Sorry for being so late ;-; I dont know if there are many people who read this or not but if you do then im sorry if I disappoint you with my new chapter... I wrote this when waiting for people in my school to retest - and people were being nosy and wanted to see what I was writing. I screamed out 'Fu*ck off!' inside my head 'im writing yaoi go away!' lol ...anyway enjoy... please give me some feedbacks to improve ;w; I attempted to write using sensory language in this chapter to try to create imagery so Q-Q …
Summary: What is happiness? I mean sure you will get all you want with money but is that all, will you be happy then? I guess each individual has a different thought about happiness and so does Gilbert Beilschmidt …
Warning: Implied sex, Yaoi (boyxboy duhh~), umm fluffiness that might explode your mind... and human name used (I dont get why that's a warning?)
-Gilbert Beilschmidt-
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My happiness comes from such simple things...
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I opened my bloody red eyes and squinted them as the bright sunlight hit my lens. Wasn't the curtains closed last night? He must have pulled them up. I can see the bird's nest out on the tree outside. The temperature must be freezing out there but the tiny white egg has made it or so it seem, for there was a small bird cuddling next to her momma.
I propped myself up with my arms and felt the bed creaked as I stepped down to the freezing wooden floor. Pieces of clothing were scattered across the room. Boy, we were really going at it last night, huh?
A chuckle escaped my lips as I picked up his white dress shirt on the floor. The sleeves were too long for me and it was huge on my tiny body, the shirt reached my thighs and covered my pale naked body. I pulled it up and took in its scent. His smell still lingered along the shirt, I smiled. I think I'm addict to this familiar smell.
Another sweet smell hit my nostrils as I opened the door leading out the narrow hallway. I made my way down to the kitchen.
Two plates were set on the dining table along with the silverware. The dripping sound of the coffee sounded quite soothing in our quiet little house. A bottle of maple syrup sitting on top of the counter next to a big plate filled with pancakes stacking up on each other.
He was by the stove, I assumed, continued to cook my favorite food. His broad shoulder was back to me. His light blond hair was sticking up a little, looking a bit messy, that was quite unusual for him, but those strands of hair look soft as always, making I want to run my hand through them.
I grinned to myself and crept up to him. It seemed he hasn't notice my presence yet. Silently, I wrapped my arms around his torso and hugged him close from behind. I buried my face in his warm scarf, Ivan's scent filled me up again. I smiled, closing my eyes.
Ivan always wore his scarf. He never took it off no matter what. I was curious of course, but I felt bad once I figured out that he was only try to hide his scars from me. He was afraid I would worry... and I did. I remembered kissing him and told him not to hide anything from me again, I remembered telling him I wasn't mad or anything and I remembered that that night, our love got stronger.
"Good morning Gilbert ~" He chirped happily and turned off the stove. He turned himself around and faced me. He smiled, that gently smile that always made my heart skip a beat or two when it was direct to me. His amethyst eyes gazed down at me, filling with unsaid love and making me feel like I am the most special person to him ever...
I yawned still feeling sleepy. He kissed my forehead and rested his against mine. I brushed a strand of hair away from his cheek and tip toed up, pressing my lips against his soft one. They were always cold... each time we kissed, he sent a shiver down to my spine. Those arms that wrapped around my thin frame were strong and protective, maybe a bit possessive too, making me more safe than ever. I fell in love with him all over again each time we shared kiss...
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My happiness comes from such simple things...
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A kiss from you
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A hug from you
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Simply being love by you
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Simply seeing your face everyday
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Simply being with you.
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I love you...
Thanks for reading, hope you like it~ :D
