Tris pov
It has been two days since Four started being our servant.I had admit he seems really sincere about making up to us.He has been doing the stuff we ask him to do without fail.But somethings OFF.Why would Tobias even need our forgiveness.I cant be bothered about that anyway.
Maybe i should consider my choices with him.I could tell him i am his Bea if he continues being nice like this.I may hate Four to the very core.But i love Tobias to the moon.The fact is that Tobias changed to Four.He told me he only loved me but now...
He changes girlfriends like changing hair style everymonth.And it breaks my heart to see him like that.Even if i managed change him back into Tobias.He would definitely not fall for a ugly scrawny girl like me.
I quickly reach for my diary and add 'Change Four back into Tobias' in my bucket list.I know it is unneccessery for me when i should be minding my own business.Before i die,rather make an positive impact in someone's life than just my life.I will die peacefully then.
AND I would like that someone to be TobiasI smile while i look through the pages of my diary.Its filled with polaroids and old entries since i was with Tobias.I lay on my bed and let sleep engulf me.
Four POV
I see a tiny blonde headed figure heading towards the classroom.I run towards her and hug her from the back.She turns around and raises her eyebrow at me.This is my perfect chance.
'Hey Tris!well i saw there is a carnival held near my house.i wondered if you wanted to go with me.As friends of course!'
She nods her head enthusiastically.
'See at 5,then' I wink at her
She bites her lip and turns a shade of pink.
God why is she turning me on.
wait no stop Four.You know better than this.
You cant fall for anyone other than Bea.
I have been dreaming of marrying Bea and having kids with her since young.I know i will find her by hook or by crook.She is my future wife.She is my future.
She is the love of my life
I will make sure i will find Bea.
This is my chance to make Tris fall for me.My plan is going perfectly.She really is hard to break.But i will shatter her.
Tris pov
Shit shit shit.Its going to be 5.00.I quick put on a pair of Jean and a tank top.I let down my dirty blonde hair and run out of the house.
I told him i will meet him near school.I walk to school and see he is waiting for me in his black porshe car.He is wearing a black shirt and Jeans.I could see his well defined muscles even from far away.I grin at him and he returns it.He open the door for me and i sit down in his car.
'Did i make you wait too long?'i ask
'nope' he replies popping the p
My heart pendant chain is always well hidden in my shirt.I make sure i dont flash it so he doesnt catch it that i am his beatrice prior.
we arrive at the carnival in 10 mins.Tobias gets out and opens the car door for me.I smile at him and get down from the car.
He takes my hand and drags me to a 'haunted house.The moment he touched my hand i felt electricity sparking at the part he touched.
I know i am not supposed to feel anything for Tobias.But i just cant help it.I did love him and i still do.But i know we cant be in love.We are not meant to be together.He deserves someone better than me and importantly...i dont want to hurt him when i die.
Suddenly,the atmosphere feels cold.I look around and realise we have just entered the haunted house.I grip Tobias's hands tightly.
Strange noises scare the shit outta of me.we step out of the haunted house at last.I realise by now i am hugging Tobias tightly.I blush and step away from him.He smiles at me too.Then he does something,he steps closer and i swear we are breathing the same air.His lips are only an inch away from mine.I quickly step back afraid of what might happen.
I see hurt behind his eyes.I try to brighten his mood by pointing at a cotton candy shop.I grab Four's hand and walk toward the cotton candy booth.I order two for us and start devouring and melting into the amazing taste of cotton candy.It gets all over my hair and Four starts laughing me.I grin at him madly.
This man here is making me go nuts because of him.I feel like i am in heaven when i am with him.
The sun goes down.Four offers to drop me at my house.I hesitate and suggest that I walk myself home and he nods.I feel disappointed that he did not protest to drop me home.I know he does not have feelings for me.Who would anyways.I walk down the silent road recollecting my thoughts.
I feel so happy with him
I know i like him but i can't have that...he deserves a better girl.I am gonna die anyways.I am useless.I grab my chain tightly thinking if i could never have a life that i imagined with Tobias.He is no longer my Tobias.He is going to be someone elses.It pains my heart thinking of it.
Thinking of another girl with him kills me.I am the most unluckiest girl in the world.
But i know that i will make sure i change Four into Tobias.And i am gonna makesure i do it by hook or by crook.Even if my heart breaks in the process.
Tobias has a life ahead of him.He just does not appreciate life and see it true meaning.He does not know how it feels like to know you can't enjoy life like every other kid.
And i will make sure i change that.
I TRIS PRIOR,VOW TO CHANGE FOUR INTO TOBIAS.
Four pov
My plan is working perfectly.I will take this slow and steady.Tris will fall for me and I will crush her.She is already falling for me.But i do feel something with her.But my heart is only for Bea and hers is only mine.If there is such thing called true love in the world.we will find our way to each other.I wonder how beautiful she looks right now.I dont care if Bea is ugly or not,she will always be beautiful in my eyes.I clutch my chain tightly.No one knows i wear chain,They never noticed and i hope they dont.
Hey there initiates,luv you all...My exams are coming up so i will take time to update so have faithe.I would never abandon this story.
