So yay here is an update for all of u amazing ppl out there

FOUR POV

'Class please turn to chapter 6 of your textbook!!' Ms Tori's voice booms.

She is a very strict but nice teacher.But i cant be bothered.Why flip the text book when you never even bring one to school.I lay my head on the table.Tris's face flash before my eyes.How she feared me yesterday for bursting out in anger. It Reminds me of marcus.It reminds me of my childhood.It reminds me of Bea.

I don't know why i am suddenly attracted to her.I have no choice to break her either.I am clueless on what I want.But right now,I think shld enjoying my relationship with her.But the great and legendary Four is terrified of where this might lead.When i am with her,I cant even control myself.Its like being in heaven with her.I feel complete with her.I know i shouldn't be feeling this but i better stop before its too late.

The school bell rings.I get up and kick the chair.The moment i walk out,i feel a hand on my chest.Nita purrs seductively.I lick my lips trying to control my urge for her.

I quickly drag her into the supply closet and shut the door.I grab her waist and crash my lips onto her.She moans to my touch.Nita releases me only after 15 minutes. I rush out of the closet and head towards my locker.I see Tris leaning against my locker and smiling at me.Her smile make my heart melt.Nita shoves past me and winks at me.I wink back at her.Gonna have hell of time tonight with her.

Tris's smile slowly falters when she saw me winking at Nita.She opens her mouth to say something but i crash my lips against her's to cut her off.It does not feel like Nita's or molly's or any other girl's lips.It feels soft and fragile like i am finally wanted for being me.Tobias.I could stay like this for a thousand years.Time has stopped for me now.I cup her face with my hands.Her skins feels like rose petals.So soft yet so beautiful.Her eyes were breathtaking.There is a fire burning bright in them.I rest my forehead onto hers.This has to last forever.I feel special and loved for the first time.

I snap back to reality.NO ONES GONNA LOVE U TOBIAS..SHE WILL LEAVE YOU ONCE SHE KNOWS THE TRUTH ABOUT YOU ...the voice in the back of my head say.

'Four,we have go to the orphanage today remember?we volunteered...'Tris trails off

'Yeah okay.Follow me , we will go together'

'Kay'

In the corner of my eye,i could see the blondie's prescence following me.I smile at her beside me.She looks small and cute.Just like Bea.

3 hours later...

yeah we have been working for like freaking 3 hours.But for some reason i love this orphanage.And Me and Tris love these kids here...especially Edward.He is very fond of us.The moment he saw me and tris he started squealing like a girl.I feel like Tobias in this place, not like Four.I feel myself,I don't have to pretend to be some cool guy i am not.For that,I really have to thank tris.I turn my head to see her.She is amazing.She is singing a lullaby and rocking a one year old baby back to sleep.Her voice feels like an angel singing.Her eyes filled with pure love when singing to the baby.Tris loves babies.She will make a great mom.This is what i call heaven.

I look at the time and it getting late.I should drop Tris at home ...which i still don't know where it is since she keeps on getting me to drop her near the school.One things for sure,she does not trust me yet.

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Tris pov

Tobias dropped me near my house today.I feel so down today.I roll on to my bed to make myself comfortable.

I quickly call Christina...

THey chris...

C:What wrong Tris,You sound like you are crying

T:Thats cus i am crying idiot!!!

C:Chilll...whats wrong darling?what happened.

T:Its Four...I saw him with Nita today.They went to the supply closet together and...and..i...i ...can't take it. .She even winked at him...H-his lips were swollen and his hair was messy when they came out.ITS JUST PAINFUL CHRISTINA..HOW AM I GONNA DO THIS?HOW AM I GONNA CHANGE HIM

C:WTF TRIS!!!!THAT FOUR IS GONNA SO GET IT FROM ME!!! dont worry Tris...i promise we will take revenge.I DONT CARE IF THAT FOUR OR TOBIAS WHATEVER SHIT HIS NAME IS CHANGES OR NOT BUT U WOMAN LIVE YOUR LIFE AND STOP WORRYING ABOUT HIM.TIME IS PRECIOUS AND YOU KNOW WHY TRIS...pls tris listen to me.You can try but i dont know about your love for him.You might be his childhood friend and he may not

know it but that does not mean he can treat u like that.Any guy who ignores you is an idiot and if he does not see the beauty in you he is an idiot.

T:thanks chris...i..i ...f...feel so much better..i w-will see you tmrw.

I cut the call crying.Why is love complicated.Its like my heart is cracking.I am Tris prior and I will remain strong.i will not fall for tobias.I will only be his guide in his life.I am only a friend.Nothing else and i shall not let him get to me.