Yet again, I own nothing :(


I'm woken up by mum screaming that I'm late.

I look at my alarm clock and for once she wasn't lying. I am in fact late.

It was 7:40, I had less than 20 minutes to get ready and get to the chip shop.

Okay. Plan of action.

I sling my clothes and underwear into the bathroom. Get undressed quickly and sit down on the loo, morning piss - check. I pull my underwear on and my jeans, slip my bra on and the flimsy top, and quickly brush my teeth.

My hair isn't a birds nest, sweet.
Face is spot free, even better.
Just need the boots and a jacket, and 10 minutes to spare.

I pull the boots on while coming down the stairs and almost fall head first down the bastards.

"You're late" mum shouts from the car.

"I see that" I shout as I chuck my bag over my shoulder and hold my black jacket in my hands.

We are in the car and on the way. 5 minutes to spare.

We get to the chip shop at 8:02.
Everyone's already here, and they all get ready to welcome me as they see me stepping out the car.

"Rae!" Chloe totters over.

"Your top is almost see through" she whispers.

"I know that's why I have this" I hold the jacket up and make her hold my bag while I put it on.

"Better?" She nods and passes me my bag.

"Got you a brew" Finn passes me the disposable cup of coffee, and then we walk. It's like the first day all over again.

Chop leaves us at the gates, Izzy runs off with Chloe after saying they'll find me at break, and Finn smiles, grabbing my hand and leads me through the door into the college, just like the first day.

Except no one is laughing.

People are staring, but they're smiling, why.

"Umm... Finn..." I start but he knows what I'm going to say.

"It's because you look amazing" he mumbles and smiles to himself, eyes on the floor.

I look around again and notice that no one is looking now, it's not like the first day.

We stop at the end of the corridor near the office.

"Want me to come in with you?"

"Won't you be late?" I definitely don't want to cause shit for him before the day has begun.

"I have 15 minutes" he smiles and opens the door for me.

After a 5 minute welcome back, i got my timetable, it was pretty dull, nothing exciting.

Finn walked me to the door of my first class and wished me good luck.

It was English, all we did was read a book about some lovers that couldn't be together so they killed themselves, fun right?

Why didn't they just tell everyone to fuck off? Or move somewhere else?

I wouldn't let other people affect my relationship like that.

But then I remembered, I already did let that happen.

I spent my next lesson in a daze, day dreaming of how Finn was Romeo and how I, Juliet, fucked things up royally.

Break went by too quick, how is 20 minutes long enough? My brain was melting, I'm pretty sure it almost leaked out of my ear at one point.

2 more lessons, both unimportant, both dull as fuck. I got more work done in one hour at home than in a day at college. Welcome to the English education system.

Lunch, finally.

Chloe and Izzy were sat outside on a bench, I started walking over to them when someone poked me in the side and I was ready to unleash fury when I discovered I was Finn.

"I could have hit you!" He laughs and pulls me over to the bench.

Chloe and Izzy are talking about some guy in one of their classes, Liam. Discussing how he seemed a bit psycho.

Finn distracted me by talking about a gig some guys were talking about in class, some really cheesy pop band that had about 300 people in the audience. It got me thinking about the Oasis gig I missed.

Damn Chloe. Damn her and her affair with a teacher that led to an abortion and me missing my chance to see Liam and Noel singing their heart out.

We decided not to go to the pub tonight, drink and college don't mix well.

"So Friday, I've got an empty. Parents are out of town for the weekend" Finn shared with the group.

"Sexy party!" Chloe clapped.

"Uhh yeah, but not too many people alright? None of the college wankers that'll cause shit" we all nodded in agreement.

Yet another sexy party where I'd see Finn snogging some random girl because of spin the fucking bottle. I'd have to have a word with Chop.

The next class was approaching too fast, who thought that an hour for lunch would be enough? Seriously.

Who needs to learn geography? I'm never going to be a fucking explorer. I know my way round Lincolnshire, I'll be fine.

History was no better, the teacher is old, unbelievably obese, his boobs were bigger than mine! He would walk to one end of the class and back, and he'd spend the next 10 minutes puffing and panting.

Mum picked me up straight after college, didn't have time to say bye to the gang.

"Hotpot for tea" mum declared as she disappeared into the kitchen.

"Red cabbage?" I ask.

"Obviously, money is on the side"

Fuck sake. Why couldn't we just go to the shop when we were in the car? God no, that'd be way too logical.

I stomp all the way to the shop for red cabbage that we don't really need, and I'm met halfway home by Big G and his mates.

"Bloody hell, Jabba lost weight" one of his mates say, which is met with Big G's hand slapping his stomach.

"You look good Rae" he smiles and pulls his mates away.

Bless him, if he never ran me over he'd still be a twat, but I'm kind of glad he did.

If he didn't, I would have jumped, I wouldn't have gone to the wedding reception, wouldn't have told everyone about my diary, wouldn't have been right here.

I guess things do happen for a reason.


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