Wanting More

Clary sighed and rolled over running her hands through her hair. She gripped it and sighed ruffling her comforter. It had been two days since she'd woken up in Jace's arms and all she could do was think about it, and him. She'd just barely managed to keep herself from jumping him again but she felt the burn every time he looked at her with his hungry gaze. Every minute she wasn't training she wanted to spend with him or just to be in the same room with him. Just to be in his radius was enough to set her on fire. It was like a sickness in her blood that she couldn't shake.

Clary scrubbed her face with her hand and rolled over getting to her feet and grabbing her training gear. Somehow she'd managed to avoid him without it seeming on purpose but she knew Jace was aware that she was running, confused. Jace was usually asleep this early in the morning and she wanted to get an early start, maybe if she trained to exhaustion again she could resist the urge to be with him. It was like an itch she couldn't control, only made worse by the sweet memories she couldn't escape. She moaned as she slid her blank tank top over her sensitive skin, remembering his hard, hot body pressing hers against the wall in his room. Him moving inside her as she'd griped his hips with her legs and arms, not able to get enough.

Clary growled a very Jace like growl and snapped her pony tail holder around her long ponytail. She had to keep moving, keep herself busy so she wouldn't give in. She made it to the training room in record time and began working on her blade work. She pushed herself hard, enjoying the burn in her muscles that kept her libido if not in check at least tamped down for the moment. She tried to focus on the moves and her speed and not on the need she felt with every other breath.

She didn't realize she had an audience until she felt the scorching gaze running over her. She flipped backwards and came to a stop within inches of smugly smiling Jace. He raised one blonde brow and appeared as casual as anyone observing a training exercise, but Clary wasn't fooled. He radiated tension and desire and she knew that he was barely holding himself back.

Clary groaned inwardly and mentally slapped her head in frustration. How was she going to keep from ripping his clothes off when he looked so good and smelled even better. Clary didn't have to try too hard to tell that Jace had just showered and she felt a moment of heat flush her body at the image of him soapy and naked. She'd seen him first hand so she no longer had to imagine the suds sliding down his hard abs, she knew just how delicious he would look.

"So this is where you've been hiding." He said slowly in that dry British accent that always made her burn. He advanced on her slowly, a lion stalking it's prey. His eyes, a bright golden brown, glowed as they devoured every inch of her. "I feel like I haven't seen you in forever."

"just training " she stuttered out shakily as he ran his fingers down her arm and back up again to play with the straps of her tank top. He walked around her and slid the other strap down as his lips grazed her shoulder blades.

"One might think" he said between kisses "That you were hiding from me."

"No" she shook her head soundly as his lips caused shivers to run down her spine. "I just,,, Just didn't want to .." she lost her train of thought as he pulled the pony tail holder out of her hair and it fell around her shoulders in a curling sheet.. His breath moved over her neck as he continued to kiss her and he smiled against her skin at her stuttering.

"want to what little mundie?" he asked with a smile as she tensed " Try not to rip my clothes off? I am devastatingly handsome after all."

Clary gulped, unable to speak as his lips moved over her. She stood and shivered, amazed at how she could be so hot and so chilled at the same time. He drove her crazy. She closed her eyes and gritted her teeth trying to keep from begging him to take her.

Jace stepped back and looked at her when she didn't answer misinterpreting her closed eyes and silence. A horrible thought crashed into his mind, that she didn't want him, that she was regretting making love to him. That she couldn't stand being in the same room with him after what they'd done. His gut twisted as she continued to be silent.

"or" he said slowly taking another step back his eyes narrowing as the sickening thought hit him "are you trying to avoid being with me because you regret,,, everything." He said it slowly, he couldn't bring himself to say the worlds, to say that she might regret making love to him, might regret admitting she loved him. His heart bled at the thought and he immediately switched to asshole mode. He knew he was being a jerk but he couldn't help himself. "Have you changed your mind, did you get enough?"

Clary opened her eyes with a snap unable to believe what she was hearing. She couldn't believe that after what they had been through that he would doubt her so easily. She felt anger cool her ardor and she took a step toward him her eyes blazing.

"first," she said with a hiss "I am not a mundie, second" she said as she stepped closer and poked him in the chest, " I can't believe you would doubt me, doubt us so easily, after all we've been through. And lastly," she said with a growl as she backed him against the wall, "this is for being an ass." She slapped him so hard that his head jerked back and bounced against the wall. "Don't touch me again until you get your head out of your ass."

Jace watched her stalk away, glorious red hair swinging and couldn't help but smile as he rubbed is cheek. Damn he loved a woman with a good right hook. Her words soaked into his brain and he felt his heart lift. He moved quicker than he ever thought he could as he sped across the training room and grabbed her. He jerked her away from the door as she reached for the handle and pulled her back against him. He wrapped her arms around her and dragged her to the floor wrapping himself around her.

"I'm such an ass" he said with repentance in his voice. "Please forgive me." Clary struggled against him, anger still pumping in her veins. He held on tighter even though she tried to headbutt him.

"I can't believe you would doubt me, after everything." Clary spat the words as she tried harder to get away. "You have no faith in anything at all, even me."

Jace's heart constricted and pain unlike anything he'd ever felt before ran through his body. He knew that if she got away without forgiving him she would never want to be with him again and he couldn't lose her.

"you're the only thing I do believe in." He said softly as he breathed in her ear. "You are what keeps me sane, I can't live without you, I love you. I was just so afraid that you'd changed your mind that after what happened the other night that you didn't want me anymore. It's the nightmare that keeps me up at night."

Clary felt her anger melt as his words sunk in and she felt his fingers gently wiping the tears off her face. She leaned into his seeking hands and sighed. "It is my nightmare too." She admitted softly.

Jace flipped her around until she straddled him and wiped the last of the tears away. He felt like a total jerk and knew that he didn't deserve her. " I am so sorry" he said with a sigh as he raked his damp hair, "I am a total ass."

Clary traced his face as the last of her anger melted away. "yes you are." She agreed solemly as she laced her hands in his hair.

Jace growled and flipped her onto her back leaning over her. "But you love me," he said with a false confidence that Clary saw right through. This between them was so new that he needed to be reassured and she knew that even the strongest shadow hunter male was a scared little boy at heart. "Admit it."

"I do" she sighed as she tugged his body the last few inches until it was flush against hers. "But you were right," she said softly as the last of her anger melted "I was avoiding you, do you want to know why?"

Jace smiled and arched and eyebrow in silent question grateful that she wasn't requiring him to answer because his throat was absolutely closed with relief that she hadn't changed her mind.

"I was avoiding you because I was trying not to rip your clothes off." She said with a smirk as she smiled up into his eyes, liking the way his golden eyes glowed brighter at her admission. "I can't think of anything else."

Jace swallowed and found his tongue once again tied up at her innocent admission. She constantly surprised him with her openness and her honesty. She never ceased to amaze him. He smiled down at her as her admission caused the fire in his blood to begin raging out of control.

"Just want I was hoping you'd say." Jace growled as he plowed his fingers through her hair. "Because I haven't been able to think about anything else either. Every moment I haven't touched you has been hell." His mouth grazed her face and he nibbled slowly along her lips, teasing with every touch. "to have you so close yet just out of reach has been torture."

"I'm here now, Clary murmured as she arched against his mouth wanting more. Jace seemed to understand what she wanted because he pulled her up and into his lap pulling the black tank top over her head. He gasped at the image she presented because under her workout tank she was bare. Her perfect breasts were pouting and ready for him and he moaned in almost pain at the surprise.

She smiled and jerked his t shirt over his head so he was bare too. His shower damp t shirt flew behind them and hit the floor without a sound but Clary only cared about getting more of him against her. The painful need she'd been struggling to control burst free and she went wild. She rubbed her breasts against his chest and moaned at the friction.

Jace's hands were everywhere and he growled and tried to flip them back over so she was underneath him but she pulled away and pushed him back with surprising strength. She stood and stepped back grabbing the waistband of her lightweight workout pants. She slid them down catching her underwear with them until she was completely bare.

Jace caught his breath at the image she presented standing proudly naked before him. she was the most beautiful woman he'd ever seen, let alone touched and he still couldn't figure out why she'd chosen him.

Clary smiled as his eyes roved over her and he sat stupefied. She loved it when she shocked him into silence. She loved knowing she affected him so strongly. She ran her hands up the side of her body and up into her hair fluffing it out. Jace flipped up to his feet with the quickness and agility she'd come to expect from him and stalked toward her.

He reached her and pulled her against him and she went willingly. He took her lips in a fierce kiss and rammed his hands into her hair holding her to him. She reached her hands down and pushed his training pants down and off so that he was as naked as she was. She moaned as their bodies rubbed against each other and she forgot to breathe. She'd been wanting this, waiting for it since they'd made love.

"we should move this somewhere more private," he murmured against her neck as his hands trailed down her body. "someone might see."

"Since when do you care who see's?" Clary asked breathlessly "are you ashamed of me?"

Jace smiled and picked her up walking her toward a pile of mats. "No" he hissed as she wrapped around him bringing her hot core against him. He closed his eyes and had to really focus on what he wanted to say. "but I want you to myself."

Clary smiled as Jace sat down on the mats and began to touch her again. She wasn't sure she could get much more ready and she just wanted him. "And I want you," she said softly as she moved herself over him "don't you think it's time you gave me what I want."

Jace stopped breathing at her words and looked up into her green eyes. By the angel she was perfect, he couldn't believe his luck. Clary positioned herself over him and took him inside as she straddled him and they both screamed out. she was ready and that spurned Jace on.

They moved fast and hard and Clary grabbed Jace's hair and held on tight, no ashamed at how she wanted him. Jace gripped her and slammed her down on him as sweat gathered on his brow.

"Give me more" she moaned as he took her nipples in his mouth. She moved with him so perfectly that Jace knew he would never last. He grunted as his body wound tight ready to explode. He'd never experienced anything so sexual or so filled with emotion.

"God I love you" he moaned as they let go together and fell down exhausted on the mats. He tenderly pushed the hair back from her forehead and tucked her against his chin and felt the most contented he ever had in his life. He never knew that finding the right person could make his world feel like this, that he could actually have hope.

Clary giggled and nuzzled his ear as she breathed in that scent of sweat and Jace that drove her crazy. "I guess you should have waited until after I ravished you to shower." She said with a laugh.

Jace held her closer and kissed her "and here I thought you didn't want me."

Clary laughed again and pulled him closer "No I just wanted more."