Cursed
Well I've gotten some reviews to continue this. I have an idea and hopefully it goes just as smoothly as my Strawberry Gashes Trilogy story. Ideas are welcomed since this is going to be sketchy since I'm not going to do too well with Tyki's personality much. Bleh so warning there is going to be a lot of OC'ness, the Exorcists are evil in this in a way since Allen is on the Noah's side LOL xD, and Cross will be making an appearance to…I think. And this will not in any way follow the manga or anime seeing as I'm still unsure of adding The Fourteenth to this fanfic either, though I do have something in turn planned along these lines KYAH! So….Ideas are appreciated ^_^
The following morning after I was reunited with Tyki I laid there in the soft bed curling up more into the warm chest in front of me feeling the arms that were around me tighten. I took a deep breath taking in Tyki's scent which consisted of an after smell of a strong cologne and cigarette smoke. His scent alone drove me crazy sometimes I swear. I could never get enough of it. I began to leave feathery kisses on the skin of Tyki's chest trying not giggle at how his skin twitched from it being ticklish. I yelped playfully when I felt a pinch on my waist and looked up to see Tyki looking down at me with playful smirk.
"I see we're finally awake and wish to be playful!" He said slowly turning me onto my back as he towered over me each of his hands on either side of my face, his legs straddling my waist.
"Playful? Always when it's you Tyki, you can count on that." I smile running my hands up his chest until I was able to lightly drape them around his neck.
"If you're not careful I might not be able to resist you anymore…" He began to say lowering his head beginning to kiss up my neck towards me ear pleasured whimpers escaping my lips.
"You're just so intoxicating." He then whispers his hot breath dancing along the skin of my ear sending shudders through me.
"I'd never protest at that. All I want is you." I whisper back my breathing becoming heavy as I tangled my fingers into his curly dark hair biting my lip and moaning when he began nipping and kissing my neck.
"Stop tempting me shonen!" He hissed playfully capturing my lips with his own one of his arms wrapping around my back lifting me off of the bed pressing me to his chest. I eagerly kissed him back tangling one of my legs with his own. Tyki lightly nipped at my bottom lip begging me for entrance which I granted easily as both of our tongues battled for dominance.
"TYKI! ALLEN! BREAKFAST IS READY!" We both froze breaking apart from the kiss looking to the door when Jasdero and Devit barged in and everything fell silent. I felt my eyes go wide and my face become hot and I chose to hide my most likely blushing face into Tyki's neck as I heard a growl resonate from him.
"You two have 3 seconds to scat or I kill you." Tyki warned and not long after there was a resonating slam of the door and we heard the two run off down the hall way.
"I don't think I can show my face ever again because of those two!" I whined earning a chuckle from Tyki soon being swept up into his arms as he now stood from the bed. Our faces were close the tips of our noses barely touching.
"Forget about, forget about everyone shonen, all we need is one another ne?" He asked and the smile on my face grew as I nodded my head before closing the distance myself to kiss him on the lips.
"We should get to breakfast or Road will have our heads if we're not there." He says smiling up at me before setting me down onto my feet. Tyki lends me a pair of his own clothes, they were a bit big and we had to use some string to tie two belt loops together so the pants wouldn't fall. The entire time I am standing there with a blush on my face. The white button down shirt was also big on me and the sleeves had to rolled up. Even though my face was blushing from Tyki dressing me, my mind was still else where and I find myself looking out the balcony door again up at the crystal blue sky, my eyes were most likely blank again. I was afraid of being around the other Noah's for many reasons. I was afraid of being rejected in a way, now that I was rejected by the order for loving a Noah.
"Allen?" Snapping from my thoughts I turn my head back to see Tyki had finished dressing me and himself by now and I wander how long was I spaced out. Tyki had a look of worry once more and all I could do was give him my best smile.
"No one is going to reject you." He said and I am shocked at how he could always tell what I was thinking. I could only nod my head and let him take me hand leading me out of the room into a dark hallway. Once again I find myself still shocked at how Roads dimensions work but still I shack my head of the thoughts of ever trying to figure it out.
"Allen!" I am once again brought from my thoughts and nearly fall backwards from the force of Road running and latching her arms around me happily.
"I was afraid you'd convince Tyki to leave you in the room! That would have made me so sad!" She said and I just find myself smiling sadly and hugging her back.
"I can't run anymore and I know deep down that I will never change if I do keep running. I can't fear rejection all the time." I said quietly and then begin to worry when Road went still.
"I'd never let anyone here reject you Allen. Like Tyki you're very special to me and I don't want to see you cry anymore. I don't want to see you alone." She said, I just stand there taking in her words before smiling sadly and closing my eyes, wishing I could believe that she was capable of ensuring that I'd never be alone. Before I can protest at wanting to take my time to the dining room, I soon find myself sitting at a table next to Tyki who is on my left and the Millennium Earl on my right at the head of the table. We're soon joined by everyone else. I found myself becoming self-conscious drawing one of my knees up to my chest so I can rest my chin on it, keeping my eyes to the table because Jasdero and Devit we're staring at me with those annoying smiles on their faces. Taking glance once more through my bangs I groaned because they were still staring and I find myself tilting over moving my face to smash into Tyki's arm mumbling curses about the two. I feel him pat me on the top of the head.
"Could you two refrain from staring so much it makes people uncomfortable?" Tyki said gently pushing me back up to sitting. I grimace when they erupt into laughter both standing with a foot on the table pointing their fingers Tyki.
"We will stare if we like it Tyki! It is not like you to be under dressed, have you forgotten your manners?!" The both said and I couldn't help the sigh that came out of my mouth.
"Coming from the two who just barges into someone's room without knocking and putting your feet on the table where people eat. I think it's you two who have no manners." I find myself saying with a bored tone looking at them with a just as bored look. I'm not surprised when the whole room goes quiet. Road soon erupts into laughter falling from her chair.
"And what about you Ex-Exorcist? You're sitting there with one knee drawn up to you!" Jasdero said now pointing his finger at me.
"Yes it is you who to has no manners!" Devit then said also pointing his finger at me.
"I never claimed to have manners, or are you two just stupid?" I ask and I can't help the smirk that dances across my face upon hearing the Earl trying to hid his own laughter.
"No it is you who is the stupid one Walker! Remember you're new here so we reign over you until you prove otherwise." They both said and I swear an evil flame had of just ignited around me as my smirk turned wicked.
"Bad move you two…You're seriously asking for it." Tyki said and I finally tilt my head up to look directly at them.
"Then shall we play friendly game of poker?" I ask and soon the three of us have cards in our hands, I was surprised to see the Earl playing with us.
"So if we win you become our slave for life." I'm not surprised when Tyki smacks them along with Road, both about to protest.
"Fine then when I win same goes for you plus I dare you to walk up to the order in a mock attack with absolutely no clothes on." I smirk.
"And if I win then both of your bets are null in void and everyone will behave again." The Earl says and soon the game is back into motion.
"I QUIT!" The Early yells throwing his cards down once I win for a third time with a hand of three of a kind. It was one more game and I had purposely made it so I was tired with Jasdevi. I made them think they had a chance as I got my cards ready for my hand. I could see Tyki leaned back in his chair with his hand over his face.
"Straight Flush sucker beat that!" They both yell laying the cards down and all I can do is smirk.
"Prepare to eat your words you two." Tyki mutters as I finally lay my cards down, each card was in the suit of spade.
"Natural Royal Flush, highest winning hand in poker." I smirked and the two scream in losers agony.
"Remind me to never play a game with Allen." Road giggles as our breakfast was finally delivered to us, the entire breakfast Jasdevi is complaining which had riled Tyki up and started a mini one-sided food fight. I just rolled my eyes and continued to slowly eat my food while the Earl and I played a game of chess.
"I'm glad to see that you're already beginning to settle in." He said making a move.
"I'm surprised that I'm already this comfortable. I had been with the order for over 2 years now and still I wasn't settled in I didn't feel welcomed or at home." I say studying his move before making another one of mine. He immediately made his next move
"Is that why you binge eat?" He asked, I feel my hand twitch over the piece I was going to move. I couldn't answer that question. A question he obviously knew the answer to, it made me wander how long has he been watching me.
"Even when you were younger and felt uncomfortable somewhere you'd eat a whole lot because you never knew when your next meal when come. When you're somewhere you enjoy being you eat like any normal person, but that has only occurred twice hasn't it?" He asked, I still hadn't made my move on the game it is then I realize we aren't really playing just moving the pieces around.
"Durring the time when I had lived with Mana and then the first time Tyki brought me here after my fight with Kanda about my love life." I say quietly looking up when there was a loud crash only to see Devit had been sent back into the back wall after Tyki throwing his chair at him.
"Allen when you're here you never have to worry about leaving and chancing being taken by them. I know you secretly fear that Kanda. I know about that fight and the details of it, but does Tyki know?" He asks and I find myself drawing up my other knee hiding my face within my legs.
"Allen?" Road asked appearing suddenly next to me sitting on the table her hand resting onto my shoulder.
"It was only a stupid fight, I had chosen Tyki and not him. And he tried to convince me that it was easier to be with someone in the order instead of someone who would never be able to know or understand what I do." I partly lied, yes it was true he was trying to convince me, but I lied about it being a stupid fight. It was more than just that. That night started my nightmares, that night made me realize I never wanted to be left alone with Kanda ever again.
"No its not Allen, there's more to it isn't there?" Road whispered being careful not to alert Tyki who was still in the middle of fighting Jasdevi; the realization makes me smile. They were purposely keeping Tyki busy so these two could talk to me.
"Allen I remember that night, because that was also the night you revealed you already knew about Tyki being part of us. I still don't know how you found me just so you could get to him." Road said slowly running her hand up and down my back.
"When Tyki and I made the decision to make ourselves official was when he told me and I told him. We knew each other to be enemies but we didn't care. That night after completing the mission with Kanda he couldn't accept the fact that I loved someone else when he had feelings for me. That night I should have accepted Lavi's offer to go star gazing with him, but I didn't." I explained trying to jump around avoiding of what they wanted me to tell them. I wanted Tyki to be the one I told, but Road herself knew that I'd go to my graze never telling a soul. I begin to close myself up biting my lip not wanting to go back to that night.
"Allen…" Road says but she is quickly silenced.
"Listen to me Allen, to move on you have to tell someone. You can't bottle it up. One day it's going to come out and you're not going to know what to do." The Earl explains.
"I can't I swore to myself never to tell anyone!" I panic keeping my voice quiet.
"Was it you who swore to yourself in fear of Tyki leaving you, or did you swear to Kanda to never tell because he threatened to hurt you?" The Earl asks and I find my eyes growing wide as I lift my head to stare at him. I realize then that Road and him already knew but just wanted me to confirm it, but I couldn't say it.
"That's enough." Road and I both jump at the sound of Tyki's voice. "I told him that night he came to me broken that when he was ready he could tell me. Don't force him, it only happened barely a year ago. Don't remind him of the night that started him having to be on the run." Tyki said and I don't protest when he lifts me up into his arms and begins to walk out. I'm not surprised that no one stops him. Once alone out in the hallway Tyki sets me onto my feet and I begin to follow him. I don't know where we're going but I knew it wasn't to his room. After a while of walking starring at the floor I become lost again within my own thoughts images of that night resurfacing, I don't realize I had stopped walking until I was leaned against the wall sliding down it curling into a ball.
"I'm right here Allen, I will never let anyone touch you." I hear Tyki say as I was pulled into his arms and I couldn't help but instantly relax in them.
"I'm sorry…I'm sorry." I began repeating only to have Tyki's hand cover my mouth beginning to rock side to side. It was like that night when I reached Tyki at that Inn. Road had brought me to him and even though I was sopping wet from the rain and freezing cold I couldn't help but run to him and latch onto him crying. The whole night I refused to detach from him never once did I stop apologizing even when I was brought here. And that's when it all happened, when I did finally return to the order I was forced to run, because they knew.
"Shh it's going to be okay shonen, I will never leave you." I hear Tyki whisper and I soon find myself falling asleep in his arms curled up.
Roads POV:
I watched at the end of the hallway as Allen broke into pieces like that very night we thought we were never going to get him back to normal. Even now one year later he still isn't normal and we can't blame him one bit. I soon walk forward and kneel onto the ground across from the two of them. Tyki is watching Allens peaceful face his fingers running through the young boys silver white hair.
"He's going to become one of us Tyki." I whisper and I watch as he nods his head.
"Yes I know, a new Noah perhaps? Since all of us have woken again." He says and I can only shrug.
"Millennium Earl suggests Allen in the one everyone is looking for…He may hold the Heart or he may like you said be a new Noah to the Noah Family." I say and he once again only nods his head.
"What Kanda did to him really scared his mind and who's to say it won't happen again?" I ask and still I am only given a nod. The things that have happened in Allens' life has caused a lot of damage and we were left to pick up the pieces and put him back together. My only hope was that he wouldn't encounter Kanda or his shishou alone.
