Cursed
Well I feel like crying from my last chapter and I'm the one Typing it! NYAH~! Well the song of inspiration for this chapter is "I'm not Perfect" by "Lori Martini"
It had been a month and I had finally fallen into a routine. Lavi would wake up around four in the morning which in turn he'd wake me and we'd go get breakfast. And that's where we were at this moment, eating breakfast. I had only run into Kanda twice this whole month and it wasn't as painful as the times before. I was still in my female self and I guess that is why, he had called me filth and that made things so much easier.
"You're doing it again...thinking that is." Lavi suddenly said and I sighed playing with a grape.
"I was just thinking on how easy it's been with Kanda. He now hates me because I'm a girl. That is such a plus for me." I said blankly before plopping the grape into my mouth.
"Yea he really hates women. Looks like Road finally found something where Kanda won't touch you." Lavi laughed and I watched as he scratched his nose and he blushed.
"You like Road." I simply stated and I watched him fall from his chair.
"H-how did you guess?!" He yelled out and I sighed.
"Because she's all you bring up when you're with me." I stated eating another grape. I was waiting for it to be the afternoon where I go get another check up from Komui. My body has been acting weird and he gets the results in today. At least that gave me a small break away from Lavi for moments.
"Wow you're a real downer this morning Allen." He said and I rolled my eyes.
"That's because today marks an exact month since my capture, since Tyki's death! Of course I'm going to be down!" I snapped and Lavi held his hands out in front of him in defense.
"It's not only that your moods have been swinging a lot as well." He added and I sighed.
"And why do you think I went to Komui yesterday?! I get my results this afternoon, it's probably because Lvellie comes in tomorrow, but I was told he has no interest in me since I am the science divisions problem now." I explained more calmly now finishing my 12th bowl of fruit, the only thing my stomach seems to be able to handle.
"Well we're both done eating how about we go try and see if we can get your results early?!" Lavi asked standing to his feet and grabbing my hand pulling me with him. As we were leaving we came face to face with Kanda. He spared us no second glance as he walked passed us into the cafeteria. I felt a shiver run up my spine when his hand brushed against my own.
"Allen?" Lavi asked and I shook myself of the feeling.
"It's nothing let's go." I said and followed after the redhead. The journey to Komui's office was short and sweet which was to me relief since Lavi didn't know the meaning to silence as the grave! We found Komui asleep at his desk surrounded by paperwork. What was even worst was that Lvellie sat there reading a piece of paper with my name on it. This wasn't good especially since he was a day early.
"Bookman shut the door and lock it. Do not fear Allen I am on your side." He said and I held my breath watching as he stood to his feet grabbed a book and slammed it onto the desk. We watched as Komui screamed flying from his chair.
"LVELLIE SIR!" Komui shrieked fixing himself into his chair once more.
"So what's going on? I don't understand." I said and I watched as Komui tried to get the paper from Lvellie who gave Komui a warning look before looking to me and took a step towards me. Lavi was already back at my side.
"Lavi you will be escorting Ms. Mikk back home to the Ark. The last known door was in Moscow, Russia. Take warm clothes it is winter." He said holding the piece of paper out to me and I carefully took it and read the details.
"I...I'm pregnant?" I asked with wide eyes.
"This paper will be destroyed when you leave the office. According to all of the other exorcists you are going to trial in London and will be back depending on their verdict. You know Lavi you will never be able to return after this." Lvellie stated and I watched Lavi nod his head.
"Lvellie sir...I don't understand." I said my breathing becoming heavier.
"I made a promise to woman once to always help the innocent. What has been done to you is horrible and I am risking my life to help you. Everyone thinks I am sending you to Central in London, even Central thinks you are coming. But only us in this room will know the truth including my friend Howard Link who will be escorting you to Berlin, Germany. From there you two will make you fake escape." Lvellie explained to me taking the paper from me and pulled a lighter out catching it on fire.
"I understand sir." I said letting Lavi take my hand lead me out and back to his room. I wasn't expecting us to be stopped in the hallway by Kanda. You could tell he wanted to speak to me
"Lavi...I'll be fine I'll meet you back at the room." I said standing straight holding my head high.
"Are you sure?" He asked and I nodded my head, Lavi reluctantly released my hand and ran off down the hall.
"You don't have to fear anything, I won't do anything to you." Kanda said and for once his voice was normal.
"I know what do you want Kanda?" I asked and I watched him sigh.
"If our circumstances had been different...would you have chosen me or gave me thought?" He asked, I felt my mouth drop slightly at his question and I sighed.
"If the circumstances were that I never met Tyki then yes...I would have considered choosing you." I said looking down. I let out a small yelp when I was suddenly pushed against the wall and next I was starring up into Kanda's calm eyes.
"I know this is the last I will see you. I know you aren't going to central but I will give you up and I hope you find Tyki alive." He whispered and I just found myself starring up at Kanda.
"I still plan to kill you one day for everything you have done to me Kanda." I whispered and I watched as a smile rose to his lips.
"I hope you will Allen." He said and he leaned forward his lips connecting to mine. I did nothing to stop him. I didn't even kiss back. When he parted he left a tiny kiss to my cheek before finally walking off. I found myself smiling before running off getting back to Lavi's room where he sat waiting, our things already packed.
"You okay?" He asked and I nodded my head walking over and wrapping my arms around him.
"I'm going home and you get to have your chance with Road." I whispered and I watched him smile as we each grabbed our respected bag and head out. A lot of people were still asleep when we met up with Howard at the entrance to the Order. None of us spoke as we left and headed for the train station here in Paris. I kept close to Lavi as we walked through the forest there was a light blanket of snow on the ground.
'We're going home?' I heard Reds' voice and I smiled.
'Yes we are...what are the chances of Tyki still being alive?' I asked.
"Slim but still possible.' He said and I sighed, I could only pray and hope. The walk to the train was boring and we waited for Howard as he paid for the three tickets. We were soon on the train and waiting for it to depart. It was a three day trip to Berlin. I wasn't too thrilled about having to stay seated for that long, but there was nothing much else we could do. The first whole day was really boring with me beating both of them in a game of cards. It was the afternoon of the second day when Howard became rigid. From the car in front of us there were men in cloaks looking at everyone.
"Lavi, punch me then take Allen and run, get off the train by all means." Howard said quickly, I screamed when Lavi had actually done it before grabbing our bags and me and we ran. Lavi held my hand as we ran through the cars. We ran till we came to the very back.
"Follow me to the roof!" He said beginning to climb up and I followed up after him.
"Lavi this is insane!" I yelled over the wind allowing him to take my hand again pulling me along as we jumped from car to car.
"Look! A bridge over water we jump there!" Lavi yelled, I could only nod my head as we stood waiting, both ends of the car we blocked off by the men in black cloaks.
"They're Crow members, if we don't jump we'll both be dead." Lavi said and I nodded my head as the train made the bend I was pulled with the red head and we jumped from the moving train over the bridge right before I was grabbed by one of the cloacked members.
"CROWN CLOWN!" I screamed white ribbons appearing, it slowled our fall but only barely as we crashed through ice into freezing cold water. The water moved underneath and we moved with it away from the whole we made.
'Do it! Create a door or you both will die!' I Crown Clowns voice. Hugging onto Lavi I closed my eyes and concentrated feeling the warm feeling as I watched a white portal appear and we rushed through it landing in a court yard. Water still rushed through and I quickly closed the door before laying there out of breath.
"Nice call Allen! Why didn't you do this at the Order?!" Lavi snapped, but I only ignored him sitting up and beginning to ring out my hair which mind you has gotten longer.
"Shut up!" I snapped beginning to shiver and I looked around this area was new to me, I had never been in here before. Shacking my head of the thoughts I opened my bag and pulled crosses jacket from it. Thankfully our bags were water proof so everything was still dry.
"Allen?" Lavi asked as I stood to my feet looking around.
"I don't know where we are." I said slipping the jacket on trying to warm myself up. "All I know is that, that top building is our home and we're in some courtyard at the bottom of the ark. We have probably a four days walk to the Noah's home!" I whinned then screamed when a loud blast erupted from behind us. Lavi had wrapped his arms around me and ducked to behind one of the trees there.
"Come out exorcists!" I knew that voice it was Mimi and she had a few Akuma with her.
"Mimi we're not enemies!" Lavi shouted and another blast hit the building behind us.
"Lavi we're surrounded!" I screamed and as we were shot at I was barely able to activate the barriers that were still so unfamiliar to me. I sat on the ground covering my head screaming for them to stop.
"Damn you guys put a barrier up. Oh well you're going to die anyways!" Mimi laughed as she came towards us. My eyes widened and I burried my face into Lavi's chest screaming for her to listen to us.
"MIMI!" Everything stopped and I peeked out to see Lulu Bell jump down from a building.
"Is that your mother?" Lavi whispered to me and I nodded my head still crying into his chest.
"Yea Mimi you scared the exorcists! That's not nice we need to question them." Road laughed next and my fears came true that because of the commotion they couldn't see me.
"Sorry madam's I just wanted to kill something since that Samurai beat me last time when I tried to infiltrate!" Mimi giggled. This was too much for me. More Akuma appeared and I noticed that they were gray skinned already which means they were on the offense.
"No...nononononono..." I began to repeat curling as much into Lavi as possible praying for Tyki to appear but I knew that, that wasn't going to happen.
"Oh the other one is just shacking!" Mimi laughed again and everything around me just snapped.
"STOP IT PLEASE!" I screamed the barrier exploding and I couldn't help as the white ribbons appeared defensively creating a tight wall around us. I had accidentally knocked Lavi away and so I was encased by myself.
"MIMI YOU DUMBASS THAT WAS ALLEN!" Road screamed and I heard a slapping sound.
"You two aren't any better you didn't recognize her either!" I heard Lavi's deadpanned voice.
"Hey exorcist...SHUT UP!" Mimi and Road both yelled, I sensed someone approach the wall and gently rest a hand onto it.
"Allen we're sorry please...come out?" I heard Lulu Bells quiet voice, despite everything that had just happened I allowed myself out and I latched myself to her. Lulu Bell's arms circled around me.
"I was so scared!" I cried and she only shushed me as she lowered us to the ground and she rocked me.
"It's okay you're home now." She whispered.
"So who are you?" I heard Road asked and I knew it was towards Lavi.
"Lavi, Allens protector and I have to say...STRIKE!" I let the sigh leave and allowed Lulu Bell to help me to my feet I saw Lavi there with his arm stretched out in a thumbs up towards Road.
"Allen?" Road asked looking to me.
"He has a crush on you." I smiled sweetly, I shuddered though when Road had an evil smile grace her lips.
"Well if he can get Sheril's okay then I'll give him a chance." I shuddered again at that thought.
"You two are soaked and freezing let's get inside and you guys changed and warmed up. Everyone else is out and will be back later. Till then we'll get you guys settled in." Lulu Bell said giving everyone a look as well. It made me wander about what. I didn't want to think about it. Inside Lavi was taken by Road to go change and Lulu Bell took me to her and Adams room where I changed in the bathroom. I sighed and looked myself in the mirror. I wore a simple white dress that went down to my knees with long sleeves.
"Note to self...murder Lavi for only packing dresses." I muttered with a sigh slipping Cross's jacket back on buttoning it up. The jacket went down to just below my knees and I felt much better even though it was still a dress like. I walked out to see Lulu Bell sitting there waiting for me on the bed.
"Are you alright?" Lulu Bell asked and I sighed walking over and sat down next to her bringing my knees up to my chest and hugging them.
"I'm pregnant, I don't want anyone else knowing till everyone is together." I simply stated and I sighed, I really hoped that Tyki was alive and well.
"Don't worry you'll get through everything just fine." Lulu Bell smiled and wrapped her arms around me. I leaned into her and took in a deep breath, soon Lavi and Road walked in talking and it seemed they were getting along just fine. I was helped off of the bed and we soon made our way to the dinning area where we found Cross and Adam playing a game of cards.
"The others will be back soon, but go on. They won't mistake anything." Lulu Bell whispered to me. I took a deep breath and walked forward trying to keep my emotions in check. But when I neared them I felt my tears fall especially when they looked up.
"Allen!" Adam exclaimed jumping from his chair and wrapped his arms around me.
"I'm home papa...I'm home!" I cried wrapping my arms around him tightly.
"You're okay and that's all that matters, sit you're probably famished." Adam said and I smiled taking my usual seat while Lavi was forced into the one beside Road. I pulled my chair up to watch the unfolding game for once declining to play.
"I SAID BACK OFF DEVIT!" My ears twitched at the sound of the familiar voice and I found my head lifting when the door to the dinning area swing open. I didn't dare look just in case I was imagining it.
"Oh come on Tyki it was fun!" Devit's voice rang loudly.
"Pushing me into the frozen lake was NOT fun you idiot!" His voice said again and I closed my eyes letting the tears slip down my cheeks. I slowly stood from my chair and turned. Tyki had Devit caught in an arm lock. Jasdero had spotted me and I motioned him not to do anything and he just smiled.
"It may not have been fun but don't kill Devit, Tyki." I said trying to keep my voice even but I was already crying, so happy to see him alive. I watched as the two froze and looked up.
"Allen..." He said releasing Devit and ran over wrapping his arms around me into a tight embrace.
"I'm home." I smiled happily kissing his cheek.
"Together forever." He said lifting me into the air spinning me. I laughed and wrapped my arms around his shoulders as he let me down.
"Okay no sex for a long while at least not until we get food into them!" Road laughed going back to her conversation with Lavi. Tyki and I sat in our seats as we waited for food to be brought out I leaned into Tyki watching as the card game commenced once more.
"So after this shall we go back to my room and have a bit of fun?" Tyki whispered into my ear.
"We can't and after food I'll be explaining to everyone why." I whispered back kissing his cheek.
"Why not tell everyone now Allen, you're just trying to avoid it." I heard Lavi say and I growled and he began to whistle away causing Road to erupt into laughter.
"Okay...Tyki remember when we had sex in my changing room before the wedding?" I asked the question causing him to choke on his drink.
"Yes...what about it?" He asked and I watched as Lulu Bell smiled to me and motioned for me to go on. Standing from my chair I faced Tyki and grabbed his hand placing his palm onto my stomach.
"I know it's sooner than what we planed, but we're starting that family you always wanted. And now that I know you're alive I'm not afraid anymore." I smiled and I watched all the color drain from Tyki's face as he fell backwards out of his chair. I stood there just blinking before I sighed.
"Did my husband seriously just fucking faint?!" I asked with a sigh and sat back down in my chair.
"Aren't you going to wake him up?" Road asked in between giggles.
"Nope he's fine." I said with my arms crossed then looked to Adam and Cross.
"Deal me a hand of cards I'm gonna play!" I said and everyone sighed.
Soooooo I have no idea whether or not to end it hear or go on...you guys tell me!
