7 Months Later.

Amanda found out she was having a boy so she was naming him after Nivk. She had become very close to Olivia over the last couple of months and they decided to go shopping for baby clothes. "So how's things going with you and Elliot?" she asked as she picked up a tiny blue babygrow.

"Oh...um...OK" Olivia said looking through racks of clothes.

"Just OK?" Amanda asked.

"We don't talk much" she said. Handing Amanda a cream fluffy onesie.

"Well he's back at work, so I guess there isn't much to talk about" Amanda said walking to a different clothes rack.

"I guess...,but I just feel like he's afraid to tell me things"

"Well Liv after what happened to you he doesn't wanna be filling your head with rape victims trauma and sick pervs weird obsessions" Amanda said but Olivia's attention was elsewhere. Amanda could see that look in her eyes and it worried her. "Liv you OK?" she asked but didn't get a response. "Olivia?" she asked and she immediately snapped out of it.

"Oh yeah. Yeah sorry I'm listening" Liv said shakily.

"Are you OK?" Amanda asked worriedly.

"Yeah... Can you give me a sec?" she said and walked to a man. Amanda watched from a distance. They hugged and then she returned acting like nothing happened. "So how's that baby" she asked avoiding eye-contact.

"Fine...who was that guy" Amanda asked.

"Nobody" Olivia lied so Amanda just dropped it.

"I've got an appointment in a half hour I gotta go" she said taking some clothes and walking to the counter.

"I can drop you" Olivia offered and Amanda excepted. They carried the stuff to the car and got ready to leave.

"Oh no" Amanda said as her eyes widened.

"What is it? Are you OK?" Olivia asked hurriedly.

"The baby... Something's not right... I think it's coming" she said shutting her eyes tightly.

"OK get in" Olivia said hopping in and driving at full speed. They swerved around cars.

"Liv take it easy" Amanda said breathing in deep.

"I'm not delivering another baby in a car it was not a fun experience" Olivia said driving faster.

"You've done this before!" Amanda yelled through the pain. Olivia was about to reply when she came to a sudden stop when she came to a traffic jam.

"We're screwed. We're screwed we're so damn screwed" Olivia said in frustration.

"Damn" Amanda said almost in a whisper.

"What?"

"My water broke" she said now in tears.

"MOVE YOUR CAR!" Olivia screamed beeping her horn over and over but they weren't budging. She just decided to bypass them.

"Liv we're on the wrong side!" Amanda yelled.

"Well it's the only way we're gonna get there!" Olivia yelled. They parked outside mercy and Olivia helped Amanda out of the car. Doctors and nurses rushed her to a delivery room.

"Liv please don't leave me" Amanda said as the nurses were wheeling her away.

"It's OK I'm here" she said running alongside her. Olivia had to leave when there was complications which frustrated Amanda. Liv called the team and a nurse approached her. "How is she?" Olivia asked jumping off the chair.

"She's fine. Don't worry. You're gonna make a great mom"

"Excuse me?"

"Well you two are...aren't you?"

"No" Olivia said shaking her head.

"Oh... Well you can go see her now" the nurse said awkwardly. Olivia quickly ran into the room.

"Hi" she said shakily.

"Hey" Amanda replied as she held Nick close to her. "You wanna hold him?" she asked and Olivia nodded taking him in her arms.

"Amanda he's beautiful" she whispered and Amanda smiled. Their moment was interrupted by Nick running in.

"Baby are you OK?" he asked running to her and kissing her forehead.

"I'm fine baby" she whispered and Nick turned to see Olivia. She handed him the tiny baby and he held him close. They looked so happy, Olivia decided to leave so they could be alone.

"Liv I'll drop you home" Fin said but Olivia shook her head.

"No I just wanna be alone OK" she said walking off. She made her way home and slowly opened the door. A man dragged her inside and pushed her to the floor. She looked up and he was on top of her. She shut her eyes tightly and breathed in deep. She didn't react which angered him. He went further inside her and slapped her across the face. A scream of pain escaped her and this seemed to satisfy him. "Oh yeah that's it baby" he whispered kissing her harshly.

"Please don't" she begged as she struggled beneath him.

"Yeah... Just keep doing what you're doing baby" he whispered.

"Whadda you want?" Olivia said in tears.

"You're gonna make me a baby" he said kissing her once again.

"Please j-just l-leave...j-judt s-stop p-please" Olivia begged.

"No, no, no you don't get to tell me what to do!" he yelled slapping her once again, but much harder this time.

Meanwhile at mercy, Elliot ran to Amanda's room. He talked to Nick and Amanda awhile before leaving to talk to Fin. "Hey where's Liv?" he asked.

"She went home, said somethin about alone time" Fin replied.

"How long ago?" Elliot asked.

"I dunno about a half hour" Fin shrugged.

"You know she's not supposed to be on her own!" Elliot yelled running off. He ran to his car and quickly sped off towards his apartment. He walked in and saw Olivia sprawled out on the floor. He ran to her, thinking she was knocked out but she was awake. "Liv what're you doing on the floor?" he asked.

"I was thinking"

"About what?"

"Dying"

"Dying?"

"Yes. But then I thought if I die I'd be a murderer"

"What are you talking about?"

"Then the baby would be dead and everyone would just be ashamed"

"Liv what the hell?" Elliot asked gently pulling her up, but that was the end of the conversation, she went to the bathroom to take a long shower, while Elliot just sat and thought.

Sorrryyyyy. Ok so you probably hate me at this stage. Thank you for reviewing and putting up with me. I'm surprised you stuck it out this long! So yes another short chapter. And yes, a similar authors note. And yes I promise to make it longer bla, bla. But the main thing is you guys like the story! I kind of have writers block so suggestions are appreciated! THANK YOU KIND PEOPLE!