So I said I wasn't sure if Calzona was endgame or not in the beginning because I hadn't decided yet. I wanted Callie to move on but I wanted Calzona too so I was stuck. Oh but as soon as Arizona text'd Leah for a booty call I knew they were most definitely NOT endgame in my story. So if you don't wish to see that, this is where you stop reading.

Charlee, I think I'm gonna start switching POV's next chapter so you will get a lot of info about Savvy then.

Angie Harmon=Savvy

Sorry that it took so long but I had a death in the family so my mind has been everywhere and a third but, it's finally here. I hope it's okay.. Jouir De !


The first time I cooked for Savvy it was on one of the nights Sofia was with Arizona. We waited until I didn't have Sofia to do dinner, dessert, and a movie again and I went easy on Savvy with the questions after what happened the first night. I chose the safest and most superficial things to ask her and even though it didn't get me her deepest darkest secrets, I learned more about her, which is all I want to do, know everything about her, even the seemingly meaningless stuff. I think I'm starting to like Savvy too. I find myself checking my phone all the time to see if she called or text'd. Whenever I have a spare minute I shoot her a text or send her a picture just to let her know I'm thinking about her and can't wait to see her. Before, I wouldn't care about how I looked or what I wore when we first met and started hanging out, but now, I try to look nice if I know we're gonna see each other because I want to impress her, get her attention. So yea, I'd say I was in like with Savannah Holmes and I know she likes me too. I see the way she looks at me when she thinks I'm not paying attention. I feel her watching me when I "fall asleep" in her arms on whatever movie she had us watching that night. I feel her fingers trailing over my face. Tracing my cheeks, my eyebrows, my lips. She thinks I be asleep but I don't be and I find myself wishing she would make a move so I don't have to since it would be frowned upon since I'm technically still married. And thinking about the fact that I'm still married makes me feel bad that I am enjoying Savvy's attention when I love Arizona, but it is in those moments when I open my eyes to find Savvy watching me sleep that I feel she could never hurt me the way Arizona has and I don't feel bad anymore. I feel, good... happy. I'm pulled out of my thoughts by my pager going off. Summoning me to my nurses' station.

When I round the corner and the nurses' station comes into view the first thing I see is a familiar thick unruly dark mane of hair on the head of a certain detective. I can't stop the smile that crosses my face as I get closer to Savvy, completely forgetting that I came here for a reason other than to see her. I sneak up behind her and cover her eyes with both hands.

"When exactly are you gonna grow up Callie?" comes Savvy's raspy greeting.

I pout a little that she got it on the first try and I didn't get to play with her for a minute. Savvy turns pulls my hands away from her eyes and turns to face me, not letting go of my hands. My pout turns into a smile, just the sight of her making my day better. "How'd you know it was me?" I ask, aware that Savvy hasn't let go of my hands and try to tone down my smile a bit but fail.

She returns my smile, making me forget about a time when we first met that I didn't think she even knew how to smile, and says, "Besides the fact that no one here knows me well enough to touch me and I'm the one who had you paged? I smelled you as soon as you turned the corner."

"Oh really? And how do I smell?" I ask, and instantly regret it, thinking I just opened myself up for her to make fun of me. But she doesn't. She bends down and buries her nose into my neck and breathes me in. I'm vaguely aware that we are in public and I can see how this may look to anyone walking by but I can't bring myself to care as her lavender-scented shampoo filters into my nose and I subconsciously lean closer to get a better whiff. When she's got her smell she pulls back and so do I, snapping out of whatever that was before I hear her say, "Like Daisy." She smirks when I quirk an eyebrow at her. "Don't look so surprised Callie. We've been around each other long enough to know your favorite perfume and though I don't really wear perfume I do know a few fragrances when I smell them."

I try not to give away how her noticing something about me makes me all fuzzy on the inside and change the subject. "So you paged? I didn't know we were meeting for lunch today." I say a little confused since I thought I was cooking again tonight, Sofia's last night with her Momma, and we don't usually do both lunch and dinner.

"That's because we aren't, or well I guess since I'm here we can but that's not why I had you paged. I came to let you take these stitches out of my side real quick."

"Finally." I say and start to walk us to an exam room. I've tried to get her to let me remove them since day ten of them being in there, which was five days ago by the way, to prevent chance of infection but she kept brushing me off every day saying another day wouldn't hurt, like she's the doctor. I don't bother to close the door because we won't be here long. "Go ahead and lift up your shirt for me please," I ask my 'patient', automatically going into doctor mode and pull on some gloves. I lay out what I'll need to clean, cut, and pull out her stitches on a rolling table and go to sit when I see that Savvy has opted to remove her shirt instead of lifting it, again. I go to close the door since she wants to sit in here half naked. "You are something else, you know that?" I ask while I clean the area with an antiseptic.

"Why do you say that?"

"No reason," I say, and cut the first knot and start removing her stitches.

"You obviously had a reason or you wouldn't have said it Callie.."

"It's just..." I try to find a more subtle way to say that she has made me realize I haven't had sex in like three months and I can't tell if it's because I want her or I'm just horny. "You're just... you confuse me sometimes is all."

"Confuse you how?" she asks and I look up from my task and into her eyes to see her looking at me like she really needs me to say what I'm trying not to say.

I put down the forceps and surgical scissors to really focus on what it is I'm trying to say, "It's just the things you do sometimes, just drives me crazy. I mean look at you right now, sitting here with your boobs all out. And you've said some naughty things to me when it's just us," I blush just thinking about some of the sideways comments she's made to me. "We cuddle on the couch after dinner and don't think I don't know about you watching me and caressing my lips when you think I'm sleeping... We're basically dating without calling it that but you haven't tried anything yet and it makes me wonder if maybe I'm reading this wrong or-" I'm not able to finish my train of thought because the softest lips I have ever felt captured mine. Without telling myself to I kiss her back. She pulls back to see if I'm okay with this and I definitely am so I lean in hoping she will follow. As soon as our lips met again, I melted. I couldn't stop the emotions that came crashing into me and I feel tears start to sting my eyes. I squeeze my eyelids tighter in an effort to keep the tears at bay but a few slipped out and spilled on to my cheeks and it just makes me pull Savvy by the back of her neck in harder to my lips.

Savvy must have felt my tears and she tries to pull back but I keep my grip on the back of her neck, holding her and her lips hostage. I feel a strong hand make its way to my messy ponytail and she pulls me back by it a little to look at me but I can't look at her. She sees that I'm not gonna look up at her on my own volition and hooks a finger under my chin, forcing me to look at her. "Talk to me," she says softly.

"I'm scared..." I admit, my confession punctuated by a tear sliding down my cheek, I finish taking out the last two stitches and hand Savvy back her shirt, I can't have a serious conversation with her with her boobs out like that.

When she gets her shirt back on the look she gives me is so intense I can't hold her gaze and look away. "What are you scared of?" I don't know, I just am.

"I'm just scared.. I'm scared to admit that I like you, that I can even see myself falling in love with you one day. I'm scared that I can love you because everyone I love either cheats on me or dies. I'm scared that I'm not scared anymore that my marriage is over... I'm just scared." I say and drop her gaze again. She grabs my face with one hand and pulls me in to her lips. I can't help but sigh against her lips, her kisses just melt me. And evidently makes me cry, I notice, as a lone tear slips my grip. We stay like this for a minute, Savvy comforting me with her lips, me being all emotional and needy, before the kiss ends.

Savvy pulls back a little but still holds my face when she speaks, "It's okay that you're scared, I'm scared too." she says and I hang on to her every word. "I never made a move because you were someone else's, you still are by the way, and I'm scared that one day you'll wake up and want to go back to her. Not just because I want you for myself but also because you deserve so much more than her. I'm scared because you're the first woman I've even seen or given a second thought since Lisa and when I saw you that night at Berny's, sitting alone at the bar looking miserable, I just had to come talk to you.. So it's okay to be scared Callie."

"I'm just afraid to do this and have you and need you just for you to leave me." I say in a voice that sounds about as big as Sofia's, but I can't help it. I've been hurt too many times so it's allowed. I'm vulnerable dammit.

"Hey, this is new, and your hurt, our hurts, are still very much fresh, so we will go slow. We both need slow, but I can tell you that I'm not going anywhere.. Not if I can help it." Savvy tells me, and I want to believe her, I do believe her, actually. Kind of. Maybe not..

"...Tell that to my heart." I say with a humorless chuckle that sounds anything but.

Still holding my face, "I'll show you.. You're stuck with me." she says and pulls me to her chest and I just try to soak up all of her strength and warmth, hoping it'll calm me down. "Besides, if I leave, who am I gonna get to cook for me like you do? I'll starve." Savvy says and it makes me smile. Classic Savvy, she can't handle too much seriousness so she tries to be funny, and I appreciate it. Just as I'm about to come up with a good response for her her phone rings.

"It's work," she tells me and answers it. I try to give her some privacy for her call, well as much privacy you can give a person in close quarters with you, and clean up everything I used to take out her stitches. By the time I have the room back the way I found it she's done with her call.

"So.. lunch?" I ask.

"I'd love to but I can't, duty calls.." she says as she waves her phone a little. I try not to let my disappointment show because I'm still a little needy right now and don't want her to leave. But I was never good at hiding my emotions and she sees it anyway. "I know, I don't want to leave either. Bright side?" she asks and I nod. "I'll see you again tonight. We're still on right?"

"If you mean am I still cooking for you then yeah, we're still on." I answer as we exit the exam room.

She smiles brightly at me, or at the prospect of food I don't know but either way I can't help but mirror it as she leans in and gives me a sweet kiss. "You are so good to me." she says and I laugh at her and start walking her to the lobby, unaware of the sad blue eyes that have been on us since we walked out of the exam room.


After Savvy left the hospital my day was pretty boring. No traumas or cool surgeries came in so I busied myself with paperwork. Then when that got boring I worked on my research a little and before I knew it I was free to go home. Just like I always do when I don't have her for the night, I go see Sofia in daycare for a little while before I kiss and hug her goodnight and make my way home. I get home, shower and start cooking so I can maybe squeeze in a nap before Savvy gets here. I've been having a taste for Baked Ziti so that's what I'm gonna make for Savvy and I. I make our dinner in a little over an hour leaving me an hour nap. I'm woken up by a really wet tongue swiping across my face. "What the f.." I start to snap on whoever just woke me up like that only to see a smiling detective looking down at me and a, I'm not sure what kind of dog this is but it's a dog.. In my apartment.. And he's gotta go. "Umm, friend of yours?" I ask the still amused brunette.

"Something like that." she says.

"I thought cops had German Shepards not, what is that?" I've seen so many of them but my still sleep clouded mind just can't name it.

"Okay one, not a cop, I'm a detective, and two this isn't a work dog he's mine. He's a beagle, named Snoopy.. Funny right?" she asks as she makes herself at home, taking her jacket, boots, and everything on her hip off and plops down on the couch next to me which is where I took my nap.

"A better question is what is he doing here and when is he leaving? And how did you two even get in here?"

"I knocked but you didn't answer so I just tried the door and it was unlocked. You really shouldn't leave your door unlocked like that, no telling who would just walk on in." Oh I have a little idea. "And do be like that to Snoopy, he was Lisa's and I not to keep him cooped up in that house with no one there and I've kinda been neglecting him coming over here and all so I thought I'd bring him with me. You're not allergic are you?" she asks.

"If I say yes will you take him back home?" I'm not allergic though, I just don't like dogs all that much, but I can't kick out her dead wife's dog for no good reason, that's just heartless.

"Only if you really want me to."

Ugh, "Fine he can stay, but if he pisses or shits in my apartment you and him are getting thrown out." and she's smiling, like it's a game. "I'm not playing Savvy."

She raises her hands in surrender "I hear you. Now give me these." she says and captures my lips with hers. She's getting a little too comfortable just kissing me out of nowhere but I don't mind at all and just like earlier I melt right into her. She wraps her arm around my shoulders and I rest my head on hers, never breaking our kiss. I feel her tongue swipe my lip, trying to get into the mix and I let it in. A moan comes from one of us when our tongues meet but there's no telling who it came from. Savvy's a really good kisser. After a few minutes of our lips, tongues, teeth, and mouths getting acquainted the kiss comes to a slow end. "Hey." she says to me like she just got here with a smile on her face. Something I've been seeing a lot lately and I hope I'm responsible for it.

"Hii." I say all dreamy like, still on cloud 9 from our kiss. This is bad. If she makes me swoon with just a kiss then I can't imagine when we.. stop Callie, too soon. "Are you hungry?" I ask.

She chuckles a little at my question, "Do you even need to ask? When am I not hungry?" My reply is cut off by a knocking at the front door. I look at her questioningly as if she could tell me who's knocking at my door then get up to answer it.

I open the door to see Arizona holding a sleepy looking Sofia already in her pjs. She doesn't give me a chance to ask her what's going on before she starts talking. "I know it's my night with Sofia but something happened with Karev and he was suppose to be on call tonight so he asked if I could cover for him. I figured since you are already off I'd just bring her here instead of to the hospital with me." That's when I see her eyes look behind me and I know she sees Savvy but if she doesn't ask I'm not telling. "Unless you're busy entertaining your guest," she says in a bitter voice.

But I don't have time to entertain Arizona and her foolishness tonight, especially not in front of Sofia and Savvy so I just take Sofia from her arms and say "I'm never too busy for my daughter Arizona, a call or a text would have been nice though." and close the door, cutting off anything she had to say.

My daughter, who would have been knocked out as soon as her head hit her pillow, lights up when she sees Snoopy run up to us wagging his tail and I know it's gonna be a pain getting her to sleep with this dog here. "Mommy look! A dog!" My daughter tells me, like I can't see the dog following us to the couch. "Is she mine?!"

"No baby, he's Mommy's friend dog. Can you say hi to Mommy's friend Savvy for me?" I lean in and whisper to my baby, "She may let you play with him if you say hi really nice." Sofia is not the most friendly child and I don't want people to think I have a rude daughter but she will ignore the mess out of you if she doesn't know you so I have to trick her sometimes into speaking.

"Hi Mommy's frwend. Can I play with her?"

"He baby." I correct Sofia again.

"Hi Sofia, of course you can Sweetie." Savvy says in a semi choked voice and I wonder what that's all about. I hope she doesn't have a problem with Sofia because that is a very real deal breaker for me. I'll have to remember to ask her about that later. Sofia gets off my lap and starts to pet and love on Snoopy. I sit back and watch her, already preparing myself for her melt down when he leaves and dreading her nagging me for one just like him tomorrow. I look over to Savvy and see a pained look in her eyes while she watches Sofia with Snoopy. Okay, really, what is that about?

"Are you okay?" I whisper to Savvy.

She jumps a little, like I spooked her from a daydream or something, "What? Oh, yea I'm fine."

"Mommy I love him! Wus his name?"

"Snoopy sweetie."

"Like on tb, that Snoopy?"

"TV, and yes just like him." My daughters done talking to me and goes back to rubbing the dog softly, like she's scared to break him. I look back to Savvy and see her eyes glazed over again, like she's in another time. "Are you sure you're okay? If you don't wanna do dinner anymore then I understand."

She shakes herself out of her memory and says "I'm good, I'm just gonna go take him for a walk and I'll be ready to eat when I get back. Unless you want me to go to so you can be with your kid."

"She's completely forgotten about me over there. So hurry back, I'm hungry too." I say.

She gets up and grabs the leash she set on the end table and as soon as Snoopy sees his leash he bolts out of Sofia's lap and runs to his owner. The look on Sofia's face when Snoopy left her would've been comical if I didn't think she would burst into tears soon. Savvy must see this too and walks over to Sofia and whispers something in her ear while looking at me. The next second Sofia is in my lap with the puppy dog face Snoopy must have just taught her asking if she can go walk Snoopy with Savvy. I'm such a pushover when my daughter pokes out her bottom lip like that which is why I'm outside walking the block of my apartment with them. I trust Savvy but that's my daughter and I wasn't about to let her go out at night without me.

"Can I hold it?" Sofia asks Savvy, pointing to the leash.

"Only if you hold it really tight with both hands okay?" I hear Savvy say and hand over the leash, pulling it to see if Sofia had a good grip. This all makes me feel like she's done this before and I wonder what it is about her and kids. Snoopy pulls Sofia a little faster but she holds on nicely.

"Mommy you see me ?!" she asks from about five feet ahead of us.

"Yea baby I see you! Slow down a little okay." I see her nod but Snoopy still is able to pull her a little faster than I would like. "You know she's never gonna let you take that dog away from her right? You're gonna have to wait till she goes asleep to leave tonight, I don't want you to see her throw a tantrum on your first time meeting her." I say looking over to Savvy. I see her give me a forced smile and it's not making my crazy theory that she has a problem with Sofia any less crazy. "Do you have a problem with Sofia Savvy?" I blurt out, trying not to make it sound harsh but it does.

She snaps her head in my direction with a incredulous look on her face, "Of course not. Why would you ask me that?"

"Because-" I'm cut off by my daughter's voice.

"SNOOPY WAIT!" And the next couple of seconds happen all too fast. I see Snoopy taking off after a cat and Sofia taking off after Snoopy getting dangerously close to the road.

"SOFIA STOP ! SOFIA! Get out of the road Sofia!" I heard myself yelling while taking off after my daughter while she bends down to grab the dog that has sat down in the middle of the road panting, but I'm not fast enough and a car comes flying around the corner out of nowhere and hits my daughter once she turns around and sends her with Snoopy still clutched in her arms flying into the air.. Oh God, "NOOO!"


AN: On a scale of one to ten, how mad will y'all be if I killed off little Miss Sofia?

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