sorry no I don't remember you, just that name. Its like its burned in my head or something." He turned to Yuiko.

Soubi's heart sank, "I see. We need to talk, Ritsuka." He put out his cigarette. Ritsuka eyed him, "Sure. Yuiko why don't you go wait in the park or something. I won't be long and I'll finally make it up to you." He kissed her cheek. Yuiko flushed, "Hai, hai! I'll wait in the ice-cream shop over there!" She waved and ran over to the ice-cream shop. Ritsuka smiled and waved, "Alright, lets go." His smile instantly disappeared and his face became emotionless. When it did Soubi felt guilt rack his heart, "Yes. This way." He turned and began walking.

They two walked until the came to a spot that looked like the place where they first met. Ritsuka sat down in one of the chairs, "Well what do you need to talk about, Soubi?" His voice was cold and harsh sounding when he said his name. Soubi frowned he longed to hear the warm and light voice he was accustomed to. The adult sighed, "Can you remember anything about me?" He didn't let his hope get the better of him this time. Ritsuka tapped his chin, "Hmm. No nothings coming to me. If this is all then its been a waste of time." He stood to leave.

Soubi felt like if he let him go now his world would shatter forever and he would never see the boy he loved again. Soubi stood and yanked Ritsuka into a kiss. Ritsuka's eyes flew open and for some unknown reason to him he wrapped his arms around the man. Soubi smiled into the kiss he pressed himself against the teenager. Ritsuka smiled into the kiss as well his hands reached up to tangle in the platinum blond hair. Leaves swirled around them in the autumn wind.

It ended to quickly for Ritsuka as the man pulled away. Soubi pressed their noses together, "I love you, Ritsuka. Remember that if anything." He let go of the boy. Ritsuka held onto him, "Who were you to me!?" He was feeling frantic and forced Soubi to look him in his eyes. Soubi smiled he pecked Ritsuka's lips then darted off. Ritsuka reached his hand out, "Soubi!" The only thing that answered his call was the wind.

Ritsuka furrowed his eyebrows and began walking toward the park. Who was that man? Why did he keep showing up? How does he know Seimei? And most importantly, who was he to me? These questions whirled through Ritsuka's mind at an alarming rate.

He walked over to Yuiko, "Hey Yuiko. So since I have to make it up to you, what do you wanna do?" He tried to smile, but failed. Yuiko didn't notice, "Yuiko want's to go drinking with Ritsuka!" She smiled brightly. Ritsuka sweat-dropped, "Aren't we underage? How about I just buy us some juice?" He grinned. Yuiko nodded at lightning speed. Ritsuka nodded back, just not as fast. He took her hand and began to walk toward the Café.

-Placement Switch-

Soubi doubled over a trashcan and hurled up his lunch. He wiped his mouth and began panting. He pushed the tears to the back of his mind. He had to be strong. He had to be strong for Ritsuka.

He glared and started walking, "What the hell would Seimei want with Ritsuka?" He frowned when thoughts assaulted his mind. The sad part was they were probably all true. He sighed and walked into a bar called 'Bad Luck'. He sat down at a table and rubbed his temples. "Sou-chan? You look terrible." The waiter said to him. Soubi looked up only to find Kio, "When did you get a job here and why?" He smiled. Kio grinned back, "I needed some money. I think it was that night you and Ritsuka ran out that other bar." He sat next to his friend.

Soubi sighed, "Its been a long two days." He laid his head down. Kio stared with sympathy, "Yeah." He began petting Soubi's hair. Soubi grunted at the touching of his hair. Kio just smiled and continued to pet him. People at the bar frowned at the waiter who dare not wait on them. That little prick.

Ritsuka was done with Yuiko and following that man's scent. He walked into the bar. As soon as he did all of his emotions turned to rage. He walked over to Soubi's table with a brisk step. He smacked Kio across his face and pulled Soubi toward him. Everyone stared in shock or slightly alarmed. Kio just sat there stunned.

Soubi looked at Ritsuka, "Ritsuka? What are you doing?" He stood up. Ritsuka glared daggers up at him, "Dammit Soubi I turn my back for like 5 seconds and you start fooling around! I can't trust you for my life!" He crossed his arms. Soubi's eyes widened, "You know who I am? And what we did?" His hope grew tenfold. Ritsuka rolled his eyes, "Oh no I don't. Of course I do! Why ere you hoping I'd forget, so you could run off with Kio!?" He huffed and punched Soubi's arm. Kio glared, "Hey why did you hit me if your mad at Sou-chan!?" He stood up finally recovering from the smack.

Ritsuka glared at him, "Because you hussy, I would never hit Soubi over hitting you. That should be obvious." He stuck his tongue out. Soubi pulled Ritsuka into his arms and held him tightly. Ritsuka blinked and then smiled, his arms wrapped around the tall man who was holding him. Kio glared, "Oh yeah Sou-chan just forget about the person who was helping you." He turned away from the scene. The doors to the bar opened.

Footsteps echoed and they stopped only a few feet away from the hugging lovers. Ritsuka looked up, his ears flatted onto his head and he held on to Soubi tighter. The person smiled, "My, my isn't this a touching moment? Looks like the spell I cast has been broken. I hope you know Soubi that doesn't mean I lose." Seimei's eyes sparked with possessiveness. Soubi turned and glared at him, "I know that more than anyone." He stood in front of Ritsuka. Kio just stared in confusion.

Ritsuka gripped the back of Soubi's shirt. He could feel uncertainty creep into his mind and body. He felt Soubi's back begin to rumble. Ritsuka's eyes grew 'He's growling. But its not like the playful stuff he does with me. Is he really gonna kill Seimei?' He shuddered. Kio frowned, "Will someone tell me what's going on here? Are you both fighting over the brat?" He crossed his arms. Both the adult men who were glaring at each other nodded.

Kio threw his hands into the air, "OH MY GOD! He's not even that cute!" He glared at the glaring men. They both shot him death glares then returned to glaring at each other. Natsuo and Yoji barreled in, "We made it!" They both proclaimed in unison. They stood and smirked at the scene in front of them. Ritsuka looked to the ground 'If I had been smart, then Soubi would've never been mixed up in this. Forgive me. I'll make this right for you, Soubi.' He looked up. Determination raged in his eyes he walked in front of Soubi. Everyone stared, Natsuo and Yoji sat on a table.

Ritsuka looked up at Seimei he spread his arms out in front of Soubi. Seimei raised an eyebrow but stood his ground. All eyes were on Ritsuka, including Soubi's. Ritsuka opened his mouth.

T.B.C.

Gah!Sorry again for the bad updating and then leaving you with a cliff hanger. I have no excuses this time, I'm just really lazy. Did anyone catch the reference I made of Gravitation? o u o If you did tell me in your reviews! I don't own Gravitation either xD

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