Disclaimer: *jumps off a cliff*
A/n: i apologize for the OOC- ness in the next few chapters *blushes*
(Wanker? Only to you, baby ;))
My one and only sunshine,
How much longer till you're back, darling? All these hot women around me can't be kept waiting, baby. They need some action ;)
Seriously, though, when are you coming back? Dumbledore said only a week and you've been gone now for thirteen days. You can't keep staying away too long, Marls, I miss you too much, and it gets lonely here too. James's got Lily, Remus has Dorcas, Peter… well, you know what he's like. I just need you to be back, Marls.
There's a thunderstorm raging outside that I'm sure has nothing to do with weather or climate, but it still reminds me of you, because I know how much you love thunderstorms, and how much you love lightning. The rain splattering outside on the window glass and on the wet ground reminds me of our first date, the one in Hogsmeade. It was raining, remember? And we ran for cover into the Three Broomsticks, but it was so full we ran right back outside. Then you suggested the Hog's Head, even though it's a dingy and strange place, yet you still pulled me inside and there we were, sitting at the bar, drinking firewhiskey, getting drunk and finally snogging each other senseless. And the rain was still pouring outside when we trekked back to the castle all wet through the fog.
I miss you so much, Marls, it's ridiculous. Please get back soon. The stupid whores here can wait. I only want you.
All my love,
Sirius
Sirius, my love,
Good news: I'm coming back in two days! Dumbledore said we did a great job and we need to wait just two more days. I'll be apparating to the Headquarters in the morning, so be there, okay?
Today was such a strange day, Sirius. Gideon is very quiet, not to mention very pale and jumpy. I'm worried about him, Sirius. He's never been like this. He's usually the life and soul of the group, but he's not saying anything at all. Alice and Frank aren't speaking to each other, either. I don't know if they had a fight or something, but they won't even stay in the same room together, and I tried asking Alice what the matter is, but she doesn't want to tell me. Alastor hasn't been here since yesterday morning, and we've had no news from him. I know he's not dead. I can feel it. But his absence is scaring me. Don't ever do this to me, Sirius, okay? Promise? Promise you'll never leave for a mission and not send news after twelve hours. Or better yet, promise to never leave for a mission without me. Blackinnon for the win, right, Sirius? Blackinnon all the way.
Tell the others I miss them. I need them right now more than ever. I need you more than ever, Black.
I love you.
Marly
PS: Ignore the tear stains. They're not mine- Alice was reading over my shoulder as I wrote and a tear dropped down her cheek. I asked her again what happened between her and Frank, but she still refused to tell me and ran up to her room.
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