Four pov
My poor Tris.She saw me with Nita.The girl who i was supposed to break is now broken.The moment she saw me...i ran after her.But i lost her on the way.
I spot a empty chair and sit on it.I can't believed this happened to me.
Bea
Tris
Nita
all this shit only happens to me.My heart aches.I am in deep shit.something strikes me.She called out my name when saw me.My real name.Tobias Eaton.How does she know my real fucking name.
"Honey !look at what i got!!!!"Nita struts her way to me.
No.It can't be.She is holding it in her hand.Its exact same heart pendant.I gave to my Beatrice.No...How the fuck did Nita get this.Maybe My Bea is near somewhere.My beatrice.The only reason i am alive in this world for.
"Nita!who gave u this?"
"Oh sweetie...look at you all concerned about me.Tris gave me this.She said someone gave this chain to her 8 years ago and you would know about it and she asked me to take care of you as well.."
"Do you know how much i love you four.Even Tris understands that so she gave this to me.Honestly ...this chain looks hideous and ugly but if it means so much to you honey...it means so much to me"
Thats it.My world stops.Tris is...tris is my bea.Beatrice is tris.No.Tris.i crushed her heart.Beatrice is my soulmate.i believe in it.Now i hurt my own soulmate.And it pains me.She saw everything and she ran off.I am a burden.I swear if Tris does something to herself ..i will kill my self.I need her.I want her.she is like my oxygen.Without her.I will die.I hurt my bea.No, Bea sounds wrong.Its tris.i hurt my Tris.i will never forgive myself.My heart cracks.I drop to the floor and clutch the grass.Tris.tris.tris..its the only name i hear.I can't breathe.my girl.my future wife.i hurt her.Now she thinks i broke her promise and that i don't love her.Thats where she is wrong.I love her more than my life.I love her more than my parents.She is my world.I would do anything for her.Right or wrong even if it means destroying the world.I will try to seek her forgiveness till i die.I would never give up.she would be angry and shattered and i am the reason behind this.I will work hard and make up for this.cus she is the reason my heart is pumping.
All these days tris never scolded me.Now i know why.Cus she knew who i was.She knew i was Tobias Eaton.The guy who loved her.No,loves her.I swear i will make her Beatrice Eaton soon.
"Honey!!!whats wrrrooonggg with you?"Nita's ugly voice pierces my ears.
"You know honey.Tris understands the fact that i love you and gave this chain to me.But you are not giving me a proper response."She whines.
Fuck this bitch.
I grab the chain from her hands forcefully.I grab her neck and push her against a tree.She groans in pain and her eyes search mine in fear.
"look Nita.Lets get this straight.I don't love you and i never will cus you are a slut with fake boobs.Basically a whore so shut your damn mouth and strut your way to another guy.I WILL SAY THIS CLEARLY.DON'T FUCKING COME NEAR ME!!!DO I MAKE MYSELF CLEAR?"
she cries and nods her head.i let her free and push her away.I am angry.Infact furious.How dare does she think that she deserve this chain.Its made for only one girl in this world and that is tris.And to make things more complicated.Tris thinks i like Nita.Yes.i cheated on her but that does not mean i would like a whore where all the boys in this school has seen her rack.I am determined to make up to Tris.Even if it takes a thousand years.I am willing to change for her.
i take a good look at the chain.It has stains of blood.Fear settles in my chest.What the fuck did Tris do?I have to make sure she is okay.There is freaking blood on her chain.Shit!shit!shit!.
I know who knows where i can find Tris.Christina.
So hey ... i would really appreciate if u guys gave ideas on how tris can make four suffer.And for info.Tris won't attend school anymore as she has quit and Four is gonna wonder why as he does not that today is her last day and shit.I would continue on the next chapter about this.so how do u think tobias should make up to tris?
