Uncontrollable Feelings
Me: Second chapter is finally up! Sorry it took me so long to finish.
Toshiro: I have a question?
Me: What?
Toshiro: What the hell is Karin planning!
Me: Hmmm can't say shorty.
Toshiro: *twitch twitch*
Me: Enjoy! Oh and I don't own bleach nor its characters. Feedback would be lovely J.
Toshiro flash stepped away from that place as fast as he could, cursing himself as he did so.
How could he let himself lose control like that? He was the prodigy of Soul Society! He had more self-control than most of the other Captains. He chided himself silently.
He stopped to catch his breath still pondering why he lost his control so easily around Karin. He let out a gutsy sigh and looked up towards the darkening sky.
I may look like I'm in complete control and that nothing phases or surprises me and not much does but I am thankful no one knows what I'm thinking, they wouldn't think so highly of me then. He thought bitterly.
He sighed to himself again and continued to look skyward losing himself in the pure beauty of the sunset. He roused himself from the breathtaking sunset to realise that the sun had almost completely set. He rose to his feet stretching the muscles that had been inactive for so long and had fallen asleep on him. It was only when he stopped stretching that he realised, he had no inclination on where he was. He had been too caught up on trying to escape Karin that he hadn't paid heed to where he was escaping to. He started mumbling to himself about women being annoying and their ability to control a man's thoughts and actions when he heard himself being hailed. He turned to see Matsumoto waving frantically and jumping up and down trying to get his attention.
Toshiro shook his head thinking; If she jumps up and down any harder she's going to shake something loose or just knock herself out. At least now I'm taller so she can't smother me with her breasts anymore.
Toshiro waved half heartedly showing that he indeed heard her.
"What do you want Matsumoto? I thought I told you not to follow me." but his words lacked their usual bite.
"I wasn't following you, I came to get you." Rangiku explained slightly out of breath from trying to find her taicho. How he got to the outskirts of town she'll never know.
"As I recall I'm the Captain and don't need my subordinates to look after me." Toshiro said coolly, his face void of all emotion.
"But taicho!"
"Enough, I will head back when I'm ready to head back. As it were I was on my way back anyway."
He flashed stepped away leaving Rangiku standing there feeling like she'd been punched in the gut.
I can't believe that she came out all this way to bring me back. As if I need to be looked after by one of my subordinates. He ranted to himself.
He came to a stop in front of Orihime's door, running his hand through his silver hair he walked in. He didn't bother to say I'm home, it was never something that he did, but this time even if he had wanted to announce himself he never got the chance. Orihime was standing in front of him, hands on her hips and she did not look pleased.
"WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN!" she demanded.
"Out."
"Out? Out? You've been "out" for hours! And where is Rangiku? She went out to find you."
"Like I know where she is." Toshiro snapped back, "All I wanted was some peace to be able to think."
Toshiro turned around and walked straight back toward the door he'd just walked through.
"Where are you going Toshiro-taicho?" concern spreading across her face.
"Out."
"But you just got back."
"Well I'm going out again."
And with that Toshiro left Orihime's apartment for the second time that day, only this time he wasn't running from anything, he was running towards it. He had to see her, touch her, be with her even if she was unaware of the fact. He was nearing the Kurosaki residents when there was a huge explosion that blew out one side of the house completely. Toshiro froze in shock and horror as he watched the smoke clear revealing the shambles of what was once Ichigo's room but now belonged to Karin, since Ichigo moved in with Orihime. Memories flooded his mind from a time long ago when 17 year old Karin was only 11.
Flashback
It was early evening six years earlier and some how he had gotten himself into a soccer game against a bunch of middle schoolers. They had won the game and he was about to confront Karin about her ability to sense hollows when a menos started ripping through the sky. As he tried to convince Karin to run away, she refused to leave her friends to the menos. The menos started to come after her for her spiritual power. He left his faux body blocking the menos from harming Karin, calling on Hyourinmaru to kill the menos. It was that day that he realised that she was Ichigo's little sister.
End of Flashback
He wasn't looking at a ruined soccer field or a girl of eleven desperately asking about her brother. He was looking at a destroyed house where a women of seventeen was fighting for all she was worth to protect her family.
As Karin wound up again trying to do at least some damage to the giant monster terrorizing her family a feeling came over her. With no explanation at all she was suddenly freezing, but it all made sense when she felt the familiar spike in reitsu and the voice that sent pleasurable shivers down her spine. He was standing in front of her just like before, fending off the menos with one hand, but this time was different, this time the expression on his face wasn't calm and collected, it was furious.
In a voice that was just as cold or colder than the ice he controlled he said, "Never again will you touch what's mine."
In an instant he was no longer standing between Karin and the menos but was slicing cleanly through it, turning it to ice just like last time. Unlike last time though after he put his Zapakuto away he started toward Karin with a look in his eyes that made her weak in the knees. His look was fierce and commanding as well as possessive and the longer he looked at her she swore that his eyes started to grow deeper in colour. He finally stopped in front of her looking down at her, which in it's self was astonishing.
When did he become so much taller than me? We have always been around the same height even though he's so much older than he looks, but now I'm going to get a crick in my neck if I keep looking up. When did he get so close? I can feel his breath on my face, and the heat from his body. God he's filled out, he's always been strong but now he's a man. I want to run my hands over his chest to see if it's as solid as it looks, and his hair, I want to bury my fingers in it.
Toshiro reached out gently brushing his knuckles over her cheek, tucking her hair behind her left ear. Gently sliding his finger tips down her neck working his way over her shoulder and down her arm. As he got to her hand he raised it to his lips kissing the back of her hand, moving to the inside of her wrist.
Karin gasped as she felt his tongue flick out and taste the sensitive skin of her wrist causing tremors to race up her arm and to the pit of her stomach where they warmed. Her knees were starting to get weak as he continued his exploration up her arm, kissing and tasting alternatively. He finally reached her elbow where he stopped sucking slightly and she was surprised her knees really did give out but she was even more surprised when his left arm snaked around her waist pulling her flush against his hard body. Hard angles met soft curves as he fitted their bodies together.
I should not be doing this! If Ichigo found out I'm doing this with his sister he'd kill me! I can't seem to stop though she tastes so good, like heaven itself. God I need to get my control back! I can't be doing this with a human girl let alone Karin. Toshiro told himself
Toshiro looked up from her neck where his lips had ended up from his exploration of her arm, and look into her eyes that were a deep grey. His breath caught in his throat as he looked into those eyes, and he lost all rational thought that was telling him that he should just turn around and walk away. He lowered his head to press his lips against hers just one more time. She tasted even better than the first time, and it wasn't strawberries that he tasted this time, this time he couldn't define the taste, her kiss was like a drug. He slid his tongue along the seem of her lips, begging for entrance. When she complied, he trust his tongue into her mouth, tongues battling. He pulled back and looked into her eyes, god he got lost in those eyes, they were so beautiful, he could watch her eyes change shades all day but right now her eyes were a smoldering black and he knew then that she was going to kill him for what he was about to do.
"I'm sorry Karin." he whispered in her ear.
"Sorry for what? You saved my life again and my families lives." she said in an equally hushed voice.
"I'm sorry for what I'm about to do." he looked into her eyes once more.
"What do you mean Toshiro?" puzzled she looked into his eyes trying to see the emotion that lurked in his eyes, then realization hit her.
"OH NO YOU DON'T! You are NOT leaving me again!" She screamed at him.
She tried to get a grip on him before he could flash step away like last time, but she wasn't quite quick enough for all she caught in her hand was air. Staring at the spot that he had been only a few seconds ago, he blood started to boil as she thought of all the curse words she could think of to call him. She went on like this until Yuzu came into the room crying and fussing over Karin making sure that she was alright. By that time Karin had calmed down enough to look around at the carnage that used to be her house wondering how the hell they were going to get it fixed and how they were going to explain the damage.
She sighed and looked out the window after bidding goodnight to Yuzu and promising that she would sleep on the couch rather than in her destroyed room. Damn him! That's the second time today that he's kissed me and ran away! It's settled I'm going to call Rangiku in the morning and devise a plan to keep him here long enough for me to show him how much I DO NOT like him running away. Her smile was nothing but teeth as she thought to herself. Damn this is going to be fun, well fun for me at least.
