"No this can't be happening" Olivia said putting her hands to her head in frustration.
"Liv I'm so sorry" Amanda said but Elliot remained silent as guilt overwhelmed him.
"This is all my fault" she said teary eyed and this made Elliot feel worse.
"None of this was your fault it was a freak accident" Elliot said but that didn't convince Olivia.
"If I hadn't been such an idiot. I let this happen. I let you walk out that door and now Simon's dead" she said before completely breaking down. Elliot had never seen her so broken. She wasn't the type who cried in front of people. She wasn't the type to cry much at all but here she was hysterically crying. Elliot held her close, he could feel himself become overcome with guilt. Olivia continued to cry and Elliot was deep into a flashback leaving Amanda to stand there awkwardly.
"I'll leave you two alone" she said, turning to head towards the door.
"Amanda?" Olivia asked after her. Amanda spun round on her heal to face Olivia once again "I'm sorry" she said but Amanda didn't understand.
"For what?"
"For messing things up with you and Nick" she said but Amanda still wasn't sure how her failing relationship was Olivia's fault, so she simply nodded. She left and walked to her car. Her phone buzzed and she saw it was a text from Nick. She burried her face in her hands she felt her stomach tighten. She felt violently sick. She tried to ignore it but it became worse. After an hour straight of vomiting she decided to go see a doctor.
"Well miss Rollins it appears you're pregnant" he said and she just looked at him shaking her head.
"No"
"Yes. You seem to be about two weeks along" he said and Amanda was afraid now. What would Nick say? What would IAB say?
"You can take her home now" the doctor said to Elliot outside the door.
"Is it safe?" he asked feeling anxious about Olivia's health and safety.
"Yes. You'll have to know how to change her IV drip and make sure she takes all her meds but I think she should be perfectly fine"
"What about her injuries she hasn't fully recovered?" Elliot asked.
"She'll have to use a wheelchair for awhile and when she's stronger she can use crutches until she can walk properly on her own without causing damage" he said but Elliot knew that Olivia would be against the idea. He signed the paperwork and went to Liv's room with a nurse. Olivia did not look impressed when she saw the wheelchair.
"You've got another thing coming to you if you expect me to get in that chair" she said and the nurse just looked to Elliot.
"Liv you're not gonna get better if you don't. Now you can stay here or you can get in the wheelchair" he said but by the look on Olivia's face he knew he was losing. He walked to her bedside and gently took her in his arms. "El put me down!" she yelled struggling in his arms.
"OK" he said gently sitting her in the wheelchair. She rolled her eyes because she knew he had won. He signed her out and brought her home. "You hungry?" he asked.
"No I'm fine" she said looking down.
"You OK?" Elliot asked sitting beside her on the couch.
"I lost everything El. My brother, my baby. You." she whispered.
"Hey you didn't lose me" he said wrapping his arms around her.
"I can't... I can't love you the way I used to" she said teary eyed.
"Liv I don't love you for sex. I love you because you're you. Beautiful, intelligent, warm hearted, independent passionate, need I go on" he said which made her smile.
"How can you have a normal healthy relationship with me now. What about your job? Your life? I'm not taking that away from you" she said but Elliot didn't feel that way.
"If I didn't love you I'd have left along time ago" he whispered before kissing her forehead gently.
Heyyyyy! So I was able to write more because my mom is sick so she can't drop my phone off to be fixed. Thanks for the reviews! Hope I hear more from you again! Also sorry if this is a bit all over the place I'm gonna update as fast as I can cause I'm not sure when my mom will be taking my phone.
