Wow. I have really been lazy on writing this story haven't I? Well, I think there will only be like one or two chapters left before I end this with the epilogue. I feel really weird writing this right now, but oh well. Lets continue on with the story.


Eponine

I spent the rest of the day with Azelma. She kept my mind off certain things. I decided to go to the old café and what had become of it while Azelma went off to look for a job.

When I got there, a wave of memories came crashing into me. Those times when Enjolras would make one of his big speeches, the whole room at his attention.

I also remembered delivering letters to and from Marius and Cosette. There were a lot of memories here. I just couldn't decide if they were mostly good or bad.


Four weeks passed and Azelma and I had decided to stay together,

Like a family.

I never went back to Enjolras, nor seen him.

It was like I had already vanished.

It was better this way.

Love makes us do stupid things

Sometimes we realize our feeling when its too late

Whoever knew that I would have feeling for the marble man

The man who I loved more within each day I didn't see him

Distance makes the heart fonder

That saying is both right and wrong.

The longer we were apart

the more I realized that time was repeating itself again

There was never going to be a love story for a girl like me

It was a life I will never know

Because I don't deserve it

I live in a world where sadness and realization creeps up on you

But I had always seen it coming

Always


After four weeks with Azelma, I realized she didn't deserve to be here, to live the same life as me. She deserved better. We might have been better dressed and well fed now, but I still felt like I was on my own again. That's why I told to go to some other country to find what she deserved. A good life. A family.

"Eponine, I have a good job here, so do you. I'm making enough money so that the we both can leave. Make a new start. Live new lives." Azelma tried to reason with me

"It wouldn't be any different for me. Go. You make a new life. Go make someone of yourself." I replied

"I can't. Not without you. You're my sister. I can't just leave you. I won't go unless you come with me."

I kept silent at that. I wanted Azelma to live a good life. But she wouldn't be able to go unless I go with her. It really is surprising the situations the world leaves us in.

"Alright. I'll go to England with you. But only because I want you to live a good life and to make your own family." I finally said

"Yay! My boss was kind enough to fix up our travel way to get there. Everything was already set. We just needed your confirmation that you would go. This is going to be so fun." my sister continued on the whole day, talking about everything we'll see.

I was starting to feel guilty. She said she would go if I went. She never said anything about me leaving England and going to see other countries in Europe, by my self. She'll have her own new start, and so will I.


The week passed by quickly and before we knew it, it was time to leave. It was going to be a long journey on land and then we would have to ride a boat to England. It was going to be a long way to England.

We were standing in front of the shop that Azelma worked in, waiting for the gentleman to finish checking the carriage and putting up our luggage.

I decided to take a walk to the old café before we left since I had a feeling that I wasn't going to see it again.

I entered and it was the way it had been four weeks ago. Everything was the same, except for one thing.

There was someone in here already.

The person turned around at the sound of my entrance.

I inhaled a gasp.

It was Enjolras.

I did what my heart was telling me to. I ran.


So Azelma was able to find a good paying job. I want you to picture the two sisters as ladies with clean long dresses. They had cleaned up and changed their way of life. I was just wondering if you could feel that tired sadness I felt while writing this. I don't know, it might only be me. I was just curious.

Almost done with this story. I really only start writing chapters when I'm feeling down or when I feel so alone. Actually, I felt that this whole time that I didn't write. I guess I just now found out how to handle that sadness. Hopefully that sadness will go away in a couple of days since its almost my birthday. Just four more days. I sort of have a feeling that the sadness won't go away.

Please someone review. It will make my day, literally.