Chapter 5: Just like that
Tris's POV
I ran. Faster than I ever have in my erased life.
I can't believe him, well yes I kissed back but he kissed me first.
Why?
Why did I do it? Don't I love Thorne, of course, that is undeniable. And, my kids what about them? I love them with all my heart, but what if-if I had a child with Four?
I would take care of the child but will the child ever be mine? I barely know the kid.
Besides all of that I need to tell Throne, better for him to find out by me instead of someone else.
~Time Skip~
Okay, Trice you need to do this. For Throne's sake and your kids. You packed and everything if it turns for the worst you have all of your stuff packed, and ready to go.
*beep*beep*beep* Thankfully, he picks up on the last ring.
"Trice, I am so sorry. I shouldn't have ran out like that with the kids. I just needed to clear my head…You have to understand how it pains me to think that you will ever leave me, us. I just wanted you to know, that you are the best thing that has ever happened to me…Y-you gave me kids and unimaginable love."
I can't do it now. After what he just said to me. How can I do that to him? But I have to.
"Throne…Throne I-I have to tell you something. You might not like it but I have to tell you."
It's now or never.
"Sure, tell me anything, I'll try to be more understandable." He is laughing, how long before he starts yelling?
"Well, Four told me that you left with the kids. Then, he said he knew about my past…and he would tell me about it. He-he did. I asked him how he knew about my past *gulps* he was my instructor and-and my boy…friend."
He is quiet. Is that good or bad? I can't tell usually he is open, now he won't even speak.
"I guess he wanted an answer out of me, so…he kissed me. And I kissed back."
He hangs up, just like that.
Just like in the morning. It seems just like yesterday, I fell in love with him by just that. It's funny how three little words can affect me so much.
I don't cry like last time. Instead I'm mad. Mad at Four for kissing me. Mad at Throne for having that just like that ability. Mad at whoever took my memories.
I can only take out my anger on Four, or myself.
I notice a vase, and some wine bottles. I slowly walk towards the vase. I slowly pick up the vase. I slowly throw it across the room. I scream till my throat hurts.
I begin throwing the wine bottles, in a mad frenzy. I just want it to end just like that. Everything would be better. That is what they all say, right? I guess we'll never know, since their dead.
A simple word thrown all about the place. So, it can't be all that bad…right?
Let's find out.
My vision is blurry, but I can hear two voices. They sound familiar, but not so happy. Is it Throne did he come for me or Four?
It hurts too much to think. It won't hurt to just…sleep.
A/N Am I going too fast? I don't won't to finish the story short. Besides that who does Tris end up with it depends on you.
