A/N okay this chapter went in a completely different direction than I anticipated but I PROMISE I will write the part we've all been waiting for, I just needed to add a little drama to make it even better! Please review! I love y'all! Enjoy!

Alex and Casey boarded the boat after Olivia changed from her swimsuit.

"So what do y'all need to get again? It is just from the marina right? Cause they don't have all that much."

"Well I know we need more margarita mix and some fruit for the drinks but Alex has a whole list of things she wants to get."

"It's just food and maybe a couple other little things…" She trailed off.

"Alex. What else are we going here to get?" Casey asked suspiciously.

"Just a few things I need for me and Munch that we might have run out of."

"Oh my God. Gross Alex! I don't want to think about that!" Casey covered her ears dramatically while groaning, Olivia continued to drive wrapped up in her own thoughts.

"But Liv, what's going on with you? You've been so distracted today."

Olivia continued to gaze off into the water, not paying attention to the conversation.

Casey jumped up from her seat and walked over to the zoned out friend.

"Earth to Liv! Helloooooo?"

"What? Oh sorry Casey what'd you say?"

"I said what's wrong with you?" with a confused look on her face Olivia replied,

"Nothing's wrong with me? Why do you ask?"

Casey's face contorted into a 'don't-give-me-that-shit' kind of look, "Liv you went off on Fin, you were zoned out on the boat, I could tell you were crying when we went out to get you to go with us, and here you are zoned out again. So I'll ask again what's wrong?" Olivia put the boat in idle and sat down with her friends.

"Well today Elliot and I snuck off to one of those caves and were you know… having sex… and after we were done he kinda asked me something…" Both Alex and Casey leaned closer waiting in suspense.

When she didn't respond Alex prodded, "Well? What'd he ask?"

"He asked if I'd ever done anal…" Olivia looked down at her feet while her fingers twisted in her necklace.

"He WHAT?" Alex shrieked, "Who asks someone about something so disgusting! That's the grossest thing I've ever heard of! Oh my-"

"Jesus Christ Alex chill the fuck out!" Casey yelled, "They're dating for Christ's sake and they've known each other for forever so I think him asking her that is not disgusting, in fact I think its kind of cute. And further more anal is not disgusting or gross it's just a different way people do things just like some think oral is disgusting. In fact it's actually quite enjoyable."

"You've done it?" Olivia quickly added in.

"Yea I did it twice. The first time was really strange but then I kind of enjoyed it."

"Olivia you are not really considering this are you?" Alex scoffed.

"Actually I am Alex. I love Elliot and if he would like to try it then I'll try it with him."

"Oh and if he jumped off a cliff you'd jump too." Alex added disbelievingly, obviously appalled at her friend's choice.

"Actually Alex, yes I would. I love Elliot more than anything so if that were to happen then yes I would jump with him. I'm not sure if you remember the year I spent not being around him but I was pretty close to that cliff and he saved me from jumping off. So if Elliot thinks we will enjoy this then I am going to give it a go. I know he wont hurt me and will stop if I feel uncomfortable so I am okay with trusting him with this."

Sitting back into the seat Alex crossed her arms and shrugged, dropping the subject.

"So is that why you wanted to come? You needed to get supplies?" Casey quipped.

"Possibly… I'm not sure exactly what I need. I figured lube and condoms but I guess that's it."

"Well what kind of lube are you going to get?"

"Um, I don't know? Does it matter?"

"Yes! You have to be really careful with this kind of stuff… it can cause you to get infections. You don't want to use Vaseline because it can degrade the condom, and oil based ones are the absolute worst to get out of sheets and everywhere else. I'd go with KY or if they have it one of the ones designed for that sort of thing."

"Oh… I didn't know that… Um maybe I should just call this off… I'm not so confident about it anymore."

"No Liv, I'm not telling you this to scare you, you just have to be prepared for it so when it happens you first will be safe about it and second will have a good time. It's actually really nice once he's in, it can just take a few minutes. But if you're uncomfortable don't do it." Casey placed a supportive hand on her friends back as Olivia considered the possibilities.

"If they have the kind of lube you're talking about then I'll do it, if not then I'll just tell El and we'll wait."

"That a girl! Now lets go find us our fun stuff!" Olivia started up the boat again and the three were off to the marina.

Once they arrived they docked the boat and went directly to the convenience store that sold everything from tubes to alcohol to condoms. Casey wondered directly to the cocktail mixes and picked out her three favorites. Alex stared at the shelves of condoms seemingly amazed at the selection.

"You okay over there Al?" Olivia asked concerned with the look on Alex's face.

"Yea I just never knew they had so many different kinds of condoms, how do I know which to pick?"

Confused Olivia walked over to where she was standing and looked over the selection, "well what kind do you normally buy?"

"I don't know I've never bought condoms before."

Surprised Olivia shot her gaze to Alex, "You what?"

"I haven't dated a lot of people and when I did he always just put one on I never had to go out and buy them they just somehow appeared, on him, you know and I never really even thought about it."

Alex finally decided on the Trojan thin ones after Alex nearly had a panic attack deciding.

Casey made her way over to her friends, "What kind are you getting Liv?"

"I guess the KY intrigue since its silicon based and says long lasting and the Trojan platinum pack which has just about every strange kind of condom in it but I think it could be fun with or without what we plan on doing." She stated with a laugh.

After paying, the girls got back on the boat to head home. The whole time Casey gave Olivia advice about anal sex, including what positions, how to warm up, what kind of foreplay, and all the while Alex sat silently clutching her purchase while rolling her eyes at her friends.

The boat ride didn't seem to take as long on the way back. Turning the boat into their cove Olivia could see a shirtless Elliot on the top deck grilling their dinner.

Upon hearing the engine Elliot turned towards the ladies on the speedboat and waved his spatula at them. Olivia took a hand off and gave him a small wave and a half smile as she pulled the boat up. Munch and Fin came out of the kitchen to help the girls onto the boat and help Olivia tie up.

"Hey Liv!" Elliot shouted from the top deck.

"Yea El!" She responded.

"Come up here when you can! I can't come down or the steaks will burn!"

"Okay give me five!"

Olivia quickly took her beach bag which held her purchase deep inside to her and Elliot's room and quickly hid the two items under her pillow and pulled out the sexy lingerie she had for an occasion such as tonight and laid them out on the bed. She made her way up the stairs while quickly braiding her hair to keep it out of her face.

"Miss me?" She asked while wrapping her arms around his waist and lightly kissing the back of his neck.

"Every second." He turned around kissing her fully on the lips. His fingers bit at her hips while he pulled her tightly to him. Her arms wound around his neck and her breasts pressed into his chest. He moaned into the kiss and his hands traveled from her waist to her lower back and just as his fingers dipped below the back of her jean shorts Casey yelled, "Hey! At least wait for tonight you two! I want my steak!"

Elliot sighed and pulled away from Olivia looking into her mocha eyes.

"Tonight?" He asked quietly.

"Tonight." She pecked him quickly as his lips curled into a smile.

Olivia pulled out of his embrace and hurried over to the bar. "El what do you want to drink? Casey got more margarita mix and pina colada mix and strawberry daiquiri mix."

"I think I'll just stick to my beer but thank you Casey for only getting girl drinks."

Elliot looked over at Casey and stuck his tongue out at her.

"Hey, they're delicious and hid the taste so you can drink something that tastes great AND get shit faced! It's a win win situation! Just try one!"

"Fine. Liv I'll have whatever you're having." Olivia glanced up and looked back down as she made their drinks.

After making the drinks Olivia headed downstairs to make the salad and bring the sides up to where they would be eating. Once she reached the landing the sight before her made her nearly faint. Casey's arms were wrapped around Elliot's neck and they appeared to be kissing. Olivia could only see the back of Elliot but that was enough of a display to have her quietly back up and head down the stairs nearly in tears.

Putting all the food down on the counter she ran and found Alex on the back of the boat with Munch.

"I need you." She stated quickly to Alex. Alex jumped up upon seeing her with tears in her eyes and shot Munch a quick glance following Olivia into one of the bathrooms.

"Liv what's wrong what happened?"

Olivia's eyes finally gave way and the tears began flowing, "Elliot and Casey were kissing."

"What?! No they weren't you must have-"

"Alex, they were. I went downstairs to get the salad ready and to get the baked potatoes and when I got to the top of the stairs Casey's arms were around his neck and they looked pretty preoccupied. They didn't even notice I was there so I just turned around and came down and got you."

"Liv, maybe they were, I don't know, doing something else… or maybe- oh god I don't have another maybe."

Olivia finally broke down and got on her hands and knees and sobbed. She knew what had happened, even Alex, the logical friend couldn't think of any way to explain this away.

"Liv, I am so sorry. I don't know why they would do that. I mean there has to be a logical explanation for it, there's no way out of the blue they'd just kiss."

"I thought of that too Al but- but what I saw- they were. There must be some history or something maybe they hooked up before and neither told us- maybe it was just a fling or-"

"Liv, fling or not he shouldn't have kissed her if that's what he did, no matter what history. He knows how much you love him." Alex replied embracing her friend.

"Alex I need to get out of here, like now."

"I know Liv but where do you plan on going? There's not hotels on the lake and this IS your boat I mean we don't even know how to drive it!"

"I just need to get away for tonight, not forever I just can't be around him or her when I'm this upset, once I get away for a night I'll be able to think straight and I can come back and give them both a piece of my mind."

"But where do you plan on going Liv?"

"I have a few old friends who live out here full time. I'm gonna grab the old directory on my way out and call them. I'm gonna take my phone and text you where I'm going but PLEASE don't tell Elliot. Just know that I'm safe and I'll only answer YOUR calls and I'll be back sometime tomorrow to figure this whole thing out. I promise."

"Okay Liv. Please keep in touch with me. I don't want to be the cause of anything bad happening to you. I love you and call me once you know where you're staying and if nothing happens come back and you and me can sleep in the twin room. Munch wont mind. He'll understand and Fin will kick Stabler's ass for taking his girl AND hurting you."

"Oh God don't tell him either please, not yet anyway… God how did this all happen?"

"I don't know sweetheart but I love you okay? I'll hold everything down here."

"Okay Al, talk to you in a bit."

Olivia crept out of the bathroom making sure Elliot and Casey were both on the top deck still, and made her way to their bedroom. She grabbed her bag and looked over the bed. It still had the lingerie she was planning on wearing for their very special night laid out along with the bag of supplies under the pillow. Sighing she left it like it was and grabbed her toothbrush and makeup leaving it almost like she'd never been there besides the once promised night of passion.

She hurriedly passed the stairs that led to her once lover and her once best friend, and threw her stuff haphazardly onto the speedboat. She went under the cabinet in the captain's chair and got out the old directory with her old friends who lived on the lake in it and took that too. She quietly untied the boat and knew as soon as the engine started Elliot would know to look down at the boat and knew he would know she left. She had to leave quickly so Elliot couldn't catch her on the Jet Ski or see which way she went. As quickly as she put the keys in she slammed the boat into drive and took off not even looking back.