JPOV (Jacob)

Lost. The feeling I've had for quite some time now. Running. What I've wanted to do since my parents died. What I've wanted to do since I got Bella and Edward's wedding invitation. That bloodsucker had a lot of nerve to send me an invitation. I just wish Bella would see how much I love her. Even after the night we shared. I wonder if she's pregnant or not. More importantly I have to check up on Cleo. She's pregnant again by that Quileute/Makah kid. He's not a bad kid but I still don't trust him. I know Cleo wants the pack and I to get along with him but it's hard. I mean I thought working with the bloodsuckers was hard. Then again, Bella made all of us become allies. But I still did it for her.

I guess, I fell into love too hard. I wonder how Bella's wedding is going. I bet she's on cloud nine getting married to the bloodsucker.

Running into the forest made me feel free. Even though I'm going home, I'm going to enjoy these last few moments. I phased as I made my way to the reservation line. I put on my cut off shorts and jogged to Cleo and Alan's house. They had a house 5 miles away the treaty line, which was 30 minutes away if not farther from the river across from the Cullen house. It took me a fifteen-minute jog to get their house. I knocked on the door, and was surprised to see that Alan opened the door. Usually Cleo opens the door when I come by and Little Man tackles my legs. I looked up at Alan. He gestured for me to come inside. As I was going into the house I noticed Cleo staring out the window and holding Little Man's favorite stuffed bear close to her chest with the phone near her.

"What's going on?" I asked

"Tyson ran away." She answered softly

"Ran away? What do you mean he ran away?!" I shouted

"He ran away when I put down for his nap. When I went to wake him up and he was gone. He always asked for you when and why you ran away."

"And you're pointing the fact …"

"I'm pointing out the fact that my son wanted to find you!" She exclaimed. "You just ran out of our lives. And the minute you ran off, Tyson was asking for you, and why you didn't stop by during your patrols. Do you how hard it is to tell a 3 year old that their uncle may never come back? Especially when your hormones are going crazy."

"Okay, look I'm sorry. I never wanted anyone to go missing or be hurt. But, I can track his scent." I replied calmly.

"You're too late. Alan and the pack are already out looking for him." She interjected. "My poor baby, I hope your okay." She whispered

"Where do think he went?" I asked

"The Cullen House." She replied

I knew that if I went I wouldn't be accepted there, but if I didn't go Tyson would be in danger. I know that Bella would hate me for ruining her wedding day but I have to do it to protect my family.