Isaac was standing there. In my doorway. He was drenched with rain but it didn't even look like that had phased him. He wasn't determined I wasn't sure what for. His anger was so distinct I could smell it. It was obvious to me that at this moment he was having a hard time staying in his human form. When I looked into his eye's I saw something I had never seen before. This wasn't the first time I had seen Isaac angry. However, this was the first time I had seen hatred in his eye. It was so pure and clear as day. It couldn't have been mistaken for anything else. From the beginning I knew that this wasn't going to be a pleasant conversation. However, I never expected it to be a violent one. But before I could say anything I was on the ground while Isaac repeated punched me.
There was no telling when he would stop. Adrenaline was rushing through him. He was punching with full force. Never before had I seen this type of anger burning through his eye's. This was something I didn't know how to respond to. I wouldn't fight back though. Parts of me wanted too. Parts of me wanted to badly. He wasn't the only one who was angry. I felt many different emotions towards him. Nevertheless, I knew that in the long run it wouldn't help either of us. Therefore, I stayed on the ground. Taking each hit without a response. As I denied him the satisfaction of me fighting back. He got angrier and angrier. His hit's keep on getting harder to take. His eyes began to glow yellow. He was close to transforming he had no control over it at this point. I'm not even sure he knew what he was doing. Suddenly I had an idea. It had worked before but I wasn't sure if it would work again. I decided to try it anyways. As loud as I possibly could with full force I screamed "Isaac". To my surprise it was more of a howl then a scream. The whole room seemed to shake afterward. It worked though in an instance he off of me.
He was whimpering on the ground like a lost dog. Suddenly he was curled up in a ball beside the door. He was shaking. Still he wasn't in full control of himself. He stayed there for to regain control of himself. I stared at him. So much tension throughout his body. Before all I could sense was his anger. But now I could sense his sadness. He was drowning in it. Never had I realized how much Allison really meant to him. After he stopped shaking he looked up at me. He started into my eye's. I couldn't tell why. Then all of a sudden he was standing. We were standing face to face. If anybody had walked in they would have thought we were preparing to fight. All that was between us was tension. I began to feel anxious. I wondered what was going to happen next. What he was going to do next. His anger was still there, however,it was less distant. He hadn't come back completely from his werewolf form yet thought. I think that had to do more with his sadness then his anger thought. "Scott you failed". Isaac declared , "Were your pack. You're the Alpha. It's your job to protect us. More importantly it was your job to protect her. You failed".
Those words hurt more then any punches could've. All of this was too much for me. Suddenly I was on the ground! I couldn't be sure, but I think I might have just fainted. Isaac was on the floor with me. Saying my name in a panic. The whole room was spinning around me. Truth be told I wasn't even sure if this was real. It felt so much like a dream. Maybe it wasn't so much that it felt like I dream. Maybe it had more to do with the fact I wished it was a dream. All of this had been too much. Briefly, I remembered the beginning of high school. Before I was a werewolf. It was so much easier. Yes I may have been a nobody. At least I was safe though. At least everybody I love wasn't in danger. I wished I had appreciated what I had back then. Instead of being greedy. I would do anything to go back to that time.
Once again I fainted. For some reason I couldn't seem to get a grasp on reality. I wanted to fight it. I wanted to wake from this subconscious state. However, I couldn't. I didn't have the strength. For what felt like hours I drifted in and out of consciousness. All I could hear was Isaac screaming in my ear. At first I couldn't make out what he had said. Eventually, when I became more conscious it became clear. "Scott you cannot give up" He repeatedly screamed. This had surprised me. Never did I expect these words to come out of Issac. It thought that at this point the only person he cared about was himself. I had been mistaken though. Finally, I had regained most of my consciousness. Slowly I began to stand up. Isaac did as well. Again we were standing face to face.
