Lust or Love

Hi there I'm am incredebly sorry for not updating. My school's hell week began and then I was completely lost in studies. Anyways here I am again wih another chapter. Zia is doing this chapter so enjoy.

Disclaimer: I don't own Kane chronicles * slams hand on the table* I seriously wish I did.

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Nothing in the world right now could not be more annoying then Sadie. Just as I had finished making the potion she came dancing in my room.

" um.. Okay I talked to Walt and Anubis and got the point on what you were telling earlier" she said.

" oh for the name of Ra at last you get it. now wish me luck as I'm getting to test Carter now" I said clearly relieved.

"Oh well" she started teasingly " if you do end up not resisting the potion and then eventually have sex with my brother then I want every little detail. Bye" and then ran away.

She probably did not hear the series of profanities or the Egyptian curses I spoke. But then I thought if me and Carter really end up having sex. I blushed fiercely of course we were legally adults and were also in a relationship for almost 6 yrs but still I felt a little uncomfortable. I love Carter and that was problem and the fact that I think Carter is strong and so is his love and I want to accept that myself. Ugh I groaned this was confusing even to me.

I looked at the time, midnight, perfect I thought and braced myself then walked towards Carter's room. I got ready for my act even though me coming in Carter's room is been happening since 6 years due to my nightmares but this is the first time I was going to his room for a different purpose rather than just comfort or cuddling.

I knocked on his door then put my hand over my heart to steady it and gripped the potion steadily. He opened the door and I'll admit it even though being in a relationship with him for so many years my heart still skipped a beat. He was in his ragged basketball Jersey and shorts, hair disveheld and eyes sleepy.

Zia" he started saying " what honey are you having a nightmare"

I nodded and said "Carter please can I please stay here tonight. I don't trust myself alone tonight" Using Sadie's advice and in a matter of seconds his arm was around my waist ushering me inside.

"Zia is something bothering you please you can tell me" he said concert filling his eyes as he pulled me on his bed still an arm around my waist.

I nodded and started telling my pretended nightmare " Carter I had a nightmare that all these years and our first kiss, Setne were all a dream and I am still in my tomb but then you came to rescue me and get killed in the process and I didn't even get to kiss you and then you died and I woke up and I am here but I still think this is a dream and Ihave no proof you exist in my life" and then I took a deep breath because I was getting to the point "Carter can you please kiss me"

And in no time his lips were on mine so this being my opportunity I spilled the potion on us. I was struck with his smell and my mind started filling with lustrous ideas. He was still kissing me but then started pulling away I didn't let him, I put my hands behind his neck and drew him even closer responding to his kiss with lustre. He also started kissing me more eagerly, the potion was doing its work but then I remembered that I was supposed to resist this so I pulled away. Carter was looking at me as to why I am stopping his eyes covered with list but then he spoke.

"Zia what did you do?" He asked clearly suspicious

"Nothing please just kiss me" forgetting the idea of resisting the potion it looked to me that everything was now up to Carter if he can't resis it then...

I leaned in and put my lips on his again and started kissing him like never before. I put my tongue on his lips urging him to open his mouth slowly he opened it and I put my tongue inside his mouth slowly coming even closer to him. He put his hands on my hips and pulled me on his lap, showing no signs of resisting the potion. I slid my hands inside his shirt pulling it off. I opened my eyes and saw his reaction. His eyes opened and grew wide with shock then he too started pulling my shirt off, there was nothing other than Carter and me kissing and my mind was thinking ahead all this, thoughts turned to mush but then he started pulling away, I didn't want him to stop kissing me but he was strong.

"Zia" he said gasping for air "Do you really want to do this" He asked

I nodded and let the potion and my thoughts lead me.

Sorry I know this is chapter is short but the next is pretty long and contains a twist and is of Carter.

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