I dont own shugo chara but i do own this wierd yellow spider i found. well not really ima let him go later just not in the house.
And slowly she becomes death:
CHAPTER 9- BREAKING HER
(outer pov)
The three of them sat there silently. Ikuto wondering how Amu could possibly relate to his "problem". He doubted it very much. Amu on the other hand was doubtful, yet curious. Maybe if he really does have the same problem then maybe he is seeing ghost also.
And if he sees ghost too then I wont be completely alone. Amu was thinking of ways to test her theory. Tsukasa Amakawa, the doctor was sitting there sipping tea and watching those two it when on like this for ten minutes. Before he jumped up stating he had to retrieve their files and he'd be back. The air was tense, he didnt really need their files he had read them twice and knew what it said.
(Ikuto pov)
Once Tsukasa shut the door I decided to ask Amu what had happened to her. "Amu... How did you get all those bruises?" I was certain it was abuse she had hand print shaped bruises around her neck. It was silent I glanced up thinking she was ignoring me but instead she seemed to be thinking.
"I did them" she replied but I could tell that was a lie. "you don't have to lie you couldn't have don't that to yourself " I stated smoothly , I hoped shed confide in me. "How would you know? Everyone says I did it to myself! That I was mentally unwell and did it without realizing it so who's to say I didn't."
After she said that I looked at her marks ,trying to figure out Why I had such strong doubt that she did it to herself. I looked at her arms then I trailed up to her neck. Standing up I went behind her chair and held her hair up. Noting that the hand shaped bruises looked as if she was grabbed from behind. She had gone tense when I had moved toward her.
I traced the bruises with my finger only to find they were ice cold like death. I felt the part of her neck that was unbruised to find it warm. Touching the cold bruised skin once more I went and knelt before her, taking her arms and examining them. I reached out to feel the bruise on her arm. Just as I was about to touch it she jerked her arm away , holding them close.
She turned away from me so I couldn't see her face. No not her face her emotions, she didnt want me to see what she was feeling. She wanted people to think she didn't care or have feelings. But why would she want that? " Maybe the same reason you dont let people near you" that voice that once again states what I dont wanna hear said.
That's when Tsukasa decided to show up. Amu still hadn't turned back around. I decided id talk to him after she left. There was no way she had done that to herself.
(Amu pov)
That was bad very bad! I let him touch me and I didn't totally hate it! I was freaking out in my mind. I even blushed, I had to turn away before he saw. Go away stupid redness! I don't even know him! Stupid stupid stupid gah! I wanted to rip my hair out and bang my head on a wall. "..u Amu!" someone yelled, turning I saw Tsukasa.
I stared at him dumbfounded. "y..es" I cleared my throat "yes" I said clearer. " I was asking you to tell me what happened that night, the night you hurt yourself and had to go to the hospital?" I stared at him, I didn't know what to say he wouldn't believe me if I told the truth.
I must have been inwardly arguing to long. "Amu I understand it must be hard for you, but I need to know what you thought you heard and saw, your version not the doctors I need to know so I can figure out what had triggered such a violent reaction out of you." Tsukasa said carefully. "I... well um... look OK nothing triggers it they have always been there taunting, mocking, and hurting me! But there all in my head right? so why should I tell you what happened that night "my version" doesn't matter what I say never matters and never will!"
Tsukasa stared at me and smiled. "Amu I didn't mean to make you angry, and I hope you learn that I do care what you say and that what you say does matter, I'm here to help you, if you're not ready to talk then that's fine but I'm here for when you are ready. Keeping it all in wont help you though it will end up hurting you worse." I was shocked when Tsukasa said that , I felt my eyes sting.
I wanted to let it all out i felt as if I needed to let it go or id go crazy! I felt my face and felt water. Tears, this is bad, not good not good at all I... I can't! I felt someone patting my back gently. Looking up through watery eyes I saw Ikuto. And that's all it took for me to let the tears flow freely I clung onto him as if id break if I didn't.
(Ikuto pov)
I knew Tsukasa was only doing his job. However seeing Amu about to break made me want to break his face. I glared at him as I patted her back, I wasn't sure what to do I wanted to comfort her but I didn't know how to. She looked up at me, I could tell she was trying to fight the tears back but they were escaping any way.
That's when she let them go. She surprised me when she grabbed onto me. At first I was too shocked to move. After a Few seconds I slipped my arms around her and held her tight. She felt frail and looked so scared I wanted to protect her.
That was the moment I decided I would try to help heal her. Even though I'm probably just as messed up. Who knows maybe me being so jacked up may come in handy. Unconsciously I pulled her closer and whispered "I'm here and I wont let you get hurt anymore."
I will have the next chapter up after I do dishes the evil dishes hope i come back alive! jk bout the evil part sort off...
