Note: I literally can't be bothered with punctuation anymore, it confuses me, so I'm writing it how I want to write it, I feel really happy with it at the moment so thanks for reading :3
It was too hot today, I needed a lie in but I couldn't leave my covers on
"Ok why won't you f*cking open, you stupid f*cking piece of sh*t!" I heard Alan shout, I wandered down the stairs to find Alan shouting at a carton of milk, it was hilarious, he had to get a knife to cut open the seal he was unsuccessful with that attempt as well
"Calm down" John chuckled and he opened the carton, Alan looked horrified
"Stop making it look so easy" Alan grumbled, he seemed defeated, I went back to bed, it was too early for me to handle this, they all seemed tired for some reason
"Hey Olivia, where are you going" Gordon saw me, f*ck
"Back to bed" I yawned
"How can you be tired we were on a mission untill late last night, Jesus Christ woman" Gordon complained, he looked tired as well
Come to think of it Scott looked like he was going to fall asleep in his cereal bowl, he did in the end, he had milk and cornflakes all over his face, I went to get changed, I'm not allowed to feel tired, I'm not allowed to starve myself...what else am I not allowed to do, I'm too tired and too hot to actually function, I needed to relax a little today, instead of all these gruelling training sessions, I've been battered and bruised a lot, every cut and scrape had left a temporary scar, I put my swimming costume on, I feel even more self conscious about my body now because I'm surrounded by five boys, they won't mind if I have a little dip in the pool, I have to relax at some point, the water was so cold, I stayed in the pool for a couple of hours
"Aren't you going to have lunch" Virgil asked when he found me
I shook my head he then walked off, probably to find John or Alan since I'm not eating, why does he feel so damn concerned, I looked over my shoulder, why is he back
"Seoul, why are you back" I almost jumped when I saw the canine, blood dripping from his eyes and mouth, just like I remember, he was my "guardian angel", I got out of the pool, why is he here, what emotions am I feeling for Seoul to come back, I have to get out of here, I packed my bag, if Seoul is trying to haunt me then I have to escape, but sometimes he's an overgrown puppy that just wants to be friends, then I remember that he's all part of my imagination, he's only a hallucination, I bumped into Alan
"Holy sh*t" I must of scared him
"Shh don't tell anyone but I'm going to run away" I told him
"Why, you have no where to go" Alan seemed infuriated
"I know a way out of here" I mumbled, I thought about this way out for so long, there's an abandoned mine under the hangar that leads straight towards my home
"Virgil will find you, he was being a creepy motherf*cker by installing a tracking device in your phone, he will kill you" Alan panicked
"Well he'll just have to deal with it because I can't stay here, not when Seoul is back" I whispered
"Who's Seoul, if you're in trouble we can help you" Alan whispered back
"You can't save me from my mind" I snapped
*later*
I found the entrance to the abandoned mine, it was a long journey, I grew drowsy but I had to escape, Seoul was still following me like he always doe
*Alan's POV*
I had to find Virgil, I have to tell him about what Olivia is doing
"Virgil it's Olivia...she...she ran away" I was beyond sobbing now, I didn't want him to hurt me
"Whoa, whoa, Al it's ok" Virgil panicked when he saw me crying
"Please don't hurt me" I cried
"Allie shh, it's alright" Virgil pulled me into his chest, why doesn't he hate me
"It's my fault I should've stopped her" I whimpered
"Allie, I keep telling you that it's alright, I'm not angry at you" Virgil whispered, he ran his hand through my hair, I hate being the youngest, it really sucks, no one trusts me because I'm "irresponsible" as dad used to say "where did she say she was going"
"She said she wanted to go home" I sniffed
Virgil looked angry, I know he's trying to protect her and stuff but getting angry whenever she's unhappy or tries to leave is not good at all
