I do not own -Man if I did I will make sure Leverrier and Chaoji suffer! :D Also the Noah's would be part good! xD


Previously: "Good night Link..." Allen said. Link said nothing back. When Allen was sure Link was asleep he tried to go to sleep but it was pretty hard when you had a tail and ears. When he finally found a comfortable position he started drifting off to sleep letting the blackness take over him.


~Allen's Dream~

"Road! Road are you here?!" Allen called out looking for his cousin."Road!" Allen walked around the pitch blackness in the room he was in. Allen sighed before he say down on the floor.

"Hello shounen." A voice said behind Allen making him jump. Allen quickly turned around seeing Tyki Mikk and Road Kamelot right there.

"Tyki! Road!" Allen said hugging said man and girl.

"Hello Allen~ How was the Black Order?" Road asked. Allen's eyebrow twitched.

"Boring and absolutely crazy." Allen answered with a hint of annoyance in his voice.

"I could get the boring but why crazy?" Road inquired.

"Because they make these potions! They made me into a lycanthrope!" Allen exclaimed pointing at his ears and tail that Tyki and Road didn't notice.

"Whoa! Allen you're so cute as a lycanthrope~!" Road exclaimed and hugged Allen, while Tyki sighed.

"Great, now when I tell Neah what happened to you Neah is going to go all crazy or something similar to that..." Tyki muttered.

"Mentioning Neah, why wasn't Neah the first one to meet me?" Allen asked.

"Earl's orders." Road answered. "Neah did want to meet you though he went all crazy saying he had to to see if you were okay or if you were fine staying with the exorcists." Road explained.

"Sounds just like him." Allen said with a smile.

"So, why did you want to see me? From how you sounded it seemed like you needed me." Road said.

"Oh yeah! I can't go on the Ark to report since I have a guard dog, stalker in my opinion, following me 24/7." Allen said.

"Aww! Now we can only meet you in your dreams! But why do you have a guard dog?" Road asked.

"A guy named Leverrier has suspicions of me being with the Noah so he made that guard dog follow my every move if I did something suspicious." Allen explained not noticing the flinch Road did at the name Leverrier. (A/N: You will never know why until later. :3)

"Oh..." Road said hiding suppressed hatred but Tyki and Allen could still feel it coming off from her so they shivered. Everyone knew to never piss of Road, she can become really creepy and scary when she is angry. But Allen couldn't help but wonder why Road was angry.

"Well, I guess we better report back to the Earl and Neah-so he won't worry- so~ goodbye Allen~!" Road skipped out of her dimensnal door and went back to where ever she was at first.

"Well I guess this is goodbye then shounen." Tyki said with a smile and then he too left.

~End Dream~

Allen woke up and saw that Link was still sleeping and that it was only 5:00 A.M., had he really slept that short? Allen then started thinking about everything that happened so long ago...how he first met Neah and Mana, what happened after Mana died, how he became one of the Noah's family, when he first met an akuma's soul, and when he finally told them the nightmares he's been having of not only of Mana but also of what happened before he met Mana and Neah...

~Flashbacks~ (A/N: Will skip some parts)

"Is he dead?" A boy with red dirty hair most of the hair covering his left side of his face asked a clown who was burying a dog.

"Yes, he is dead." The clown answered.

"Che, I bet Cosimo did it, he hates having the spotlight taken away from him."

"Hm? You're injured too." The clown said and then spit into his hand and wiped it on the injuries the boy had.

"Eww! Gross! Don't put your spit on me!"

"Why?"

"It's just gross!" They stood in silence before the boy decided to speak up. When he turned to face the clown again the clown was making weird faces at him.

"What are you doing...?" The young boy asked unamused.

"How come you're don't laughing?"

"Che, sorry but, I don't like clowns-no actually I hate them."

"Well I hate young kids who can't laugh." They once again stood in silence before the boy spoke up once again.

"Aren't...aren't you sad that your dog died?"

"So sad I could die." The clown pretended to hang himself.

"Quit it! That's not funny!" The boy yelled and then looked away. "Why don't you cry?"

"I would've cried but it looks like my tears have dried up already." The clown said earning a confused look from the young boy.

"I don't understand you..." The boy said and then tears started to form in his eyes.

"S-so then, why-why am I the one cr-crying? I only just met it and it licked me...why am I the one crying?" The boy asked his sobs getting louder. The clown then took out a ball and placed it on the make-shift grave.

"I see...you were Allen's friend too..." The clown whispered before he looked up at the crying boy. "Say, do you want to come with me and be my new assistant?" The clown asked.

"W-what?"

"Would you like to join me?" The clown asked once again. "I promise you'll get enough food and shelter and you'll be able to have a nice family."

"S-sure, I might as w-well use the only chance I've got to escape this place." The boy answered.

"Hm, what is your name boy?" The clown asked.

"I don't have a name, people just call me Red." Red said.

"Why do they call you that? Because of your hair?"

"No, it's because...because of my arm..." Red answered looking at his left arm like it was disgusting.

"Really? Can I have a look?" The clown said and then grabbed Reds left arm before he could hide it away.

"No! Get away from me! I don't want you to look!" Red yelled. The clown lifted up Red's sleeves and saw a red scaley arm with black nails and a glowing green cross on it. The clown stared at it with a blank look, creeping out Red, and he then opened his mouth to say something while Red was now looking at him in something similar to fear.

"I don't see any problem with it, it's just an arm." The clown finally responded.

"What? You-you're not disgusted by it? Not even thinking it's a monstrous thing?" Red questioned.

"Should I be?" The clown asked. Red gave a sigh of relief and looked at the clown.

"Well, it's just what others always think of me, a monster, demon, freak, Devil's child...I can't help but agree..." Red was once again quivering just rethinking those horrible memories... The clown looked sadly at the child.

'Mistreated most of his life that he believes that it's true... Poor child...' The clown thought.

"Welcome joining the family Red." The clown said and then walked away going back to his trailer.


"Mana? Where are we going? Hey! Stupid clown!" Red yelled at the clown who was walking ahead of him.

"Yes?" Mana asked turning back to look at him.

"Where're we going?!" Red yelled.

"We're going to go meet my brother, he will be traveling with us." Mana explained walking ahead again.

"W-wait for me!" Red exclaimed running up to Mana. After a long time of walking they reached a house and there in the front porch was a man with shorter hair than Mana's brown dark brown hair and he was sleeping. He had a tan trench coat on him and black pants. Mana walked put to the man.

"Neah, Neah wake up." Mana said gently pushing Neah a bit to wake him up.

"Mmm? Oh, hi Mana your back..." Neah said his eyes still glazed over with sleep. Neah looked around and then he saw Red standing there. Neah's eyes worked up a bit more seeing the young boy and then he looked up at Mana.

"Mana, who is this boy?" Neah asked glancing at Red. Mana came closer to Neah and whispered a few words,

"He's a boy who suffered his whole childhood because of his left arm that is innocence." Mana whispered into Neah's ear. Neah's eyes widened after hearing that.

"You sure it was innocence?" Neah asked gaining an 'are you serious' look from Mana. "Fine, fine, let me see it..." Neah said. Mana then walked over to the boy and it took awhile to persuade the boy to come over to Neah. Neah took Red's left arm and lifted up his sleeve. Neah gave a sad look at Red without even looking at the arm he knew this child faced too much a child should've faced.

Then he finally lifted his gaze off the boy and looked at the arm. The arm really was innocence but instead of that hating feeling for the innocence he felt something different, he didn't know why though. It seemed like the innocence was trying to tell him something by the looks of how the cross kept going green. He then heard a faint voice.

"Help this boy...I don't care if you're Noah, just help him...please..." Neah heard the voice said slightly taking him by surprised. Neah looked at Mana and he could tell by the look Mana had he also heard the voice but when he looked at Red he had a look of confusion, Neah at first thought it was because of the voice but then saw the confused look was directed at him.

"Is something wrong?" Neah asked.

"N-no! I-I j-just-! Nevermind!" Red exclaimed and pulled his left arm back accidently having the hair covering his left side of his face reveal a red scar over his left eye. This gained a new interest in Neah because the scar reminded him of an akuma but he had innocence and if it was an akuma he would've sensed it.

"Well, welcome to the family boy." Neah said with a small smile. While the boy just looked at him shocked.

"Red." Red finally said gaining a confused look on Neah.

"My name's Red." Red explained. Making Neah frown because had an idea of why people called him Red. He then made a goofy smile appear.

"I know! Let's name you something else! The name Red doesn't suit you~!" Neah said making the atmosphere a bit lighter.

"R-really?!" Red exclaimed excitedly making Neah and Mana chuckle at the excitement of the boy.

"Why of course, your are our family now." Mana said with a kind smile.

"Hmmm, how about Luke, John, Damion, Daniel, Obsidian, Josh, or Ace?" Neah said gaining a frown on Red's face.

"No. Maybe Tom, Rufus, Pero, Onmaro, or Max?" Mana suggested still gaining a frown from Red.

"Ah! I know how about Allen?!" Neah exclaimed this time instead of a frown Allen had a smile.

"So, Allen it is then." Mana said.


"Allen...I know Mana died but we need to keep walking... I'm going to go to my brother's house to ask if we can stay there. Please stay here with Mother and Baba." Neah said with a sad smile before he left out of the door leaving the traumatized Allen alone.

After a few days passed Neah came back with a smile.

"Allen! Guess what! We have a new place to stay at! Come on we're going now!" Neah said dragging Allen to the front of the door.

"No! I don't want to! How can you just go and be all happy when your brother just died!" Allen yelled making Neah frown and a look of hurt appeared on his face.

"I'm not happy Mana died but, he told us to keep moving forward and that is what I intend to do for his final wish." Neah said closing his eyes while Allen's eyes widen in shock. How could he have forgotten Mana's wish?

"So, you ready to go Allen? We're going to go meet your Aunts, Uncles, and cousins." Neah said with a soft smile.

"Yes, I'm ready to go." Allen said with a smile. They soon arrived at the big mansion.

"Neah, if your brother was so rich, why were you guys so broke?" Allen asked.

"Well, you see. After an incident happened we kind of broke off all ties, it was my fault that started it, so I decided to tell them why I did it and they forgived me. Then I told them that Mana died and I needed to find a place for you to stay a place where you can be happy. They decided to let you join them of course Mana is still your father and I'll still be with you." Neah explained.

"Oh, ok!" Allen said relieved that Neah was still going to be with him. Once Neah and Allen got into the house a blur came and went on Neah.

"Neah~! I missed you~!" A small young girl with spiky blue hair exclaimed.

"Road, I was gone only for a few hours." Neah said.

"So~ I haven't seen you for years!" The girl now named Road exclaimed.

"Um, sorry to interrupt the happy moment but, who are you...?" Allen asked with a kind smile. Road looked at Allen and glared.

"Shut up you sub-human!" Road exclaimed making Allen genuinely confused.

"What?" Allen asked. While Neah face palmed.

"Road! Allen doesn't know!" Neah groaned.

"So? Doesn't meant I can't treat him the same." Road stated.

"Um, Allen wait here for a minute I think I need to explain some things to the rest of the family." Neah explained and left the room with a Road glaring at Allen. Allen stand there for a few minutes before he heard slams and crashes. Allen assumed they figured out something bad about him. 'Could it be because of how I look...? My scar? My left arm? Maybe Neah won't be accepted by the family because of me...?' Allen thought. He accidently overheard something.

"-Left arm?! There's no way we'll accept him in the family!" A person's voice who Allen didn't know exclaimed. This hurted Allen, it's not like he wanted his left arm! Allen quickly left before anyone could notice. After a few minutes of arguing Neah said something that surprised them all,

"Road! Did you feel any hate to that innocence or was it your hate for humans?!" Neah asked and then Road's eyes went wide.

"Now that you mention it...I didn't even feel the innocence..." Road said.

"Neither did I when I first met him, also his innocence begged a Noah to save that boy." Everything went silent.

"The innocence asked that?" Jasdevi asked.

"Yes." Neah answered.

"I guess we can give this boy a chance~ *heart*" The Earl said with a large smile.

"I'll go get the shounen then." Tyki sighed and went through the door. A few seconds later he came back with nothing.

"Tyki what's wrong?" Neah asked confused.

"I don't know, the shounen wasn't there. Do you think he overheard us?" Tyki asked. Neah then rethought everything they said and then remembered what Jasdevi said before, "He has innocence in his left arm?! There's no way we'll accept him in the family!" Neah paled, he knew how self conscious Allen was about his left arm and maybe he only heard about the left arm...

"Oh my god. I think he overheard us..." Neah said.

"I wonder who gave you that idea." Tyki said rolling his eyes.

"Overheard us about talking about his left arm. His left arm! He's self conscious about that! He was anband ones because of it and abused too!" Neah said shocking some Noah's.

"So you're saying an innocence user was abused and abandoned because his innocence was in his left arm?" Road asked.

"Yeah...you see his innocence is unlike any other innocence he was born with it and so it cause a deformity on his left hand that deemed him as a devil's child..." Neah quietly said but everyone heard him. The Noah's were outraged. The Noah's hated humans who were selfish and evil for those who were abnormal, they knew some humans weren't like that but those types of humans were really rare. But treating an innocent young boy like that, was just pure evil, he didn't even do anything!

"What?!" Almost every Noah yelled in anger.

"And that since people started calling him that for most of his life that he started to believe in it...?" Neah was nervous now and was now fiddling with his fingers, not looking at his family's reactions know what it would be.

"Neah! You really should've told us this before!" Road exclaimed.

"Well! Mana and I were the only ones who actually showed him love, when Mana died he kind of went into a broken state so I was worried! I was worried he might've died trying to join Mana!" Neah yelled. Shocking all Noah's. 'The kid must've been something to have Neah really care about him.' Was the thought that went through everyone's head.

"I'll go look for the shounen since I can go through things." Tyki said and was about to go but Neah stopped him.

"You better check out alleyways or circuses maybe even Manas's grave." Neah said before he let Tyki go. Tyki first started searching at Manas's grave but he didn't find him and then searched the only circus in town but he still didn't find him so he went to the alleyways wondering why would someone hide in an alleyway. Tyki went through an abandoned alleyway and heard nothing so he was going to go but then heard a crying noise coming from over there so he walked towards it and saw a boy white white hair, a red scaley left arm with black nails and a green growing cross.

Now Tyki understood what the boy faced. Having an arm like that with those types of humans were bound to get him abandoned and abused.

"Hello there shounen, your Uncle is really worried about you, you know?" Tyki said.

"So? If I'm just going to cause problems with the family he just got trust back to then I'm not going." Allen responded and looked away trying his hardest to keep away his tears.

"Shounen, your Uncle didn't tell us everything about you so you probably overheard us before we made our decision but now since we know how you were treated and all we will accept you as part of the family. We didn't mean to hurt your feelings we just had a misunderstanding." Tyki explained lighting up a cigar.

"So,you won't kick out Neah?" Allen asked surprising the Noah, 'The kid doesn't even care about himself?' Tyki thought surprised.

"You don't care about yourself?" Tyki voiced out loud.

"I already gave up living a life for myself a long time ago." Allen said with a small smile. "I only live to find a purpose of why I was brought into this world in the first place if all I'm ever going to get is pain and suffering." Allen went up and started to follow Tyki to the house. Once they arrived at the house again the girl from before hugged him.

"I'm sorry for before! I didn't know!" Road said and hugged Allen. That was the day when Allen started living with the Noah's.

~End of Flashbacks~

Allen smiled at the memory, the first time he met them and how he soon grew to be happy with them. He still wanted to know why he was brought to this world and now he thinks it might be because so he could help win this war. Link then started to shift a bit warning Allen that he might wake up now. Link did wake up and looked at Allen with some still sleepy eyes.

"Walker? What are you doing up so early?" Link asked.

"I couldn't sleep." Allen answered. Link looked at Allen suspiciously before he went back to sleep while Allen decided to remember that time when the nightmares started, shortly after he got used to the Noah family.

~Flashback~

"Allen! It's time for you to go to bed!" Neah yelled to the 11 year old.

"Ok..." Allen tiredly said and walked up to his room. When Allen went to his bed it wasn't a good dream but he was dreaming of his past.


"Come back here you devil!" Screamed villagers with torches, pitchforks and spears who were chasing a brunette boy who looked like only to be four. The boy was already panting and gasping for breath like he was at his limit but kept running anyways. Once they reached a forest the boy was cornered, a tree behind him and several villagers surrounded him.

"Ha! Caught you now you little demon's child!" Another villager exclaimed.

"B-but I didn't do anything!" The boy exclaimed fear evident in his eyes.

"Liar! You were the one behind the missing people!" Screamed a woman, "You made my husband disappear!"

"W-what?! I didn't do anything!" The boy exclaimed.

"Yes you did, no one else did it, so it's definitely you." The leader of the group said. "Now, what do you want to do to him now?" The leader asked the rest.

"Punish him!" They all yelled.

"What punishment to make sure the devil never comes back?" The leader said with a grin.

"Burn him!"

"Whip him!"

"Crucify him!" The one who said this gained the leaders attention.

"Hmmm, why don't we nail him to a cross and then burn him?" The leader smirked. Everyone else nodded there heads in agreement. "Someone watch over the kid so he doesn't escape, while we'll get supplies." The leader then went away with some people while the rest stayed on guard. After awhile they came back and Allen was scared, they were going to burn him alive and put him on a cross, hopefully it wasn't nails.

"You're lucky demon, instead of nails were going to put ropes on you and tie you to the cross." The leader said his smirk still visible. Allen shuddered. Then two men took his two arms and held them up while another held the rope and tied both on his wrists and then they made the cross stood up digged into the dirt and they tightly tied his wrists to the cross and they then did the same to his legs.

They soon collected some sticks and not too thick but thick logs and piled it around the cross, someone then threw a torch at one of the branches which then started the fire. The fire came closer to Allen and it burned his flesh causing him to scream out in pain. He then saw a young girl running over to him, it was his only friend Maria. Maria was crying.

"No! Stop! He didn't do anything!" Maria cried out. Before the flames covered Allen he smiled to her and whispered a goodbye but then water was put on the fire which made the fire go out. Allen then saw a man with long red hair a half mask on his right side of his face who had a bucket of water in his arms. The man untie Allen's restraints and then left making an awkward silence come. Maria ran over to Allen but before she could make it she was shot in the head.

"Maria! No!" Allen cried out seeing his only friend and the only one he could trust fall to the floor with a thud. Then Allen looked at the leader of the group and he had a gun in his hand smoke coming out of it.

"Friends of the devil must die." The leader of the group said with cold eyes. Allen quickly ran away trying to find a place to hide.


"Stop! Go away from me!" Allen yelled out, outside of his dreams. He then screamed out loud. "Go away!" Soon members of the Noah family started going in.

"Shounen's just having a bad dream, Road go and help Allen wake up." Tyki said still sleepy.

"Fine." Road said and walked over to Allen and went into the dream Allen was in. What she saw shocked her. This time instead of a four year old Allen it was a six year old Allen who was beaten badly from head to toe, nothing was unscathed on could you could see the many scars on him and the bruises as well. But what was most noticeable was the red scar marring his left eye. It looked so much like an akumas symbol but it wasn't one. Road walked over to the beatened Allen but he whimpered and tried to get away.

"Allen..." Road slowly said.

"R-Road?" Alllen asked.

"Yes, it's me. Listen, you're dreaming right now and we need you to wake up." Road explained. Allen nodded his head and soon he disappeared. After Road was sure he was awake she too, disappeared from Allen's mind, not noticing another persons presence was there too in Allen's mind. When Road arrived back she was in anger. Everyone could literally feel the anger so they all shivered, while Allen was just crying with Neah right next to him.

"Allen? What's wrong?" Neah asked.

"Humans." Road hissed, "Are such disgusting vile creatures."

"Don't we already know that?" Tyki asked confused.

"I detest them even more!" Road exclaimed, "If only you could've saw that dream which I was sure a memory."

"Why? What did they do?" Jasdevi asked confused. Road glanced at Allen who was still crying and whimpering.

"We shall let Allen decide when he wants to tell us." Road said. Everyone nodded there heads in agreement. While Neah still comforted Allen. Days has passed and Allen's dreams were plagued by memories, soon Allen started resisting sleep. The Noah family started getting worriwas about Allen's health. Neah then decided to talk to Allen.

"Allen? Can I talk to you for a minute?" Neah asked right in front of Allen's door. Allen slowly opened the door his eyes had bags and you could see tear streaks. "Allen, you know it might make you feel better if you talk to us about your nightmares? We will gladly bear the pain with you, that's why we are family." Neah said and smiled. Allen looked at Neah and thought about Neah's offer soon he nodded his head. Neah's smile grew a bit wider and he brought Allen to the dining hall where everyone else were at.

"So I assume Allen-kun agreed? *heart*" The Millennium Earl asked.

"Yes, he did Lord Millennium." Neah said and sat down on his chair with Allen sitting in the chair right next to him. Everyone then looked at expecting him to start his story. Allen sighed before he opened his mouth and started his story.


I was sitting in a cold dark attic with no one else with me. I was alone upstairs while you can hear the joyous laughs downstairs. I was in the church orphanage where my parents had abandoned me and I was two years old. It was some kids birthday and they were celebrating it downstairs. I couldn't help but wonder why I didn't had a birthday, if I did why didn't they celebrate mine? Why am I the one left alone in this place where I only have suffering? Why am I different? Why am I the only one beatened when I do nothing? We're all the thoughts I thought as I went deeper into my cot to try to keep myself warm. Suddenly the door opened and there was Sister Martha.

"Come, the priest wants you." Martha said to me with a sugary sweet smile that I knew was fake. I followed silently coming closer to the priests office where I knew he was going to beat me up again, close for me to be at the brink of death but then he'll keep me alive, because I am his punching bag even though I'm two years old. We enter the office and there's the priest who people proclaims good, I see nothing good about him.

"Hello demon." The priest greeted me while I stayed in silence. He then slapped me across the cheek. "If I greet you, you greet me back." The priest said anger in his voice. I didn't respond or more like I couldn't, he strangled me yesterday so hard I couldn't even speak a word without hurting my throat. He slapped me again because I didn't respond.

"When I tell you to do something you do it!" He roared. I honestly don't know how he got the title of priest.

"H-hello...Priest...Joseph..." I croaked my voice very quiet and throat sore. The man showed a satisfied smirk.

"Well, do you want to know why you are here Demon?" Joseph asked me.

"Y-yes..." I answered even though I knew it was just going to be a pointless reason that I had nothing to do with, like always.

"You are here because it was your fault three children died yesterday, because of you and your cursed presence in this church you have made innocent children die." I rolled my eyes in my mind at this because I was innocent as well but look at me, I'm the one who has the constant suffering of pain every single day, does anyone else gets blamed for my pain? Do others get beaten for pointless reasons that have nothing to do with them? Were they treated like an animal that would go berserk any moment or needed to be tamed? No, they were not. Only me, only because I had a deformed left arm that I didn't want. The priest then decided to talk again.

"Because of this, you will be punished." The priest then brought up his hand. I stayed there closing my eyes, waiting for the slap I knew that was coming but instead of a slap he kicked me first. The other people on this room just watched with sadistic pleasure, again I honestly don't know how they were a kind church and proclaim they are God's people when they beat up people for no reason and have pleasure in it. I swear they are more of the devils then I am. I'm only two years old and these are my thoughts. He beated me until it was time for bedtime. When I left the office I went back to my attic. The attic was cold, dark, lonely, dusty, a broken window, and broken down a bit but it's my safe haven. The only place I can actually feel safe in.

I look out through the window and see the moon and the stars, the moon was the only thing I actually liked. It's brightness like it could take me into that brightness and pull me away so I could leave this hell hole, where I can finally be safe and maybe loved. But then it's always far away, far away leaving me here in the darkness where all that happens to me is me getting hurt and insulted by something I never wanted. I don't even have a name and people call me Demon, Satan's son, Freak, Monster, Red, Freakshow, Devil, Devil's child, Devil Reincarnate, and a Demon in a humans skin. I try my best so I can be loved but who would want me? They pretend to be my friends and then soon they betray me.

The next day I woke up to see Sister Lillith come to me. The only one who actually shows she cares about me but I don't trust her, I believe that once she believes I trust her a lot and start taking a liking to her she's going to betray me like the others. Lillith then gives me some bandages and helps me rebandaged old wounds and bandage the new ones. Once she's done she smiles at me and takes her hand out.

"Come, let's go and play outside." Lillith said and I take her hand because if I didn't she would've forced me out anyways. A few months after I slightly started trusting her and then I fully trusted her, but then it broke that day. I was staying up in my cot like always in the attic and then the door opens and there is Lillith with the priest. The priest comes over to me and has a smirk.

"Hello there demon, I've heard you've been staying with my daughter and ended up corrupting her." The priest said with a sadistic smile. He then started beating me up again and this time I was screaming in pain asking Lillith to help me and tell him it's a lie but instead she gives off that smirk, that smirk that was recognizable. The smirk when someone has betrayed you. After the priest stopped beating me up he left and I stayed there laying down and Lillith was there. She then faked worry, it made me sick and disgusted.

"Oh my! Are you okay?!" She asked me with her fake worry. I just glared at her and stand up a bit wobbly and go away from her back to my cot in the corner not talking to her. "Come on, you can trust me." I scoffed, how can I trust her when she just broke it like that?

"I can trust you? I can trust you?! How can I trust you when you just broke it! Tell me! How can I trust anyone when all they do is betray me in the end?! It's all just because of my stupid left arm and you guys already deem me as a stupid Devil's reincarnate or son of the devil. Did you think I wanted this arm?! I was a child too who also had feelings but do you guys care? Nooo, you just decide I'm an 'it' that has no feelings and can't get hurt. But now, I can't even call my self a child anymore because I've faced more than a child should've ever faced! I'm only like three fucking years old and no one gives a damn! I'm not even treated like how I should be! I hate this hell hole! If I'm just going to end up suffering in this place I'd rather leave! I've had it!" I yelled at her shocking her. If she felt guilty I wouldn't give a crap, if she wanted my forgiveness she wouldn't get any. I'm fed up with this and I decided I was going to leave for good, not like anyone would care I am the Demon after all. I left the attic went downstairs and went through the front door, when I was at the gate Lillith ran out.

"Wait! You can't just leave!" She yelled at me.

"And why can't I? So you can blame all the problems on me? So I can suffer more than I should've?" I hissed at her.

"Th-that's not what I mean-" Lillith started.

"Then what do you mean?! You want to try make things better? Well you can't! It's already been done!" I yelled at her and she flinched. I left without looking away I started living out of the streets but I was still beatened up, just not everyday. After awhile I went into a new town, I met a girl named Maria.

"Hello there! What's your name boy?" A girl asked me.

"I have none." I replied and looked away.

"Eh? But everyone has a name!" The girl exclaimed.

"Unless you count Demon, Freakshow, Devil's child, Satan's son, etc. as a name then go ahead call me that." I said and then the girl frowned.

"Then let's call you, Jack!" She smiled at me.

"Aren't you, you know afraid of me?" I asked confused in how this girl was acting towards me.

"Should I be?" She asked back.

"Well, most people are."

"But you're just a small boy!" She exclaimed slightly surprise at how people could be afraid of him.

"Well it seems like this boy has a freaky deformed arm that everyone hates." I said. Suddenly she grabbed my left arm and pulled the sleeve up and saw my red deformed arm. I quickly drew back my arm.

"Is that it?" She asked slightly surprising me.

"Is that it for what?" I asked back confused.

"Well, it's just an arm nothing really to be afraid of. If it was some creepy weapon arm then yes, I would be afraid but it's not so you're not really different." The girl said with a smile. Making me feel like crying in happiness. Their was someone finally who didn't judge me because of my arm! After a few months she taught me some stuff like reading, spelling, and writing. We became friends and she never broke my trust. Then some weird incidents happened with people disappearing. I was blamed for it almost burned alive and Maria died because me... After that incident I cried at her grave and then the Millennium Earl came and he offered me to revive Maria, of course I accepted, after all I just lost the only person I could trust.

She cursed me and put a mark on my left eye and then my arm that should've been paralyzed suddenly started moving and turned into a monstrous claw and attacked the skull like thing after a few days I left the town and went with a traveling circus. After about two or three years at the circus Mana came and he took me in. Then after a few years our house caught on fire and Mana was still in the house...My hair turned white after as well. Then Neah and I came here."

Allen explained everything that he remembered in his childhood.

"This is why I hate humans! They are always like this! Mistreating the slightly abnormal!" Road exclaimed.

"I agree." Tyki agreed and then took out a cigar and lit it up.

"Allen, we all faced terrible things in our pasts too, not as bad as yours but, we were also treated like outcasts. Tyki and Sheryl were also orphans and had weird powers, as people called it, so they were left alone and also mistreated. Road was abandoned when she was younger even though nothing was wrong with her but then people around her got there most horrible memories except her so she was blamed for them. Jasdevi had loving family but there family was soon murdered and then they started living off the streets. There are others but we'll stop for now, anyways my point is Allen we all faced a terrible past. So we understand a bit of what you faced and we hope you can share that pain with us like we all did. We are family after all." Neah said with a smile while Allen for the first time after Mana's death cried.

~End of Flashback~

Allen stopped thinking of old memories and saw that the time was now 7:00 A.M. He decided he was going to go to the cafeteria now so he woke up Link and they went off to eat in the cafeteria.


Done with this chapter! This was so long... xD I thought you guys would want to know a bit more about Allen's past so I decided to make this chapter based on Allen's past. ^^ Didn't really expect it to be this long though...Well, please R&R! ^^ Well, hope you enjoyed this chapter, it was 6,000+ words!