Hey guys, sorry I haven't updated fast. I just have a lot on my plate now but don't worry I'll update every Friday from now on. So anyways, I wanted this chapter to be of Santana's POV so in which some events where real, here it goes. Flashbacks are in Italic. Enjoy :D

Santana's POV:

I stand there shocked, my hand still in a fist and my boyfriend lying on the floor, blood coming out of his nose, and I shake my head. Because I would never punch someone unless they are hurting someone I care about, and that's what scares me, caring about someone you have seen people and yourself hurt daily...

"Hey, you're Santana right?" I hear someone ask behind me. In this moment I'm in the lunchroom eating with my 'friends' and Sebastian. We all turn to see a fat girl, obviously gay, wearing a South Park shirt.

"Yes, can I help you?" I ask and she smirks.

"Actually, I'm just here to ask you something." she tells me, and I see one of my friends chuckle, and I quickly understood.

"I'm sorry but you're not my type." I tell her, and my friends chuckle at that. She looks at me annoyed at first, but then gives me a half-smile.

"Don't worry, I don't like you either. I'm just here to warn you another girl does." she says and people around the table I'm sitting at quickly turn their attention to what she's about to say.

"Why should I care?" I tell her and turn around.

"Because you don't want a stalker looking at your pictures on Facebook,right?" she tells me and I really don't like to hear gossip or rumors.

"Yeah, right look..." I start but she cuts me off.

"Brittany Pierce." she says and I come to a stop. Of course Brittany, I have seen her around with her friend 'Clark' is it? I don't know but she's usually shy and quiet. If I dare say often serious, and likes to be alone. At this, I'm startled out of my thoughts when Sebastian starts laughing, and the other girls start giggling.

"Are you serious? Blue eyes Pierce." Sebastian says and I look down.

"Yep, total stalker.." the fat girl says and I snap.

"You can leave now." I tell her and she looks surprised at this. So does the people around the table, and the girl leaves. Sebastian shakes his head chuckling, and I look at him confused.

"What? Do you think rumors are funny?" I ask him and he looks at me smiling.

"Well, yeah it's kind of funny and true." he says and I cross my arms.

"True? How the hell is what that girl said true?" I ask and he sighs.

"Really Santana? Are you that clueless? The girl stares at you in classes, and the stalker thing is kind of true." he says and takes a french fry in his mouth.

"I'm not clueless, and everyone stares at everyone in class. That doesn't make her a stalker." I tell him, suddenly protective and he looks shocked.

"Why are you protecting her? " he asks and I don't know what to say. But then he leans over to me and whispers to me in my ear.

"Do you like her back?" he asks and at first I was going to say 'no', but when I look up I see her staring at me and felt butterflies. But I didn't listen, and shake my head.

"Of course not. You know I don't swing that way." I tell him and he kisses my cheek, which feels like acid.

"That's good cause, what would your family think? They would go crazy if their daughter liked another girl." he says because yes, my family is very conservative and are always sure that people say good things about us. The Lopez's are the perfect and most stable family in this town. And I can't ruin, or disappoint them, I just can't. The bell ringing makes me jump and I look at Sebastian who has a smile.

"Don't worry San. I'll make sure she stays away, and gets the idea...that you're never going to be with her." he says, and I stay there speechless, the way he said that was kind of sinister, evil, and I don't want anything to happen to her. I stand up with my tray and throw it in the trash. When I walk out I see Sebastian with a notebook, it has a Lana del Rey photo in the front of the notebook and I feel myself get confused. I walk to him quickly and grab his arm.

"Who's that notebook?" I ask and he smiles.

"It's mine.." he answers and I nod.

"Right, so you like Lana del Rey then. Oh, and medicine articles..." I tell him and he looks at the edge of one page and sees a logo of a Medicine University. He scoffs and then walks next to me, but not without whispering.

"Nobody likes dykes like her. So...stop...before you make a mistake which will screw your life." he says and walks away. I quickly make my way to the bathroom and look at all the stalls to see them empty. As I let some tears fall, I hear my grandmother's voice

"Don't let temptation take you away from your beliefs Santana." I nod.

Then I wipe my tears and reapply my make up. When I finished reapplying my make up the bell rings, and I roll my eyes.

"There goes Spanish class." I mutter to myself. I can't believe I've spent half an hour crying in a stall. I walk out of the bathroom and come to a stop. I see papers all over the floor and people are shocked and others are giggling. I pick one of the papers, and my eyes go wide.

"Awww...Pierce has a crush!" I hear a guy scream and people laughing. Then I see something that oddly breaks my heart.

"Whoa Pierce...or stalker Pierce should I say." someone from the hallway says and everyone laughs even harder. As she's standing there with tears in her eyes, I shake my head at her and her eyes aren't the same after that moment. I can see anger, even a slight of hate in her eyes, and then she runs away. Kurt screams at her to wait but she doesn't. And that's where the teasing begins. Sebastian walks up to me and puts his arm around my shoulder. As I'm about to shrug it off, he leans again and whispers.

"Smile or I'll tell everyone..including your family about your...specific likes.." he says and I smile despite by how much hurt I'm going through.

I snap out of my trance when I hear someone, well the English teacher scream.

"What happened here?!" he says clearly shocked at the scene. Everyone is quiet, except, of course, the 'victim'.

"I was minding my own business when this girl hit me." he says signaling at Brittany, which looks at him confused.

"That's not true. Santana punched him, not Brittany." Eve tells the teacher and Brittany and I exchange glances. I give Brittany a tight smile and Brittany looks elsewhere.

"It was me. I punched him. Not Brittany. She's...innocent." I say looking at Brittany, which still doesn't look at me. I hear the teacher sigh and help Sebastian get up, while signaling me to walk with them.

"Come on Santana." the teacher says and I look at Brittany. And when she looks at me I feel like I'm going to die. Because despite there's still a bit of hate or heartache. I see a slight love in her eyes. And in that moment I know I won't give up without a fight. There's only one thing for me to do now. The teacher leaves us in the principles office, and while we wait I say the three words I've always wanted to tell Sebastian since the first time I saw his bad side.

"We are over." I tell him and he nods.

"You know you're screwed then right? Your parents are going to omit you from their family. Especially with your grandmother's beliefs. " he asks while he had his head tilt back. I know that what lies ahead of me is tough, but I smile and nod. Because seriously, in this moment I don't care.

"Yes, but I'm screwed with the right person. And my family can't make me like someone I don't. " I tell him and he chuckles deviously.

"She will never see you like you want to. She will never like you. With what you've done to her in the past." he says and then I look in front of me and see Eve and Brittany walking down the stairs and I feel my heart hurt.

"Now that's...that's going to work. I guarantee it." he says and chuckles again. While I look down, and shake my head. Because no, I won't give up, I'll fight for her and apologize a million, no billion times. I'm going to make things right.

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