James' P.O.V
We had finally made it back to the airport Katie had stopped crying and was asleep in the backseat with Kendall, I looked in the mirror and saw the distant look on his face I knew he was hurting even though he said he was fine, all of the old memories had to come back to him all the pain that his mother and father brought him. I finally found a parking spot as I pulled in Katie began to stir awake.
"Hey guys we're here" I said as I turned the car off
"I gotta use the bathroom" Katie said as she stretched
"We'll find one when we get inside" I said she nodded and got out of the car as did I, but I noticed Kendall didn't get out I sighed and opened his door
"Kenny come on" I said as I put my hand on his shoulder he looked at me with watery eyes
"I-I'm coming" Kendall said with his voice wavering, I moved out of his way to let him out of the car once we were eye level I hugged him
"It's going to be ok Kenny" I said as I hugged him tighter
"I-I know it is" Kendall said as he lay his head in the crook of my neck
"Come on babe let's go home…I know you and Katie are tired" I said as I felt him nod
"Ok…thanks Jay" Kendall said as I started towards the back of the car
"For what?" I asked
"For being here" Kendall said as he wiped a tear away, I felt so bad for him I hated seeing him like this, Kendall was always happy so seeing him crying and upset really makes me want to punch his parents. As I finished unloading the car Kendall, Katie, and I made our way into the airport Katie made a quick bathroom break and when she was done we went to our boarding gate. After about ten minutes we finally boarded our plane luckily our seats were together, Katie sat near the window and Kendall was in the middle….after about a four hour flight (I have no idea how long the flight would take) we finally made it home. As I drove through the streets of L.A I look back and see that Katie fell asleep on Kendall, he was looking out the window while he ran his fingers through Katie's hair.
"Kenny you ok?" I asked even though I know he's not, I can look at him and tell he's ready to break
"I'm ok…are we about home?" Kendall asked
"Yeah about five more minutes" I said as I turned down the street, after a few more minutes I pulled into the Palm Woods parking lot, after I turned the car off I heard Kendall trying to wake Katie up I laughed a little which made Kendall turn and look at me.
"What?" Kendall asked
"She's a Knight…when you guys don't want to wake up you wont" I said laughing
"I can get her up "Kendall said
"Yeah and I bet she smacks you cause you woke her up" I said
"No she wont"Kendall said
"Alright go ahead and try to wake her up" I said, Kendall began to shake Katie
"Katie…Katie wake up…Katie come on we're home…Katie!" Kendall said while shaking her
"'M sleeping go 'way" Katie mumbled as she turned, Kendall huffed and shook her again
"Said leave me 'lone!" Katie said as she sent her hand flying at Kendall who sadly didn't have enough time to move before he was smacked in the face by Katie's hand. I tried not to laugh I really did but it was too funny…I busted out laughing as Kendall sat beside Katie holding the side of his face
"I told you" I said as I caught my breath
"I can't believe she smacked me" Kendall said as he rubbed his cheek
"Like I said she's a Knight" I said as I got out of the car
"Well Mr. Know-It-All how would you get her up?" Kendall asked as he folded his arms
"Simple" I said as I leaned down and gave Kendall a kiss
"Kissing her isn't going to wake her up" Kendall said
"I know that…just carry her" I said as I popped the trunk open so I could get Katie's things
"She's heavy!" Kendall said
"Are you calling me fat?" Katie asked as she looked at Kendall
"Oh now you wake up! And no I wasn't calling you fat" Kendall said
"Right…well I'm tired can we go to the apartment now?" Katie asked as she got out of the car
"Sure Kit-Kat" Kendall said as he grabbed one of her bags while I had the rest, after a few minutes we finally made it in the apartment I sat all her stuff down and walked over to the couch and sat down. Carlos and Logan were in the kitchen eating ice cream.
"Hey Jay where's Kit-Kat?" Carlos asked me
"I'm right here" Katie said as she walked into the kitchen, Logan and Carlos got up and hugged her
"You ok?" Logan asked with a worried look etched on his face
"I will be…now that I'm here with you guys" Katie said with a small smile
"Well we're here if you need anything" Logan said as he gave Katie another hug
"Thanks Logie" Katie said as she hugged him back
"Are you guys' hungry? We ordered some pizza" Carlos said
"No I'm kinda tired" Katie said
"I'll help you put your stuff in your room" Kendall said as he grabbed Katie's stuff and took it down the hall with Katie behind him, after a few minutes passed Kendall came back
"Katie told me to tell you guys' goodnight" Kendall said
"Well it's been a long day I'm going to go to bed too…see you guys in the morning" I said as I started down the hall, Kendall said goodnight and soon joined me in our room. I could tell he was ready to break BUT he was going to be stubborn about it…meaning he was going to claim that he's fine when he's really not. After going through our nightly routine Kendall crawled into bed with me.
"I'm sorry Jay" Kendall said in a broken tone
"Baby you have nothing to be sorry for" I said as I turned so we were face to face
"Jay I practically just became a dad…I know you're not happy about this" Kendall said
"No I'm not happy about this…I'm not happy about this because they left Katie" I said as I looked at Kendall he had a tear rolling down his face
"S-She shouldn't have to go through this…n-neither should you" Kendall said as he tried to keep the tears in
"No she shouldn't….neither should you" I said, and at that moment Kendall broke…he began to cry and I did what he would do for me. I gather Kendall in my arms and I held him I rocked us gently after about ten minutes of him crying the tears started to slow down and Kendall began to regain his composer
"I don't know why I'm crying" Kendall said as he wiped his tears away
"Your crying for your sister" I said
"That and other things" Kendall said
"What do you mean other things?" I asked
"Y-Your going to leave me aren't you?" Kendall asked
"What in the hell would give you an idea like that?" I asked as I sat up
"I just…I just don't want you to feel trapped" Kendall said, I started laughing and Kendall looked at me like I had three heads
"Kendall I love you…I love Katie and just because she's living with us now doesn't change anything between me and you ok? Besides it's going to take a lot more than this to make me leave you…your stuck with me Blondie" I said as I leaned down and gave Kendall a kiss he laughed a little and then smiled at me
"I love you" Kendall said as he sat up and kissed me when we pulled apart I smiled
"I love you too…and I was thinking since Katie is here…why don't we get our own apartment? I mean it's going to take Logan and Carlos…well mainly Carlos time to adjust to her being here and you know how they like to walk around naked" I said
"True…you really want to live with me…like in our own place?" Kendall asked
"Um yeah Blondie…like I said you're stuck with me…you know I kinda had our lives planned" I said
"What do you mean?" Kendall asked
"Well when I picture us…I see us in our own house, were married and have two kids…you own your own hockey rink and I have star role on a TV show" I said as I looked at my fingers
"It sounds wonderful Jay" Kendall said
"Doesn't?" I asked as I let a little laugh out
"So that's why it doesn't bother you that Katie is here…were going to have our dream life, but were just starting it a little early" Kendall said
"Exactly" I said as I looked at Kendall with a smile he smiled back at me
"Well when we get out of reversals tomorrow do you want to ask Mr. Bitters if he has any open apartments." Kendall asked I nodded my head
"I would love that" I said as Kendall smiled at me, we returned to our previous position and fell asleep.
Time Skip- 2 months later
No P.O.V
It had been two months since Katie moved in with the boys of Big Time Rush, since all of it happened Kendall and James had gotten their own apartment and took Katie with them. Gustavo wasn't happy when he found out that Kendall would have to take care of Katie, but after a very heated argument and Kendall threatening to quit the band Gustavo finally came around. Kendall nor Katie had heard anything from their parents and they really didn't care Katie looked at Kendall as her father and James as her other one, Katie sat in her room flipping through the pages of a book when she heard a knock on the door.
"Come in" Katie said, Kendall opened the door and walked in
"Hey baby sis…whatcha up to?" Kendall asked as he sat on the edge of her bed
"Nothing much just reading" Katie said as she held her book up
"Well um…I need to talk to you about something" Kendall said as he rubbed his hands together
"What it is?" Katie asked
"Um I-I've been thinking about doing something and I wanted to see if your ok with it before I do" Kendall said while he looked at Katie
"What is it?" Katie asked again
"I've been thinking about asking James to marry me" Kendall said
"OMG really?" Katie asked
"Yeah…I've seen the way he's taken all this so well and I just think it's the right time you know?" Kendall said
"So what does this have to do with me?" Katie asked
"I just wanted to see how you felt about it…I mean you're my baby sister and I wouldn't want to bring someone into your life that you didn't want in it" Kendall said
"But I love JJ" Katie said as she looked at Kendall
"So that means you're ok with me asking him?" Kendall asked
"Yes! Go ask him now" Katie said
"I plan on it tonight…today marks us being together for two years" Kendall said with a wide smile
"I know…that's why I already talked to Carlos and Logan and I'm staying with them tonight" Katie said
"W-What? You didn't have to do that" Kendall said
"You guys need some alone time…besides I haven't really hung out with 'Litos and Logie since I got here" Katie said, Kendall nodded
"Right…well thanks" Kendall said
"No problem...now if you'll excuse me I'm going to the pool" Katie said as she got up, Kendall laughed and left the room he had to think of a good way to propose to James. As Kendall turned into the kitchen he was met with the sight of James' ass sticking up in the air as he tried to get something from underneath the couch in the living room, Kendall stood there for a few minutes looking at James and then decided to scare him. Kendall quietly snuck into the living room and got right behind James.
"Watcha looking for?" Kendall asked as he grabbed James, who did not scream like a girl
"Damn it Kendall! Don't scare me like that!" James said as he smacked Kendall on his chest, Kendall was laughing so hard he didn't notice
"I-I'm s-sorry baby I-I had to" Kendall said in between laughs
"Jack ass" James said as he yanked away from Kendall
"Baby I'm sorry" Kendall said as he wrapped his arms around James' waist "I love you"
"I love you too…but your still a jack ass" James said as he looked back at Kendall with a small pout
"I know baby…hey how about I make it up to you by taking you out to dinner?" Kendall said as he kissed James' neck
"Well that would be nice" James said
"Great….how about we go to that little Italian restaurant you like so much" Kendall said
"We haven't been there since we started dating" James said
"Yeah I know that's why I want to take you there tonight" Kendall said
"You're the best you know that" James said
"I thought I was a jack ass?" Kendall asked as a little giggled escaped his lips
"You are a jack ass…but you're my jack ass" James said as he leaned in and kiss Kendall
Time Skip
It was around 8 p.m and James was getting ready for his date with Kendall, James was so excited today was his and Kendall's anniversary…they had been together for two years now and James couldn't have been happier. James picked out a very special outfit one that he knew Kendall would recognize, he had been wearing it the night that Kendall asked him out. The outfit consisted of dark blue jeans, green and white vans, and a green shirt…Kendall had given the shirt to James as a birthday present and cherished it dearly, once James was done getting ready he walked into the living room and saw Kendall sitting on the couch.
"You ready babe?" James asked as he put his phone in his pocket
"Yeah I'm…wow" Kendall said as he looked at James
"What? You don't like it?" James asked as he ran his hands over his pants
"Y-You haven't wore that outfit since I asked you out" Kendall said with a smile, he walked up to James and kissed him
"You remembered" James said with a smile
"How could I forget?" Kendall asked as he planted another kiss on James' lips
"Well as much as I would love to stay here and kiss all night…I'm kinda hungry" James said
"Oh right..Um let's get going" Kendall said, he and James made their way to the parking lot of the Palm Woods. After about ten minutes of driving they finally reached the restaurant…they got out and made their way inside, they were seated at a booth and ordered their food after a few minutes of waiting it finally came. The couple happily munched on their food while having conversation, once they were ready for desert Kendall began to act weird and James noticed.
"Kenny you ok baby?" James asked as he saw Kendall start to fidget
"I-I'm fine um I gotta go to the bathroom real quick" Kendall said as he got up
"Ok?" James said as he waited for Kendall to come back. After a few minutes James began to get worried what was taking Kendall so long? Just as James was about to get up and check on him, Kendall came back and looked at James with a smile.
"Jay I love you" Kendall said as he rubbed his hands together
"I know you love me I love you too" James said with a smile
"You know how like people get married and all that?" Kendall asked
"Yeah why?" James asked
"Well…I want that to be us" Kendall said
"What do you mean?" James asked
"I want you to marry me" Kendall said as he got on one knee
"Kendall" James said until Kendall interrupted him
"James you are the one for me…I love you with all of my heart and I can't see myself with anyone else. You have been there for me in my darkest times and you've seen me at my worst and your still here…you've loved me through all of it and I can't thank you enough. I love you James and I hope that you will do me the honor of being my husband" Kendall said as he pulled out a ring
"Y-You want me to marry you?" James asked as he wiped away the tears that ran down his face
"Yes Jamie I love you….will you marry me?" Kendall asked
"YES YES YES!" James screamed as he fell in the floor with Kendall, he laughed and put the ring on James' finger. Kendall couldn't have been happier he had been through some tough times in his life and he was sure there were more to come, but he knew with James by his side he would be ok that James could make the hurt stop.
Ok this is the LAST chapter :D so how did I do? Hope you like it please R&R Thanks :)
