so lets just say...i am really contented with your support and i thank you for that.AND I AM REALLY SORRY FOR TAKING A LONG TIME TO UPDATE SINCE MY GCSE IS THIS YEAR.I AM TRYING TO GRAB AS MUCH TIME AS I CAN.
FOUR POV
I don't know what is gonna happen right now.I am clueless.The only mission i have in my mind is to find Tris.I need to know that she is okay.My beloved.The only woman i am living for.If something happens to her i swear i will kill myself as i have nothing to live for.I spot Christina laughing her ass off at something that Will told her.I approach her aware of what is gonna happen to me in a few moments I know Christina is going to kill me.
"Christina...I...Do you know where tris is.She kinda saw me fucking Nita and ran away crying.Please CHRIS I NEED YOU TO TELL ME WHERE SHE IS!"
Her expression changes.She glares at me.
"YOU FREAKING BASTARD.HOW COULD YOU!!I SWEAR IF SOMETHING HAPPENS TO HER I WILL KILL YOU!"Christina booms.I feel a sharp pain on my cheek only to realise she has slapped me.I step back.She fishes out her phone and calls someone whom i suppose is Tris.I hope tris is okay. After a few moment,Christina looks at me shocked.Then she suddenly changes her composure.
"She is fine Four.You can go now"
"Alright but please tell me her address."
"No and i will never Unless Tris gives me the permission to tell you!"
I flee to my room and lock myself not wanting to piss Christina.
Tris pov
I open my eyes and my head aches like shit.I realise i am in the hospital bed and Caleb and my parents are sitting beside me.Caleb looks relieved and My mom starts smiling as if there is no tomorrow.A memory hits me.
flashback
I walk away from the Eaton's mansion tearing.I feel so dizzy.I call Caleb and ask him to fetch me.My vision starts blurring and i can hear a car screech and Caleb shouting at me.
Caleb should have brought me here.The doctor enters my ward and smiles at me.I return it gladly.
"How are Beatrice?"
"I am fine and its Tris"
"Oops sorry its kind of hard to grasp"
"Alright Tris dear...heres the harsh truth.Your time seems to be decreasing and you seem to be getting worser.Honestly i can only pray for you.Fear god alone honey and be brave alright.You may have about 6 months left or lesser.We dont know for sure.You can die anytime,you have to be prepared and i am sorry for being so direct but i have to speak of the truth one day"
My mother cries,while my father supports her.Its breaks my heart to know that they are crying because of me.I just smile at them assuringly that i won't die soon.
Chris pov
When i called Tris, caleb picked up and he told me what happened.But i did not want Four to know that.I don't want him to be near my friend.The only thing that idiot can do is break her heart.I chose not to tell him about Tris and act normal.I plan to visit her after School tomorrow.
Four pov
I stuff my books in my locker and look for Tris.I have not seen her during break at all.I just want to apologise to her.I want to hold her tight.I want to let her know that she is mine.Now i have math class.That is the only class Me and Tris have together.Maybe i can see her there.I desperately run to the class Being there in time for the first time in my life.But i don't see her.I take seat and wait.And wait.But there is no sign of her.My heart beats fast.A million thoughts race through my mind.Why isn't she here?She is always in school?Is it because of me?I will wait for her even if takes my entire life.I want to let her know that i love her and that Nita and i were nothing.After all,i had been waiting for Tris my whole life.
I catch a glimpse of christina.I run to her and pull her forcefully toward me.She moans in pain.
"WHY THE FUCK IS SHE NOT IN SCHOOL?"
"Who?"
"TRIS!"
"I don't know"She shrugs casually.
"OFCOURSE YOU KNOW!DON'T LIE TO ME!IS ANYTHING WRONG WITH HER?"
"Look...like i told you!I don't freaking know !now leave me alone!"She shouts.
I let go of her and she walks away.I need to find Tris.Desperately.I hope she will be there tomorrow.I can just hope.
Time skip-1 week
My dear Tris.Where the heck is she.My heart aches.I feel so empty.Fear settles in me that i might not see her again.All i know is that she is the only reason i am alive.The only reason i am going to school.The only reason i am holding on.I want her.I need her.She is mine.I hope she is okay.For one week,I have not slept well.I am not my usual self.I feel dead.I stopped sitting with the popular gang.I decided to sit alone.Only Zeke and Uriah sit with me now.I am trying to change for the better.So when Tris comes back,she can see how much i have changed.Maybe she will start to trust me then.I have hurt her alot and i know Karma will make me payback.But i just hope it does not take my Tris away.Without her i cannot function.She is my love.My future.My happiness.I would be ready to even embrace death for her.
