I dont own shugo chara! lol
AND SLOWLY SHE BECOMES DEATH:
chapter 6- irony
(outer pov)
Another day had passed. Ikuto was wondering where Amu was she wasn't at school, and he checked the garden . Utau and Kukai challenged each other over and over at singing, dancing, racing, eating, and anything else they could think off. Every single time it ended in a tie. Amu was still in the hospital. Her parents and the doctors continuously asked her why she would do this to herself. She had attempted to explain it wasn't her, when they snapped telling her she would be seeing a phycologist. She would be going twice a week, and if needed she would be staying at a home for disturbed teens. But on weekends only. The Hinamori couple just wanted to help their daughter they were scared and didn't know how to handle it. Also at least this way she would only be gone on weekends at most.
(Amu pov)
I was angry! Not at my parents or the doctors, no I was angry that I was cursed. I don't even know why I try anymore. Maybe if I was locked up in a mental hospital then maybe it be better. At this rate I was gonna go crazy anyway. So why not just let them lock me up .Ill call it a jump start on the crazy train. The hospital I was in waiting to be released from was actually kind of peaceful sure there were ghost, but the kind I don't mind the ones that just smile at you and carry on walking of. I had to wait till tomorrow to leave and go home. My parents had payed someone to re do my whole room. They even bought me a new lap top. It was nice but I knew they only did it due to the fact they felt bad. They blamed themselves probably, and they're scared ill hate them for this. My parents love me and I love them, but we are not very close at all. My father works almost all day and when he is home he locks himself in his study. My mother is home in the mornings before 7am and after 10 pm so I don't see her much. However I understood they worked for us to have a good life. If they knew me better they would have known I would never hate them.
(Time skip next day)
(Ikuto pov)
When I woke up my mom had already left for work, but not before she took the time to write a reminder. As if I could forget what today was its the whole reason we moved back here. Running my fingers through my hair while I crumpled the note up with my other hand. I made my way to my bathroom, smirked at my reflection, then open my medicine cabinet. I stared at the bottle of pills. Part of me said don't take it you're not crazy! I sighed , grabbed the bottle twisted the lid and popped one into my mouth. I hated this! I wasn't crazy... Well at least i didn't think I was. When I closed the medicine cabinet I nearly jumped. "Utau don't sneak up on me!" I yelled "I was just making sure..." she trailed of . " Making sure your "crazy" brother took his meds" I spat using air quotes as I said crazy. She looked down, and walked away without another word. I punched the wall leaving a dent in it. I didn't mean to take it out on her. I wanted to apologize, but she had already left for school. "Utau" i whispered she could be hyper and paranoid and at times annoying. But under all that she was a scared girl with abandonment issues. She and I had been all we had until we were adopted by Souko. I had promised to protect her with all I had. In the end Ive been hurting her all along. I knew she would forgive me, she would forgive me because she wouldn't want me to be sad or worried. For my sake. I wasn't going to school today, I had an appointment with the old shrink. How I hated seeing him. Nosy bastard that tries to get in my head. My anger grew and grew. Despite the pills that should prevent them from coming. Them as in the "supposed hallucinations" I heard them chuckling and felt their breath on the back of my neck. This was why me moved back. My phycologist suggested it. When my mom had called stating "the signs are coming back." I punched another hole in the wall. As my anger grew more of Them came. They have always been there. However they only came out when I was angry. Ignoring those pest, I went to take a shower. The hot water pounding down on my back calmed me. Soon enough the coldness, voices, and faces disappeared. I always thought they were ghost or spirits or whatever the hell you wanna call them. I still to some point believe their ghost , I don't feel crazy so whatever. "Then again no one else sees them" a doubting voice echoed in my mind. Turning the water of I stepped out and dried off. The pest were all gone at this point. I went downstairs as soon as I finished dressing. Grabbing a pop tart and the whole gallon of orange juice, I planted myself on the couch. Turning the TV on as I chugged down some orange juice. My mind really wasn't on the TV at all. If Amu knew I was "crazy" she wouldn't want to come near me. "Isn't that what you want?" My inner self inquired. No! yes! no! yes! I pulled at my hair "I don't know!" I yelled. Thank full for the fact no one was home. Picking up the jug of orange juice and chugging it down. I burped chuckling at the thought of what my mom would say if she saw me. I pictured my mom hitting me with her shoe, yelling "Ikuto Tsukiyomi! I did not raise you to be a lazy bastard go get a cup now!" Yep that's what would happen. I loved my mom, she had adopted me and Utau when I was six and Utau was 4. My real mother had committed suicide, a few weeks after my father had disappeared. I pushed those thoughts away. It didn't matter now me , Utau , and Souko are a family now.
(Amu pov)
I had woken up got ready for school only to remember what today was. I have been doing well in ignoring the ghost since I got home. I changed and went down stairs no one was home. What a shocker! note sarcasm. I looked in the fridge only to see a severed head. I have had it with ghost! I didn't bother reacting to it instead I grabbed the orange juice. I was about to pour it into my glass , but instead I shrugged and carried the gallon to the living room. Ha ha my parents would yell at me if they saw. "Amu Hinamori! we did not raise you like a wild beast! Be a proper young lady and grab a cup before i go and get a switch off a tree!" I laughed at the thought of this yep that was my parents for you. I frowned I had caused them so much trouble. I didn't mean too of course, but still. I ran my fingers through my hair, and sunk into the couch. Turning the TV on but not paying attention to it at all. I wonder what Ikuto would think if he knew. Wait! why the hell am I thinking about him at all. Frustrated I begin chewing at my lip till I tasted Iron and realized my lip was bleeding.
