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Never in my life I would've thought she would prevent me from killing myself. She's the first person who made me feel like this. She made me feel like I was a disease, abomination, something unnatural, she saw the others make fun of me and laughed with them. And now she has the guts to come to my room and just talk to her like nothing ever happened. I was so deep in thought that I jumped when I saw my mother come into the room.
"What have you done this time?" she asks me annoyed.
"I just fell and hit myself with a rock on a river." I tell her and she rolls her eyes.
"That's all?" she asks and I nod looking down. She sighs and puts her bag in the bed I'm laying in.
"I'll talk to the doctor, so I could take you home. We have many things to discuss." she tells me and I feel nervous because I know what's coming if I go home. As she walks out, I let out a stifle sigh and try getting out of bed. When I touch the floor, I feel the room spinning and a big headache.
"Ahh..." I whisper in pain, and then the door opens revealing Kurt. He quickly walks to be next to me and shakes his head.
"What do you think you're doing?" he asks and I look at him.
"I..." I start but my mom enters the room again.
"Looks like I can actually take you home. Since I explained you only fell and accidentally hit yourself. The doctor said it was fine. He will be here to check up on your...injuries and we'll go home." she tells me and walks away with her purse. I close my eyes already feeling the pain and I hear Kurt scoff.
"Are you sure that's your mother? Because its hard to believe you came out of that." he tells me and unfortunately yes, she's my mother. She gave birth to me when she was 19 years old, and like a cliché mother 'I was an accident', the baby she never planned and now with the whole gay thing I'm her big mistake. You see my mother believes that when teenagers say they're gay, its temporary and something to seek attention from parents. She believes that I'm just so stupid that I don't realize I'm, supposedly, 'Ruining my chances to marry a man someday.', but when I try to tell her I don't plan on it she doesn't let me finish.
"Where's grandma?" I ask Kurt.
"She went home, she wasn't feeling well, so she got a taxi." he tells me and I start to panic.
"You let her on a taxi alone?! Why didn't you drive her?" I tell him concerned and I see him open his mouth and closing it.
"She...she told me to stay with you, and that she'll call you when she gets home." he tells me and I sigh. My grandmother is my whole world. She is the first person I ever go to for advice, since Aunt Jenny died, she has been the mother I ever wished for. She tolerates me, and knows me like Aunt Jenny and Kurt do. After that, like my mother told me, the doctor came in and did the check up. He said everything was in order and that it'll be ok to go home. I got dressed in clothes my grandmother brought me and walked out slowly. Kurt helped me but my mother step in front of him.
"My daughter doesn't need help. If she fell it isn't on anyones shoulders, that she hurt herself. So let her walk alone..." my mother says and walks away. I hear Kurt growl and I put a hand on his shoulder.
"It's fine. She's right anyways." I tell him and he looks at me like I'm crazy.
"Are you defending her?" he asks and I grunt.
"Look she's pissed, and I don't know you. But I don't want her angrier." I tell him and try to walk as fast as I can. When I'm finally in the parking lot I sit on my mother's car and as expected there's a slap. She starts getting out of the hospital's parking lot, and when we're finally out of sight she starts.
"First, the car... and now this 'falling' bullshit. Haven't you embarrassed me enough already? Your father is beyond angry, he doesn't even want to see you. So you now have my beatings and your father's. It's going to cost us a fortune to paint the car!" I flinch by her screaming which ends up in a headache.
"Does it hurt?" she asks faking her concern, but I as always stupidly nod.
"Good! I hope it hurts, like the headaches you give me and your father." she says and I look down. Five minutes later we're home, and I'm greeted by my father's hand, which had a ring, he slapped me various times, and almost punched me. He then send me to my room and I went upstairs as quickly as possible. Letting a tear slip and letting sleep take over me.
Next Morning
I walk into school, with a hat on since I have that thing they wrapped my head with so it will not get infected or anything. I breathe in and open my locker. When I open it, a bunch of flickers fall out, and people laugh.
"If you want to kill yourself, consider a razor and cut your arm vertically." Sebastian says while walking past me, with his friends. I look back and see Santana looking at me. Yep, she told the whole school, and with that I close my locker walking down the hallway. I walk directly to class and sit next to Kurt.
"Brittany, what are you doing here? You're still injured, you should be resting, and what happened to your cheek." he tells me and I instinctively cover it with my hand.
"I slept on my ring and now my cheek is bruised." I tell him and he rolls his eyes. He's about to ask me something but I feel him stare at something. And when I look up I see Santana standing by the door looking at my direction and then when she notices Kurt is seeing her also, she walks past me. Kurt turns to me confused.
"What was that about?" he asks pointing at her and I roll my eyes.
"Nothing. She's probably planning something to humiliate me again." I tell him and he looks at her.
"Well if she does I've got your back Britt." he tells me and I smile at him. In that moment the bell rings and the teacher comes in.
"Good morning class." he says in a happy tone. Students mumble 'good morning' back and he claps.
"So today we're going to discuss a project which in both of this bowls. You are going to choose date and on you'll sit with them, and discuss on what topic you want to choose to talk to your classmates." he says showing both bowls with pieces of papers. The whole class grunts and he sighs.
"Come on guys. Let's be a little more creative and what better way to start, then by choosing your partner by faith." he says as he starts and in each table, which two people are sitting in, he chooses one. Unlikely, he gave the bowls to choose for Kurt. He picks up a paper and sighs.
"Oh, you have to say who and when. So Kurt, when?" the teacher says and Kurt mumbles.
"Sorry, I didn't hear you." the teacher says and Kurt sighs dramatically.
"September 24..." he screams and then the teacher gives him the other bowl and his eyes roll.
"Rachel Berry..." he says annoyed and people start to chuckle. I can't help but chuckle at his attitude.
"Seriously?" he asks.
"Yep..." I tell him smiling and so it goes on. Suddenly, I hear her say the date she had to do the presentation.
"November 15..." I roll my eyes and what happens next really was unexpected.
"My partner...Brittany.."
So what do you guys think? This has happened to me a lot... I hated it because it gets so awkward and since you are mad at the person its difficult to work with them.
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