I DO NOT OWN SHUGO CHARA HOWEVER I AM THE OWNER OF THE PLOT AND MY WIERD MIND THAT SCARES SOME PEOPLE.
AND SLOWLY SHE BECOMES DEATH:
chapter 11: 59 times
(Amu pov)
I sat there if I was to say I wasn't interested that would be a humongous lie. Of course I would never admit that out loud. It seemed as if he himself was watching the memories of the beginning to his problems. His eyes were glazed over, and he had a look of reminiscence on his face.
I was on the edge of my seat, waiting and waiting why hadn't he started already. It was hard pretending I wasn't interested, especially when his silence was making me more interested. "Well...I suppose they were always there from the beginning only they didn't show themselves. That is until that day, before that day I felt as if I was being watched even when there was nothing there. Well I had believed there was nothing there."
He still had glazed over eyes as he spoke. But what really got me was the fact that what he said was scary. Not because I was scared of scary stories, hell my life was one, the thing that scared me was the fact that I knew that feeling however there was something there and it was death. Like a raven watching that was death a raven or vulture siting on the back of my neck making sure I was aware it was watching.
However as of lately it took pleasure in digging its talons in and pecking at me. There was once a time long ago that they would just watch. Making sure I knew they were there. Then came the teasing, then taunting, and then harming.
"it was when I was 6 that the change happened, my...my father had left he had abandoned his two kids and wife. I was so angry he had promised me promised my family he would love us and we would always be together. I ran to my room screaming for him to come back although he was gone already I still screamed. I felt my anger grow and I had started breaking things."
" I suppose that's when I had heard them laughing I turned to see them they were laughing, it made my anger grow more and more and as it did they became louder and more clear. I could feel their cold touch on me, pretty soon I was so angry they were able to throw things against the wall. After I had calmed down they left I told my mother and she thought it was a lie. Everything was calm for a while, I still was sad about my dad but I thought maybe he'd comeback."
" I tried to think that way as much as I could, that is until the day I had found out my mother had killed her self she to had left and me and Utau were alone. I got angry and once again they had showed up. This continued for years, that is until last year. They had gone away well not really but I learned to control my temper."
" However lately Ive been getting angry for no reason and its hard to control even with the exercises. Which is why we moved back here so I could continue my sessions with you old doc." He smirked as he said that, but I could see the betrayed look in his eyes as he mentioned his past. he looked over at me, I had given up on hiding the fact I was listening after he had started his story.
I stared back and for once I didn't try to hide my emotions. He seemed surprised, surprised I showed a look of understanding. He probably felt all alone. But the question is does he know? or does he think hes crazy? I wanted to know I had to test my idea, otherwise it wouldn't end well if he was just hallucinating.
"Amu we have twenty more minutes so would you like to tell us anything" Tsukasa asked me, I stared at him looking bored. He nodded but his eyes showed no surprise so I guess he knew the answer all along. "Well then can you at least nod yes or no if I were to ask you some questions." I thought for a second then nodded.
"OK, lets see... have you seen heard or felt anything out of the ordinary since you have been out of the hospital. I stared at him and shook my head a lie. wether he bought it or not he let it go at that.
(Ikuto pov)
I looked over at Amu and saw her shake her head. Immediately I knew she was lying. I don't know how I did, I just knew. Her poker face was perfect giving nothing away and it seemed to have fooled Tsukasa. "That's good, now id like to know was this the first time you have been hurt due to your issue?"
I glanced to Amu as he asked. She didn't move for a minute then she shook her head no. Tsukasa wrote that down in her file. "one last question, Amu this one requires an answer other than head gestures OK?" she nodded at this, and I looked toward Tsukasa.
I was curious to know what he would ask her. " How many times have you gotten hurt in relation to this issue and was this the worst the attack that happened recently?" she looked at him then said, "That was three questions Tsukasa." He looked at her apologized then told her to answer please.
I noticed she was uncomfortable answering. Not that her body language gave that off, I just could tell somehow. " About 59 times. As for was this the worst no, but you already know that don't you, after all you have my medical history. So why you would ask such a stupid question confuses me. But if you want me too answer seriously then fine no it isn't the worst time was when I was impaled by nails."
At this I stared at her shocked and horrified. What the hell! Impaled by nails, injured 59 times, and blamed for it all. I couldn't believe this, why couldn't anyone see that someone had obviously been harming her. Maybe her father had made her lie to cover up the fact he was abusing her, or maybe her mother.
Whoever it was is one sick twisted bastard! I looked at Tsukasa who only nodded in agreement. He wrote what she had said down, glanced at the clock and told us we could leave early. Amu immediately jumped up and left, I followed her wanting to know if what she had said in there was true.
Catching up to her I grabbed her and pinned her against the wall my arms on either side of her head. "Is what you said in there just now true?" She looked at me and nodded then she tried to push past me. But I stood firm I wanted to know who had really done this to her.
"Amu I know there is no way in hell you did that to yourself" I said pointing to her neck. "So who is it that really did that?" Her look hardened as she glared, again she tried to get past me, only to fail again. "They the ones who wont leave me alone did it!" She yelled.
Her eyes were watery and a tear had managed to escape. I was about to wipe it away when I felt a sharp pain in my crotch that caused me to double over. She had kicked, hard in the one place that should never be kicked. I turned to look at her but she had already fled.
Fuck! My mind yelled what the fuck! OK I admit maybe that was a bit stupid forcing her to answer and blocking her from leaving. When the pain had left enough for me to move, I made my way to my car grunting at the soreness. I started my car and headed home, I needed an ice pack.
At least I had some chocolate covered strawberries at home, It was one thing to look forward to. By the time I got home the pain was gone. Grateful it had finally left I opened the fridge. Only to be met with an empty spot where my second favorite treat was.
I went crazy searching for them like a drowning man would search for a way to breath. By the time I had emptied the fridge I had found nothing! Not one chocolate covered strawberry. I put everything back and ran up to the suspects room.
There I found a horrible sight. I wanted to scream, I don't give a damn if it sounds girly to say that. I was horrified and disgusted. There lay Utau with a dreamy look in her eye, but the horrible part was there was the empty pack of chocolate covered strawberries.
She had chocolate around her mouth and in her hand was the last of the stolen treat half eaten. Noooo! This can't be happening. Why me why? She of all people know what happens when someone takes something I love. She popped the rest into her mouth, and that's when I lost it.
I WOULD HAVE UPDATED EARLIER OR YESTERDAY HAD I NOT BEEN HAVING TO RUN EVERYWHERE. I PERSONALLY AM NOT TO SURE ABOUT THIS CHAPTER. I ALSO FEEL THAT IM ADDING TO MUCH RANDOM THINGS HOWEVER THIS WAS MENT TO BE OF A MORE SERIOUS STORY BUT I GUESS ITS ALRIGHT O WELL ILL JUST IMPROVE THE NEXT CHAPTERS :D
