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Tris pov

Its been 3 months since i came to this school.2 months and 22 days since i started dating Four.We have been together now.But life never is perfect right.Here comes the bad part.Four.He is most of the times with Nita.Cheating on me.Christina almost punched Four but i stopped her.Four thinks i don't know about him and Nita fucking each other every single night.

I know.

i cried too many times.Its been a long time since i had a sleep without a nightmare.I could have shouted at him,yelled at him.But whats the point.I know i can't change him when it comes to issues about girls.I did not kick him in the groins because he did change at something.He became more fond of the kids at the Orphanage.Especially edward.Its like edward means everything to him other than Bea which was me.We still work at the orphanage for free.I finally taught him to love someone.

In a way,i think i fulfilled one of my wish.Change Four into Tobias.He was Tobias when at the Orphanage and Four when in School.I may not have fulfilled my wish entirely but i did a okay job.

Four is always with Nita.Banging on her in the corner.Kissing her and making intimate noises at the supply closet.They think i dont know.But i know.Its excruciating like my heart just got torn out.I thought i can be happy with him for a short while.But i did not even get a short while.I am just the unluckiest girl on planet earth.The truth hurts.Tobias eaton was never meant for me.He was maybe meant for Nita.Maybe Four loves her.Maybe all he said about Bea was a lie.Four eaton or shall i say Tobias eaton loves Nita.I want to jump down a building now.I feel a lump at my throat.TOBIAS LOVES NITA.I am crying right now.I dont know what to do.My soul is crushed.Tris prior -once loved by Tobias but now thrown away into the rubbish by the same Tobias.Maybe i have to accept that he actually found the girl for him.He will finally be happy then.I should be happy for him then and not be in his path.I am a burden for everyone anyways.I clutch my heart pendant tighter.Its not mine anymore...it should be Nita's.The pendant should not say TT anymore It should be TN...I should hand it to him and tell him to change it.

I enter the school and walk towards my first class.Today is the last day of school for me.Its been 3 months and i am finally quitting school.All these problems will finally end today then.I try to smile when i see christina.

'Hey gurl!Today is your last day right!!I am gonna make this the best day possible so WE ARE ATTENDING A PARTY TONIGHT!!!'

'WHAT!'

'YEAH TRIS!!!you are coming and i am not taking no for an answer...and tris be who you are Tris...i will come and visit you every single day after school!I promise'

I smile at her.She is the best thing that happened to me in all these years.I have one true friend.I hug her.Christina and i proceed to our class as Will joins in.This time christina sits with Will and I sit with Peter.I have to say he is nice friend.We don't hang out often but that does not mean he is not my boy best friend.We have always told each other everything over these months except about my cancer..which peter eventually found out when me and christina were talking.

Peter and I start walking when i see four approach me.He pulls me into him and tries to kiss me.But i pull back.It seems so wrong.His body is touched by that Bitch Nita.His touch,his body all belongs to her now.I am disgusted to touch him suddenly.Maybe i lost my love for him.He is Nita's now ...not mine.

He looks at me eyes filled with confusion.I run.I dont want to deal with this nonsense anymore.Its not worth my time.Peter catches up with me.

'Tris are you okay?'

i shake my head

'i am gonna leave you alone now...if you need me just text me okay..i'll be there the next second' He leaves

I am thankful he left.I need time for my self.I sit down on a bench and close my eyes trying to recollect my thoughts.

Four pov

I know i am an idiot.Tris,she is the most beautiful thing in the world.I cheated on her with Nita almost everysingle day.I dont love Nita.In fact i hate her.I only love her body.But Nita is good distraction from Tris.I love Tris and i know i am an idiot.But i have to be loyal to Bea and not love anyone else.This is cracking my heart.I love Bea more than Tris...thats no doubt but i love tris too.

I know she knows about me cheating.Thats why she pulled back from me earlier.But she did not say anything about it or shout at me.WHY?

why is she not angry at me for cheating on her?

she is hiding something.I know there is more to it.I am not an idiot.Well today is the party.Its in my house i gotta prepare and make sure max and hana don't find out.