A/N: I know I said I wouldn't do another story until I finished my others. What can I say, my mind is a crazy minefield and weird things set it off on tangents. You don't even want to know the other one I am working on that I won't post until I get the details nailed down. All I have to say is...Watching Waterwold then Last Battleship makes for a strange and wonderful combination. Anyways thanks to my soul sister and parallel universe me (I still like the pod people idea) that encourages me even during some of my 'WTF is wrong me, where did this come from' moments. Thanks sleepy1177! I hope you all enjoy the direction I will be taking this and the take on the Divergent universe.

Pairings will be Eric/OC (Because of course they will be, it is me here), Four/Tris and others I have not decided for sure or not about yet.

[Somebody to Die For- Hurts]

I've got nothing left to live for

Got no reason yet to die

But when I'm standing in the gallows

I'll be staring at the sky

Because no matter where they take me

Death I will survive

And I will never be forgotten

With you by my side

Cause I don't need this life

I just need….

Somebody to die for

Somebody to cry for

When I'm lonely

When I'm standing in the fire

I will look him in the eye

And I will let the devil know that

I was brave enough to die

And there's no hell that he can show me

That's deeper than my pride

Cause I will never be forgotten

Forever I'll fight

And I don't need this life

I just need….

Somebody to die for

Somebody to cry for

When I'm lonely

Don't go gentle into that good night

Rage on against the dying of the light

Chapter 1

"We're pulling out. I want you to go with the group to secure our transport. No fucking arguments Kai. That is a direct order. Go with the group to secure our transport, if my group isn't there or we don't radio in within ten minutes you get our people out of here." Jason is ordering her like a superior but his hands are on her like the man she had fallen in love with.

There are explosions and bullets going by but in those moment, for those few seconds, she is back in their apartment in bed as he holds her close and tells her he loves her for the first time. For those few seconds they aren't soldiers standing in the ruins of a killing field saying goodbye.

Because that is what they are doing and she sees it in his eyes. He is her commanding officer, her ops unit's commanding officer and his first duty is to complete the mission and save his men. His order for her to go with the first group though is more from the man wanting to save the woman he loves than the commanding officer speaking to his second in command. Regardless they both know that as his second it would come down to her anyways.

"Ten minutes Jason and you better be fucking be there." She can see the relief in his eyes as well as the love before he hardens them up along with his resolve.

"You don't give the orders here yet Delacourt. We are a long way from that baby." Jason leans down knowing he shouldn't but can't help himself. It isn't looking good and if he goes fuck if he won't go with the taste of her on his lips one more time.

It is brief because they are still in the middle of an engagement. They allow their tongues to deepen it briefly before he pulls away and pushes her back.

"Go Kai. Ten minutes and if we haven't radioed in or if I am not there, you load our people up and get them the hell out of here. Go straight to that city we made contact with but make sure our people survive. We are the remaining Leaders and those are all of the people left of that gods forsaken city. We complete our mission Kailyn." His tone has gone into the one he was famous for as a leader of our faction, leader of our city and the refugee's we had become.

Her eyes went hard and her back straight. It killed her to put on her soldier mask, her own leader mask, but she did it because he was right. This was bigger than her, them or their love. "I will complete the mission but you better do as I ordered too Williams."

He gave her a smirk before he gave a nod of dismissal. He turned back to his unit he was taking to create the distraction needed to give her and her group the time they would need. He used every bit of his ability to cut off his emotions that had been beaten into him by his former faction before he had joined Dauntless. He found a purpose to wall off everything but his focus. Yes it was for his people but he knew it was mainly for her. She was his purpose, his reason for breathing.

He drew even with Sanders and Maltesse who were waiting close by for him. They all shared looks of determination. Every man with him had volunteered for this. They knew what was required and had made their peace with it.

"Did you grab the bag with what we need?" Jason asked of the two men.

They gave grim nods and all knew no more words were needed. They moved silently while a team of five laid down distraction and cover fire. The radius would be just wide enough to take out the last of the bastards that had driven them from their home but then couldn't let shit go. They had hunted them with the purpose of wiping them all out. Well now it was time to return that favor.

Faces etched in resolution they had already started to set everything up when Kai radioed that her group had secured the transport and had everyone loaded in.

Taking a deep breath he closed his eyes and spoke the signal words that all his men surrounding the enemy would be waiting for. No one had questioned them or their Leader taking this last chance to say his goodbyes. She was his reason for breathing. She was also the person he was willing to die for.

Pressing the button on his communicator he spoke them softly letting his love and command flow through them. "Do me proud baby."

The explosions that rocked the area and the fireball could be clearly seen, heard and felt from where the refugees waited.