The Secret of the Clow Card Origin

Plot: This is set in an alternate universe, Sakura Avalon is now 18 years old ever since Li Syoaran left Sakura to China, without telling a word to Sakura he is now married to Meilin. But then her destiny is changes.

Each night she have been having the same dream but couldn't understand why. A mysterious man keep calling Sakura Sara, who look exactly like Sakura. he then was about to take her to his castle to stay with him for eternity. Can a broken heart Sakura find her true love and find out the source of her dream and find happiness?

By: Force Shimmer

Disclaimer: I do not own CCS

The Secret of the Clow Card Origin

Chapter 9 Sakura Mothers Advice and Test

Eriol invited Sakura for the night to help Eriol unlock the meaning behind the map that she found. Sakura was alone in her room in the late autumn afternoon, deep in thought as she lay back on her large half tester bed. Sakura enjoyed nothing more than to just sit in peace and allow her mind to wander, to let it get lost and empty itself from all the daily burdens that always weighs heavily on her.

Several weeks since Sakura arrive in England she has been thinking about what happen lately. Eriol is still the same man once she knew before. Sakura started forgetting about Syoaran day by day whenever is Eriol with her he been protecting her ever since she got to England. She still remember the day when Sakura fell asleep in his chest after collapsing.

Sakura wondered how warm his chest as she hugged him and embrace him she wonder how the feel of his lips would feel like if her lips touch his lips again's his. She has never felt so warm whenever she with Eriol kun. Eriol kun warm is a bit different from Syoaran.

When Sakura talk to Syoaran he would never smile at her he always look sad and grumpy. When she hugged Syoaran she couldn't feel any butterfly feeling and whenever she kiss Syoaran their kissed was nothing more then lust.

Sakura wish to feel Eriol his kissed his hugged his aura draw me into him. But why is she feeling she want to be with Eriol? So far she only think of Eriol as a friend and I don't want to break our friendship. I don't want to be hurt again and getting rejected is the worse feeling of all.

Bella, Anna and Eli wanted me to date Eriol kun but will it be okay? Will he not hate me if I ask him?.

Sakura got up from her bed and went to look for Eriol study place she remember the talk with Ru y and Spinnel that no one ever enter his study room before not even his guardian beast. There was a big force field protecting the room Sakura has enough power to go through the barrier. As Sakura enter Eriol study room.

Looking around, it was a simple room that held a massive magical and normal book collection and a large oak desk by the floor-to-ceiling windows with velvet curtains pulled aside. In the far back corner of the room, on the left side of his windows, there was a potion lab. With a large leather sofa and several loveseats seated in front of the fireplace, Eriol personal study room was cosy and warm even though it was located far down the dark hallways that occupied their bedrooms. Eriol love to read books and he spend his day reading in his study room.

Being in there with only Eriol, Sakura couldn't help but feel a closeness and personal companionship with him. It was like she was the only person that he allowed into his world.

"Sakura?" she heard Eriol calm voice

"Yes?" she replied, looking over at Eriol, who sat at beside her on his leather Sakura

"Is everything alright? You seem to be deep in thought." Eriol turned his body so that he was facing her.

"Oh..," I um I been wondering Eriol kun... Sakura trying to think a quick excuse. "how long did you study magic for?" she look at Eriol, actually wanting to hear his answer.

"I been studying magic since I was 4 years old I study all kind of incantation spells and potion making as well healing magic" said Eriol and smile at Sakura

"Was it hard studying magic could take years to master it" said Sakura

"I know that why I study very hard and even I successfully created Ruby and Spinnel I am proud of my creations" said Eriol

"Do you think I will be able to be stronger then you one day?" said Sakura

"Of course you can. You have the strong magic inside you waiting for it to release potential until the time is right you must train" said Eriol

Sakura smile at Eriol. Thinking over my feelings, I know that I like Eriol for more than his body. I like that he treats me special and looks at me like I'm something more. I always see that there's some sort of light in his eyes whenever it is only the two of us. He only smiles honestly at me and laughs hard with does this mean I really do like Eriol kun?

Mom always said that the moment she knew that she had feelings for dad was when all she could think about was to kiss him. Does actually kissing him mean you know for sure? If you like the kiss you'll know right?

As she is in the deep though thinking about kissing Eriol kun make her heart beat endlessly She was certain, with his closeness, that he could somehow hear her heart beating like a hummingbird. But she dint care as long as she dint let Eriol kun realise she in love she wasn't to sure if she is in love with him.

"Eriol kun?" Sakura quietly asked, realizing how long she and Eriol kun were seated like that in a peaceful silence.

"Okay this will be simple. If I like the kissed I have feelings for him, If I dint like the kissed then he nothing more a friend.

"Hmm?" He responded, like he was close to sleepiness.

Oh, good if he's a little sleepy, then maybe I could use it to pretend it was just a dream or something if this kiss turn bad I will stop.

"Can you look up... Please...?" Sakura squeaked out, her heart was pounding at the top of her throat.

"Hmm?" he responded again as he began to raise his head up.

As soon as she saw the moment she saw his lips in front of her face, Sakura closed her eyes and plunged forward. She pressed her lips against his, wanting to find her answer in this kiss between them.

To her surprise, she found that she liked the kiss. It was sweet and tender at the same time. She felt small shots of electricity as her lips touch his, starting from the kiss and running down her spin. She was able to examine how Eriol kun lips were perfectly soft and gentle. She could certainly feel his surprise at how forward she was being, forcing a kiss on him like that.

Back of her mind she realise she forgot something she hasn't though what if Eriol kun doesn't want this kiss? What if he ignore me after we kissed? What if he begun to hate me?

Despite how much she liked the kiss, Sakura began to pull away.

But then, she heard Eriol growl beneath her lips.

"Oh no you don't," she heard him grunt and began to crush his lips onto hers. And soon, their sweet and tame kiss became savoury and passionate. There was an excitement that ran through her body and made her ache for the kiss to grow into something else.

He pressed hard and she could feel the wanting that came from him. There was this desperation and deep need that came from his kiss, like he didn't want their kiss to end. And Sakura felt it herself. She wanted this kiss to last forever, even if it was an experiment to see if she had any feelings for Eriol. She wanted more than anything to just remain in his arms and continue this blissful kiss.

Sakura felt him open his mouth and ran his tongue across her teeth, motioning for her to open her mouth too and allowing him access into her mouth. He began to deepen it to an extent that she knew that she could never achieve. Sakura felt their tongues began to dance together and explore each other's mouths. Soon, Sakura began to grow bold and ran it over the roof of his mouth and began to tease him by running it over the top of his tongue.

Sakura smiled against their kiss at hearing a low and deep moan come from Eriol and how it rumbled through their kiss.

Sakura felt his arms wrap around her waist and pulled her so close to him that she was now straddling his lap. With her arms around his neck and running her hands in his soft sapphire hair, Sakura pressed herself even harder against his body. And she felt how positively Eriol reacted to how hard she pressed herself against him. His hands reached downward and held tight onto her hips, crushing her even harder to him.

All that was heard in his silent study was their heavy breathing and desperate, long awaited kissing.

As close as she could get to him, Sakura felt an ache come from deep within. She wanted something more out of this kiss, but she couldn't place it.

Eriol was the first to break their kiss. Sakura instinctively tried to lean back in and continue their kiss like it never stopped. She was surprised at herself, just one kiss and already she wanted more; it was like his kisses were a delicious dessert and she craved more of it. She wanted more of his kisses and touches.

But Eriol leaned back and just kissed her nose instead. And Sakura could tell that both just need to calm down and try to regain their breathing. Neither one of them was able to speak and could only continue to breath heavily.

After several minutes of just leaning their foreheads together and trying to relax their breathing, Eriol was the first to speak. "Sakura, please tell me this isn't a dream."

Sakura liked how hoarse his voice sounded, like he was as much affected by their kiss as she was.

"No it is not a dream Eriol kun" Sakura smiled

"Sakura san you do not know how long I waited for this day... you don't know how long I waited to kissed you. Ever since I met you it drove me crazy and I tried to restrain my self I honestly thought I would be the one to kiss you first when the time right " said Eriol

Sakura let out a small and bubbly laugh, "well to be honest, this was just a test of mine to see if I had any feelings for you." She reached up and tentatively touched her lips, feeling how swollen they were.

"Test?" Eriol asked, gently placing a small feather of a kiss on her fingers that touched her lips.

"When my mom was still alive she told me this... if you like someone you should kiss him and see if you like the kiss you like him, if you hate the kiss then you have no feelings for that person" said Sakura

"so it was your late mother advice you?" said Eriol "so what was the result of your test?" Eriol ask her curiously

"my heart is beating loudly for you Eriol kun so I guess I am just going to have to say it out loud. YES I HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU!" said Sakura

When Sakura said her true feelings to Eriol the map from the oak table started to glow and went in front of them the whole room was covered in light Sakura key begun to glow as well. As the map glow it transform to an old Diary it said Princess Sara diary written on it Sakura catches the diary on top of her hand. The diary has a small padlocks. Sakura had the key with her.

"Sakura is this..." said Eriol

"yes it is the clue that we been trying to unlock" said Sakura "We have finally unlock it" said Sakura

The diary contain the Secret of Sakura pass. But Sakura doesn't remember because her memories was erase by somebody.

Finally kiss scene has arrive and the secret of the strong magical on the map has been broken! Also Sakura made the first move how do you like this scene? The next chapter will be about Princess Sara Diary chapter 10

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