Cursed

So I finally came to the decision to continue this. I hope I'm not stretching it and I hope with the ending I have decided….you all don't kill me. So onward!


Lavi and I sat in the dining room playing a game of chess, a game I was losing badly to. It had been a good few months since I have returned and well, things weren't looking up too well. Tyki and hadn't spent any time with one another because he kept himself busy with missions. When he was around he didn't speak to me much. It was like I should have stayed away, it was like he didn't want me anymore.

"You're thinking again." Lavi's voice broke out and I could only sigh before standing from my seat and walking over to the window leaning against the wall. I saw Road torturing Jasdero and Devit again and I could only smile sadly.

"Is it just me or was coming back a bad thing?" I ask lowering my hand and resting it onto my stomach. Lavi sighed and I heard stand from his own chair walking over to me.

"Allen talk to him, the both of you are avoiding each other. I know he started it but you need to end it. This behavior isn't good for the baby." Lavi explained setting his hand onto my shoulder.

"I can't help it Lavi, if he doesn't want me then fine…I'll just stay away!" I snapped and pulled away before leaving the room. I was already used to being in this female form and it gave Mama Lulu Bell an excuse to dress me up. I passed by my fathers' office and I could hear the hushed voices of both him and Tyki. I bit my lip and hurried along not wanting to hear what either of them had to say.

"Allen." I froze when my name was called by the last person I wanted to see.

"Look, Sherril I don't want to fight again." I say turning to face him holding my hands up.

"I'm not here to pick a fight but your friend Lavi is right this nonsense has got to end. Both of you need to talk this out." He said stepping forward and I only took a step back.

"Stop." I say letting out a heavy breath and I was glad when he just stood in his spot.

"I just want things to be normal again okay. I have come to terms with the fact that him and I are no longer together. If he wants to talk about this, then fine I'll talk but…I can't do this anymore. He makes me wonder why I even fought to come other than my family. So Sherril, I'd appreciate it if you and the others would stop pestering me about this and let me move on." I say and walked off again wrapping my arms around myself walking into the room I was given after the huge fight Tyki and I had. I should have known that Tyki wouldn't want this child and now my presence was just a burden for everyone. The Ark was divided into Team Allen and Team Tyki, the whole thing was putting a toll onto everyone and I knew I started this. I leaned against my closed door and slid to the floor wrapping my arms around my legs bringing my knees to my chest. The tears finally spilled over. Slowly everyone was turning against me and I saw that. Everyone told me to just talk to him but what more was there for us to talk about. It was obvious…

Tyki didn't want this child.

I sat there for hours even when Road or my mother tried getting me to come out for dinner, for the third night in a row I refused. I knew Tyki was going to be there and since our chairs were still next to one another, a fight was sure to break out. It always did. I sat for hours and even when the sun lowered from the sky I still sat there sobs and tears still coming. Ever since our fight I have separated myself from the people who cared about me and now rifts were being made. I came to the decision and now I had to stick by it. I stood from my spot on the floor and went to the closet pulling a single shoulder bag from it lightly tossing it onto my bed. I quietly walked about my room pulling clothes from my drawers and stuffing them into the bag. I was finishing up packing when another onslaught of tears and sobs broke through and I collapsed to my knees by the bed. It took an entire month for me to get back after being kidnapped and now I was going to leave. I covered my mouth to silence myself when a knock resonated throughout my room.

"Allen, I know I can't stop you and I haven't told your parents yet. Don't leave, everyone loves you so much and we just got you back." I heard Wisely's voice, a shudder coursed through me and I curled my legs into me again beginning to rock.

"Everything may seem like it's falling apart but you don't have to do this alone. Everyone is here for you even if Tyki's not. I'll hear your thoughts and whatever you decide will decide if I go to your parents or not." He said once more and soon walked off. His words only made things worse and I knew I couldn't stay, not with how things were going. I stood from my spot on the floor and walked to my mirror and dresser set starring back at my reflection. My eyes were red and puffy, with a sigh I pulled the silver band from my finger and laid it on the dresser, but I refused to remove the rose ring that he had given me and it stayed on the silver chain around my neck. I let out one last shaky breath before returning to my closet and pulled the black hooded cloak from a hanger and slipped it on around my shoulders lifting the hood over my head.

"I'll leave and set you free. I promised to never trap you. I'm sorry Tyki." I whispered to myself maneuvering the pack over my head onto my shoulder and stood in the middle of my room, silent tears falling from my eyes. In a last attempt knowing Wisely would be back soon with my parents I lifted the barrier around my room and opened the white Ark door under my feet. I allowed myself to slip through the moment my bedroom door was banged on. I entered the white vast space feeling a certain warmth course through me. As quickly as I had entered the door, I had exited finding myself in a large forest. Before I could be followed I shut the door vowing to never open one again. It would be the only way for any of the Noah family to find me. I made quick haste through the forest away from where I came from I was still in danger of being caught. It wasn't until I came to road that I slowed myself down to a simple walk, I kept the hood securely over my head and ignored anyone who passed me.


I walked for hours, even when the sun had risen into the sky a small town was in visible sight and I knew I'd be there shortly. I was glad I had grabbed what little money I had planning on buying a little bit a food so I could keep myself and the baby fed. I pulled the gloves from my bag and slipped them onto my hands, I also made sure the hood was over my head hoping to hide the curse mark over my face. The town was small and I found myself in a state of nostalgia as I slowly began to remember things. I walked into a small café and was greeted with a smiling face of a young woman.

"Good morning ma'am can I help you?" The woman asked, I suddenly felt nervous but not at all afraid.

"I don't have much money and I've been traveling all night. Is there an Inn anywhere I could stay at?" I asked, the woman sighed and motioned for me to wait there. She soon vanished off into the back before coming back with a sack which I guessed was filled with food.

"There is a passage through the woods behind this building. Up the passage is an abandoned house no one lives there. You can stay there as long as you like." She smiled before ushering me on her way and paused.

"You resemble the nice woman who used to live there, make sure you stay warm, the cold is bad for pregnant women." She said then vanished back into the café. I felt dumbstruck but none the less I disappeared behind the café and found the passage way the woman spoke of and headed down it. The moment I laid eyes on the home, I saw why I was feeling nostalgia in town. Almost burnt to the ground laid the house of my childhood memories. The roof was still partially there and it would have to do for the day and night. Thunder clapped in the distance and I finished my way up to the house surprised to find no one else there. I sat at the window seat that was still there in the living area and watched the outside world as rain began to fall. I remembered a tree used to sit in the middle of the yard but now only a tree stump laid there.


"KOKORO GET DOWN FROM THERE!" Lulu Bell screamed up the tree and a young boy with rusty red hair only laughed as he jumped from the tree branches.

"Calm down will ya I'm fine!" Kokoro yelled crossing his arms over his chest. He yelped when he was grabbed by his ear beginning to get yanked back towards the house.

"I'll I'm fine your head if you ever do that again!" Lulu Bell screamed waving her cooking spoon in the air. Kokoro tried to pull away from his mother.


I sighed and took a pastry from the food bag out and began to nibble on it watching small chipmunks scurry across the ground. I only ate half of the pastry before getting bored of it and put it and the bag into my shoulder pack. Not caring for the rain I headed outside and followed another path until I came to a cave a small smile gracing my lips as I walked inside seeing cave drawings that were done by a four year old.


"You becareful in there you hear me Kokoro! Your mother will have my ass if a wild animal gets a hold of you!" Adam yelled from outside watching the young boy using a sharp rock to hit the side of the cave wall.

"Look papa I made us onto the cave wall!" Kokoro cheered running out and jumping into his fathers arms.


"We were supposed to be a happy family, you wanted to start one! Why…WHY!" I screamed into the sky as thunder boomed overhead. I was already soaked and everything was beginning to get cold. I found a big enough rock and sat upon it sobs breaking through again. I wrapped my arms around myself beginning to rock back and forth.

"You promised forever Tyki…YOU PROMISED!" I screamed at nothing more sobs breaking through. I stood to my feet and headed deeper into the forest no particular destination in mind. I wandered and wandered even when the sun fell from the sky, it still rained and I was soaked to the bone and freezing, I knew I needed to find shelter and start a fire. All I found was a Cliffside and an old rickety bridge that connected the other side. Taking a deep breath I peered over the edge to see a river below and sighed. It was now or never and I took the first steps onto the bridge. I had my arms still wrapped around me as I crossed. The wind suddenly blew and the bridge shook, I let out a whimper and something in my mind told me to turn back. I ignored everything so when I fell through one of the planks I wasn't surprised. I held onto the edge of the other plank trying to pull myself up but I had no strength.

"WHY IS IT ALWAYS ME?! AM I THAT SO HATED!" I screamed in desperation my hold on the planks finally giving out. I let out a yelp when I was jerked from someone grabbing a hold of me.

"You're really stupid you know that baka?!" I let out the breath I was holding when I looked up to see Cross standing there and he pulled me up.

"Everyone is out looking for you, you know that!" He yelled once we were on solid ground on the other side.

"I didn't want to be found Shishou!" I snapped leaning against a tree wrapping my arms around myself.

"I kind of figured that much with you opening an Ark door in the middle of your room! If you saw me on the bridge coming to your rescue what would you have done?" Cross asked and I gave him a look telling him he didn't want me to answer that.

"I probably would have fallen to my death that's what!" I snapped when silence only pursued on. That resulted in my getting smacked upside the head.

"Open a door you're going back and APOLOGIZING to everyone!" Cross yelled and I refused to move.

"I'm not going back. With me gone Tyki can be free to do what he wants with his life!" I snapped and that resulted in another smack to the back of my head.

"Will you stop that! I won't stay somewhere I'm not wanted!" I shouted and once more I'm smacked, so I resulted in activating my arm and shot at him. This caused him to jump back and I took that as my cue and ran off into the woods. I didn't get very far until arms wrapped around me and I was thrown over a pair of shoulders.

"Took you long enough Sherril!" Cross muttered and I began to flail about.

"PUT ME DOWN THIS INSTANT!" I screamed and reached for my nap sack when Cross took it from me. Soon we were in the court yard of the Ark.

"And finally we are home and with the princess." Sherril laughed.

"Say that again I DARE YOU!" I shrieked being dropped and right into the fountain.

"Thank god you found her!" And now here I was about to be in trouble as my father ran up.

"Yes the princess is safe and sound!" Sherril announced I activated my arm and aimed for him, but never had a chance3 to fire it when I was hugged to death by Road.

"You're freezing! Everyone chill out I'll go get her changed!" Road said grabbing my wrists and dragged me off before anyone else could hug me.

"Tyki is out looking for you as well…he was one of the first to leave." She said as we walked through the halls of the Ark.

"Like I care, I left so he could be free from me and the baby!" I muttered and I jumped when Road turned and gave me one of her evil looks.

"You're really are an idiot aren't you! He still loves you!" She snapped and I sighed.

"Doesn't seem like it when all we do is fight and avoid one another. I know he doesn't want this baby and I'm not going to force him into anything he doesn't want Road! I'm fine doing this alone!" I began to cry again, I let her take my hand and lead me back to my room where I changed into dry clothes wrapping a blanket around myself.

"Well your father forbids you from opening Ark doors and you're grounded." Road laughed, I could only groan snuggling inside my cocoon of blanket.

"You should put your ring back on." Road said, I could tell she was by my door.

"Tyki and I aren't together anymore remember! I'm alone and I'll be forever alone!" I cried falling onto my back wrapping myself up more into the blanket. I heard my door close and knew Road had left, I let the sobs erupt again, all I wanted was to be wrapped in those strong arms again. I poked my head out seeing the silver band on the top of my dresser still, it brought more tears to my eyes. Why were things so messed up?!

"Allen?" I peek through my blankets to see my father. Sitting up I watch as he walks over and sits onto the edge of my bed. I bring my knees up and hug onto them.

"You scared your mother and I to death." He says his face unreadable.

"I just thought it would be best if I left, I'm bringing nothing but trouble!" I say burrowing my face into my legs trying to fight the urge to cry again.

"Allen you should have came to one of us. We know this is very hard for you. Everyone is worried about you and even though the two of you are avoiding one another even Tyki is worried about you." He says scooting closer to me wrapping his arm around my shoulders. I couldn't help it when I lunged to the side wrapping my arms around my fathers waist crying.

"I love him so much papa and I can't raise this child alone! I want him back but I can't go running to him crying it would only show weakness!" I cry out clutching onto his shirt as his hand began to smooth my hair out.

"I know sweetheart and everything will be fine soon you just have to believe." He says and I can only cry more. I cry until I could cry no more just lying there hugging onto my father.

"I found our old home, it's still standing some. I also found the cave drawings I made when I was four." I whisper and I listen to him chuckle.

"Only you to stumble onto the place of your first memories. Come on lets go get you and the baby some food, you've had a long day." He says and I let him lead me out and down the hallway to the dining room. I force back the groan when I see Tyki there sitting in his usual spot next to my seat. The moment I entered the room my mother was over to me with her arms wrapped around me.

"Next time come to either your father or me if you think of leaving!" She says kissing the top of my head and I could only nod my head and soon I was sitting in my spot next to Tyki at the table. Dinner was silent even with Jasdero and Devit who were playing cards with one another. My meal was simple just a bowl of fruit and a small salad since I wasn't all that hungry. I finished the fruit but was merely playing with the salad. I was put into an awkward position watching as everyone was giving me looks. It was obvious they were trying to either get me to talk to Tyki or get Tyki to talk to me. It was obvious that I wasn't used to the silent starring when I abruptly stood from my chair and walked out ignoring Road who called my name. The moment I entered my room I began pacing back and forth both of my hands tangled into my long hair.

"Allen..." I immediately stopped when I heard his voice.

"Don't you dare start! I don't want to hear it! I get it okay I'll leave you alone!" I screamed turning to face him. Tyki hadn't changed at all obviously but his eyes held a certain sadness. I watched as every time he tried to say something nothing would come out.

"You promised me forever...why did you break it Tyki...WHY?!" I cried out and soon began pacing again. I yelped when my arm was grabbed and I was spun into his chest his arms encircling around me tightly.

"There is no excuse I can come up with to tell you why except that I was stupid Allen." He said and I tried pushing away from him, I wanted to go anywhere but stay here with him.

"Yea it was stupid but you know what I'm giving you your wish! I'm staying away from you so you don't have to take care of this baby!" I cry out but he still wouldn't release me and I felt as if my legs wanted to give out under me.

"Put your ring back on Allen." He whispers and I felt like wanting to punch him.

"WHY?! IT'S NOT AS IF YOU WANT ME ANYMORE!" I scream finally pulling out of his arms.

"I was wrong Allen! I didn't mean to hurt you, the pregnancy took me by surprise! I still want you and I want this baby! I'm begging you for a second chance please!" He shouted back and I felt myself frozen at his words.

"Wh-what?" I asked too stunned and slowly I fell to the floor sitting there starring up at him.

"I want a second chance Allen, I want to be there for our baby. I want to be there for you and prove to you that I am the only one meant for you. So please put your ring back on and let's be a family." Tyki said dropping to his knees leaning forward and wrapping his arms around Allen again.

"I love you Allen." He chokes out and finally I am crying again wrapping my arms around him.

"I love you to Tyki...I love you so so much!" I cry clutching onto him like he was my last lifeline.


Well there you have it the next chapter YAY! I love my brain, but at the same time I don't love it LOL. I need a distraction because I'm in a fight with my friends and the only thing making me happy at the moment is Fanfiction. I LOVE YOU GUYS!