Chapter 4: My Hubby

Tris's POV

I am having a vision. From the past. I've been having a lot of these, since Four has been here. I just shot a guy in the head. I don't know him but me in the past, obviously has a history with him.

The situation happens over and over, like a scratched record. It is like it is permanently embedding the memory into my brain. It just won't stop. No matter what I do.

Then it stops, just like that. I realize that lips are kissing me, but whose. I open my eyes I see my husband Throne.

His emarld green eyes are bloodshot red, his jet black hair is a mess. But still sexy. I notice he is shirtless, even though we have been married for 5 years. I can't help but gawk at his eight pack that still amazes me.

How do you work, take care of kids and still look that flawless?

"Trice, you did it again. Are you okay? Drew is really worried for you. Do you need to see a doctor?"

"I think I'm okay. I had another flashback… in it I killed somebody Throne. I-I shot him in the head Throne. I was a killer, I am killer. I don't deserve my kids. No, your kids. How can they love me knowing…that? How can you love me?"

I need to leave, they deserve someone better than me.

"No, Beatrice you cannot think like that. I love you because, you are not the same person you were then. You are different now. The kids adore you, it would devastate them more if you just up and left. And, who would be left for Uriah? Huh, Trice sure he has friends, but you and him are in the same situation. If you are just going to give up everything because of a memory, th-than you are not the wife of my kids."

He leaves our bedroom. He leaves me crying hoping the kids don't hear. I hear shuffling, then a door slam and a car zoom off.

I text him, call him hoping that he didn't take the kids and leave. He doesn't respond to anything.

I search the whole house when I finally give up. Nobody is here, not even Four.

"If you are looking for Throne he took the kids to his Mom's house. Said he needed a drink and you didn't want to be bothered, so he left."

I thought he was gone with the others.

"Oh, and I heard the fight. I can tell you about who the guy is if you'd like?"

It is risky what if it brings back horrible memories worse than this? But I need to know.

"Fine."

"Okay, his name was Will. He was your best friend's boyfriend, her name is Christina. She forgives you now she knows it had to be done. He was under a stimulation, everybody was. You were defending yourself, he would have killed you if you didn't."

He goes on about the divergent, the factions, Jeanine, Dauntless initiation, the Abnegation. He tells me about my family, but he is leaving out parts about initiation and my family. Almost as if he is scared of something.

Four's POV

I try not to go on to the touchy subjects like her parents and us. I want to tell her that she is Natalie's Mom. But I don't she doesn't even remember me.

"How do you know all of this about me?"

Oh no, I knew she was going to ask that. What am I supposed to say, the truth? I have a feeling she will know I'm lying.

"I was your instructor and your…uh boyfriend."

Please don't kill me.

Tris's POV

"I was your instructor and your…uh boyfriend."

Did he know I was Throne's wife before he came here? He really has guts to say that. Why would he say that in the first place, it isn't like I know him enough to tell if he is lying?

I am so deep in thought I don't even realize he is kissing me, and I'm kissing back.

A/N Ha, I ended it short. There are two reasons why 1. I wanted to tell you what Throne looks like and 2. I just wanted a cliffy. If you could, could you check out my forum for this new story I'm doing Diverg-a-what. I need characters and ideas, so could you please check it out.